I had to let my psych doctor go because one of her ex-boyfriendās was spamming me with her nudes and I just thought it was entirely rude. I granted she had a beautiful body and all that, but itās itās just wrong to harass your clients your patience in that way and I know he was doing it to purposely you know F over but You know itās like here I am. Iām just trying to be a patient and itās like I get I get messed with. I asked the guy three times please stop it and he kept on so I said screw it. Iām calling her up so I called the office and let the office manager know what was happening while I was cancel her. Why didnāt want nothing to do with that I feel bad for way cause sheās very nice to me. However, I couldnāt relate to her. Sheās too beautiful. She was a cheerleader and a prom. Queen I looked her up, and she used to party a lot with that with the football players, and the guy was sending me all kinds of videos of our drunk having sex all kinds of people I didnāt. I just didnāt want nothing to do with that and I told the lady over the phone that I didnāt want nothing to do with that. That was her issue and that and I wish you well. You are my crew in those you know the crew that she ran with we didnāt interact so I thought it was it was different and as nice as she was, I just couldnāt. I couldnāt relate to what she was about her voice and everything that the constant positivity it was just too much for me. I didnāt. It just didnāt seem real so I had to let her go anyways thatās that but Iām doing good. I still I still have my medication and when I hear stuff too loud or have it or I realize when Iām listening to just take it and Iām good, but I havenāt had to take in a while so Iāve just been focusing on music and writing and I hear stuff. Iāll write it down if I hear a beat, Iāll write it down cause Kurtās always telling me hey Adam, do you have anything for Dave and and Iām just like yeah I donāt wanna let I donāt wanna let you guys down. You know I wanna I wanna have things ready for you guys if you come around you know And I canāt do that on this medication and it just wipes me up with me to sleep. you know it straight up tranq and thatās not what I what I thatās like the enemy of creativity you know you you need you need the chaos you need to hear stuff you need to hear beats and stuff and you canāt. I canāt read that way when Iām just wiped out of my mind sleeping all day thatās not. I even told her I said this is not my ideal of a good life. You know weāre meant to do more than this anyways, even when I was having my issue with the meds, she just kind of doing the cutie. Stay positive thing and that just that irritated me you know to no end. And then she billed me for the 15 minutes of the cutie pep talk none sense. No thank you!
I wouldnāt have partied with her in college. I wouldnāt have even said boo to her you know like.Ā
Like you know, I mean like back in the day I wasnāt even hanging around those those people I wasnāt rang hanging around the cheerleaders or the jocks. I wasnāt around them at all. I didnāt care for them so I thought it was ironic that you know she was my psych doctor or whatever the heck she goes by or pretends to be or whatever you knowĀ Ā
I think thatās why we really didnāt click because I did the day like I told my mom like thereās no way I would even say hello to her in person if I saw her like thatās just not what Iām about and when it comes to nudes, Iām from the old school you know like if a chick hooks you up with nudes thatās for you thatās not for the world thatās not for Every other dude to see or whoever you know like donāt go slapping that crap on the Internet it doesnāt need to be there. It wasnāt intended for that and it wasnāt like I donāt know. It was just wrong and I felt like that was my sign to cut and run to be honest.
