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650. Becoming a Mother in 2020 and Settling into Motherhood

650. Becoming a Mother in 2020 and Settling into Motherhood

  It’s 2021 already and many months have gone by since my last written update on how motherhood is going. I’ll explain why it has taken this long because I owe it to myself since I’ve been having this blog as a self recording public process space since 2008, it virtually holds all relevant details of my life and this process of essential change,  but for several months my oh so comfortable rug…

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649. Wearing Masks and Self Honesty Yesterday after I arrived from a rather distasteful moment from the shop, I opened up my Tao book and I found this in it…

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648. Postpartum and the Beginning of My Motherhood After giving birth, it was kind of surreal waking up to a new reality where I became a mother and I now had a child to take care of, I had to be there for her all the time, I am her source of nourishment and have to do so as many times as she required.

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647. The Birthing Process: Patience and Perseverance After we had made our decision to give birth at home, we continued to get educated on the topic watching documentaries and learning from other couples that had gone through the same process recently, which gave us further strength and trust in ourselves and in our capacity to do it.

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646. Choosing How To Give Birth It’s been over a month since I gave birth so, it’s time to share about the actual big decision we made when it comes to giving birth to Minerva, our daughter.

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645. Revisiting My Own Birth This is a new year, a new decade and I’m surely starting it with quite a massive change coming in our lives soon and all that I can do is give a possible or tentative final chapter to this series of blogs related to pregnancy now since I am officially 37 weeks, and from next week on, baby can decide to be born any time.

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644. Strengthening Confidence It’s been some interesting and very active past 2 months, time seems to go flying to me and it seems that the more that I have expanded my view on how to get things done in relation to ‘having a baby’ and more specifically on ‘delivering’ a baby, a lot more has kind of opened up within me to ‘integrate’ the realization of soon having a new little person in our lives that we have to completely and absolutely take care of, and embracing that fact by preparing myself the best that I can for it.

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643. Being Ready to Have a Child Someone asked me in my previous blog about when would one consider to be ready to be a mother?

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642. Pessimism and the Embracing The Blank Page As I briefly mentioned in my previous blog, pessimism has been one of the very ‘ingrained’ patterns in me that I’ve become more aware of lately since finding out I was pregnant.

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641. Early Stages of Pregnancy: Doubts, Fears, Worries and Getting to Own the Decision This is a long overdue blog, but there are a couple of reasons why I wanted to write and share about it once that there were certain points ‘in place’ for me to openly do it.

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640. What does it Mean to Consider Others’ Minds? I shared a situation that I got involved in today at the Desteni group chat where I reacted to other two people’s conversation that I was stepping into as I was getting in the car to go somewhere with the pilot.

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639. Reconciling with the Artistic Expression In Me It’s been a while since I shared a blog. I’ve been on a ‘writing diet’ where I write at least 3 pages on a daily basis in my personal diary or notebook which is something I begun as part of a process I’m embarking myself on to reconcile myself – yes, once again and yes embracing the process – with my artistic side or artistic interests which I’ve been basically focusing on investigating and aligning throughout these past months.

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638. A Redefined Spirituality The following is inspired by the writings of a life colleague - as I am now deciding to define him – who shared a lengthy letter to me as a response to something that I wrote him in an intent to assist in seeing the blueprint of the points that I consider were veiling him from seeing through the steps to get back into an ownership of his self creation and self awareness, which he has walked in his very own set of paths of ways - but interestingly enough, we have found each other having the same intent and purpose in our lives which we will be joining in an common project where we can share more of our personal experiences and processes with many more that might find themselves in the same kind of ‘holes’ in our creative processes that we have both acknowledged having been limited by in our creative paths of inner and outer creations.

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637. #EqafeDiscovery: Defined by Relationships and Redefining Self in Relationships I recommend checking out these audios on Eqafe.com Using Relationships to Hide From Myself - Life Review…

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636. #EqafeDiscovery: Frustration and ‘Being On Time’ I was listening to the Eqafe recordings on Frustration Overwhelmed by Frustration (Part 1) - Life Review…

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635. #EqafeDiscovery: From Wanting to Help to Being the Best for Me and Sharing It

635. #EqafeDiscovery: From Wanting to Help to Being the Best for Me and Sharing It

  I was listening to the Eqafe recording  I Just Want to Help – Quantum Systemization – Part 121and I recognize that this programming is quite ingrained within me and I’ve basically lived out this pattern of wanting to help, wanting to save or fix another person throughout most of my life or since I have memory. The ‘funny’ thing is that I knew it, but I would still do it because I believed that…

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634. #EqafeDiscovery: The Fabrication of Interpretation I recommend listening to the audio Interpretation - Quantum Systemization - Part 120 to gather a new perspective on why we can fall into a common situation which is that of interpreting someone’s words and actions as something that we take personal and so, triggers reactions within us, as if they were meant to tell us something about ourselves that we believe is something negative about us or as if they were ‘covert ways’ tell us something that we judge about ourselves.