see u in the dark

erin ☾ m. list ☾ discord; recent: cherry blossom ave ☾ cause i like you ☾ hshs finale; repost: bots pt 10; ☆☆

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yeah I get that! it’s a different time in your life so maybe writing bts fics had run its course for you which is understandable! even if you don’t write new chapters for bots maybe you can post an outline of point that were going to happen (?) just a lil suggestion 😅

I still think about your genius writing for his side her side! the concept was so interesting!

Hahahah maybe but I’ll have to catch up on everything that I’ve written so far. I’ll let you guys know if I ever work on that!

thanks!!! It was a fun one to write for sure! Ngl I was a sucker for hshs!jk 🤧

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enjoy the mundane peace bc ya never know if it’ll go away 😭 I still keep up with bts! I don’t watch every single thing they put out as much as I used to but I still know what’s going on haha

take your time with writing! maybe reading smth can inspire you and take those small steps again :) ik it can be scary to step away from a creative process for a while and return to it not knowing if you rmbr how to but you got this! reading is so relaxing for me,, although I end up falling asleep 😂

oh yeah for sure LOL i was having the meltdown of my life just last year... imagine if i were still active during that time... y'all were spared from it hahha

idk i just don't know how i feel writing bts fanfics anymore but it's also so much easier to write them rather than having to establish an entirely new entity. reading is nice but i feel you on falling asleep HAHA

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Hey I just found BOTS, I haven't really read it yet but the story seems really interesting and I wanted to know if you were going to finish it (I don't mean to pressure or make you feel bad), I'm just curious to know if I can wait for it

I hope you have a nice day!💜

awesome!! however, i would not hold my breath if i were you LOL

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girllll it’s been so long! do you still keep up with bts? how’s life been treating you? 🥺

heyyyyyyy it's ya girl, lame as ever!! i don't follow them closely anymore but i know jin just returned from the military!! do you still keep up with them?

life has been good! kind of mundane but a safe, comforting kind of mundane. sometimes i want to write again but idk what that even entails... maybe i'll pick up reading again! how's life for you?! surely more interesting than mine.

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Oh lord I get you regarding school. It's been so hectic, but I'm glad you're doing okay. I hope that through all this stress you're able to find things that inspire you even further than before. As always, it's a pleasure. - S ◇

s anon!! wherever you are, i hope you're doing great because you truly helped me get through some tough times here. all love!

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omg erin! how are you?? I have your notifs on and let me tell you: there are days when I still think about your fics and how it made me feel when I read them for the first time ! I might go reread bots soon haha miss you! do you rmbr how you planned the ending? 👀 and even if you don’t finish the bots series, that is okay too. I’ll just daydream about what happens at the end HAHA

awwwww that warms my heart :") can't believe you guys are still here!! i've missed you all. how are you doing?

uhhh i don't recall the exact ending per se, cause, fun fact, i tend to write as i go, but i do remember how i wanted to wrap it up!! sometimes i don't even have an outline for the chapter prior to writing and i just let the story take me wherever it wans to go. the story unfolds and the characters speak for themselves (as cheesy as it sounds)....... then i edit it... occasionally.

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Hi! I usually don’t comment but i really wanted to reach out and say that I love your series BOTS its one of my fav stories out there!! I always come here and there and re-read it. In general i just love your writing. I cant wait for the next chapter!❤️

thank you!! that's very sweet of you to say :)

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can you please upload the last chapter of bots please please please i know it's a repost from your old account but i never got to read the original so now i'm out on a limb waiting for the ending

i'm sorryyyyy i'm sure you've gotten the gist of what's happened to that haha

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Hi! In the jk not clickbait fic, that ending confused me…did jk actually cheat on reader or…?

no HAHAH if i remember correctly, he was trying to make clickbait content ?

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Bygones is amazing 👏 i haven't read this deep stuff in sometime & it's beautiful and so real! If u don't mind me asking your plans to finish it? I really want to see how hoseok confides in her and how she responds and how he responds to her. For a dancer or athletic it's really hard to get injured like this and give up their passion bcz of one careless move. I am really looking forward to this!

thank you anon!!! happy to see someone appreciate their intimate connection -- physically and emotionally. unfortunately, i don't know if i can make any promises atm ;(

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hello i really really need your help in finding me a fic that i was obsessed with back in 2019 it’s where taehyung was an acrobat and it’s a circus au fic, the OC ends up leaving her hometown to find Taehyung but finds out he’s dead at the end of it. 😭😭

if anyone can help them out!! ^

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Hey I really loved bygones and was wondering when will you upload the final chapter? I've never been so emotionally invested in a fic before I need to know how it ends hahaha

i don't know!! i'm so sorry for getting everyone's hopes up :( i've been a busy gal... ty for the support though!

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heyy I actually read bots years ago, then you took it down and then it was back hahabaa. I might reread it soon and if you ever want to finish it I'll definitely be here to read it but if you don't find inspo anymore I don't think you should feel pressure to finish it

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aww well you're def not here anymore to ever witness the end of bots... if it ever even comes to fruition LOL thanks though anon!!

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do you post on wattpad also?

nope! i think i might have had an account and POSSIBLY posted one chapter of paper hearts?? i don't recall at all though lol

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HII omfg i randomly remembered the labyrinth fic of jimin and i just wanted to say that was literally. a literary masterpiece. i ate that shit up everytime it was released and was so excited waiting for the next chapter… just remembered about you and when i checked taechubs and it said account not available my heart. dropped. BUT SO GLAD YOU’RE STILL ON HERE pls never delete it 😭😭 my bts phase may not be as intense as before but your writings will forever be in my heart ❤️❤️ i had dreams about your fics for MONTHS LMAO hope u’re doing okay!!! 💗💗

HELLO this is super super late and you might have submitted this literally years ago... BUT i still wanna say thank you!!!!!!! you're so kind!!! it's crazy to think my fics had such an impact on you to the point of seeping into your dreams hahha >:)

hope you're well!!

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@chuni-ta replied to your post “cherry blossom avenue.”  

Dear God, I never shed so many tears while reading a story until now, and I have years of experience with fanfiction, both reading and writing. This is my favourite story, and I'm pretty sure you, Dear Author, are my favourite writer. Never put your pen down, your talent is magnificent.

thank you, sweetheart! i’m so happy to have left my stories on here for appreciatve readers like you to enjoy :) although it’s been a while since i’ve written anything, messages like this make me reconsider how i spend my spare time haha

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OMG ERINNNNNNNN I MISSED YOUUUUU !!!! I keep thinking about you and I hope you’re doing well 😭💜 I’m sure if you reupload your fics they’ll get new readers as well even if your followers don’t see them !!

AWWWWWWW QT that's so sweet to know that someone out there is still thinking of me :") how is the bts fanfic realm going on tumblr these days?? esp now that bts is on a hiatus :0

and thank u for the reassurance! i think i'm just going to unprivate some of the fics so it won't get any new traffic cause i have waaaaaaaaay too many fics to reupload haha