Here's why I deleted, phrased clearly and blatantly: My personal life was coming under scrutiny when I began writing for myself, about my life and my experiences, instead of fic. It was on my personal page, separate from my fandom page, which is why most of you didn't see it. I very rarely answer anon hate because I don't want to enable it, especially if it's sent repeatedly. And, in general, it doesn't bother me because the only type of person who would send that is clearly in need of a lot of help. However, then this person made a comment about my boyfriend and that was so over the line for me that I quit. I absolutely will not tolerate any of my loved ones being targeted that way, so I took away their ability to do so. I wanted to ensure that they have no place and no way to contact me, because that behavior absolutely will not be tolerated.
I'm sorry to everyone who feels confused, abandoned, or like I took away something that gave you comfort. That was not my intention. I appreciate everyone who has supported me, but I need to protect both my mental health and my loved ones.