just me

20. Call me Amaya. This blog is 18+only. I'm trying to learn to love myself. Check out my liked posts for some gorgeous people, and let me know if you have any requests/suggestions for me :)

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U are absolutely stunning would love to get to know you more ??

Thank you so much! Send me a message and we'll chat, everyone's welcome to message me ☺️☺️

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I'm finding that life is a lot more stressful when I have no way at all to afford my rent 😫😫

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As always my room is messy, just like my life... I've been wearing really cute underwear recently with nobody around to appreciate it 😤 I really wish I had my life together enough to stop neglecting my blog, I miss this 😔

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Managed to accidentally stay 2 extra nights at my friend’s house… I keep getting distracted from leaving, but at least he’s a Star Wars fan 😂 I love this boy, I love him being my best friend, I love kissing him ☺️✨

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This is my boyfriend's favourite picture of my butt, it's his phone background which means I'm pretty sure EVERYONE I know has seen it 😂 I think it's cute that he likes to see my butt all day ☺️

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I'm feeling real crappy today and thought I'd turn back to something that used to make me feel stronger.. I'm not proud of myself at the moment and how many things I'm letting slip. Everything seems pretty hard right now On the bright side I think my shark tooth is cute

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This is what essay writing looks like today.. suns out boobs out 😂

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I need to get back to Cambridge so I can force myself back into the gym and hopefully climb more often... I wanna get my butt back in shape, I'm not too happy with how it looks anymore 😫

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Not the best quality and I like precisely 0 of these pictures but I'm wearing new underwear to get me in the Christmas spirit...🎄 I hope you all have very happy holidays 😘 Hopefully tonight I'll have time to take pictures in a cute red underwear set that I have as a Christmas present to you all 🙊

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My boyfriend hasn't replied to me in like over 12 hours now so I've taken his new shirt hostage... also he has my notifications on so he'll see that I'm becoming increasingly grumpy with him when he does decide to eventually wake up or look at his phone. But I finally kinda got my internet sorted and for absolutely wasted with my new housemates and had a load of fun and got a massive bruise from Irish dancing with them and it was a crazy night and I think I'm gonna enjoy myself here quite a bit ☺️️

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Chilling in cute underwear to get through my assignment because I feel icky and I'm so bored ✨ Missing my boyfriend while he's out getting drunk, I get the feeling he's gonna be very funny when he gets home 🙈

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Had to change my url for safety reasons, I'm not sure how much I like this new one :( Hopefully I might be able to change back eventually but for now I'm trying to get my blog as secure as possible so the harassment and potential identity reveal threats are lessened... Apologies for the bullshit drama in my life affecting my blog 😤

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I'm seriously so over all the bullshit in my life. From now on I'm only interested in cuddles, movies, good sex and fried chicken.. It's gonna be a good life

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4/10 disappointed with anon not approving of your 10/10 mismatched cute underwear

I’ve had a fair few rude anons recently which makes me laugh because it’s a funny coincidence with some real life developments..

But thank you for appreciating that mismatched underwear can be cute too! Pretty much every single one of my followers is really really lovely and sweet when they interact with me and I super appreciate that! Thank you for proving me right and showing that 99% of you guys are awesome and it’s just some moody kiddos deciding to try and upset me with lame anons recently..

My followers are the best and I love you all, you lovely, lovely people 💕

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4/10 I'm dissapointed you can't match underwear colours

4/10 I'm disappointed that you think I care if you think this.. If you don't like my pictures you can leave my blog. I post for me, not for you😂 byeeeeee :)

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I bought this really cute bralette today and I love it so I had to take cute pictures 🙊 I'm frantically trying clothes on to find an outfit to go out in because I'm slightly stressed about needing to impress my boyfriend's friends... But I don't mind the stress because I get to see him either later today or tomorrow and I'm so excited it's unreal, I want cuddles and I wanna make out with him and I just wanna be around him 💕 Buuuuuut to get to him I'll have to drive on the motorway for the first time and I'm super scared about it 🙈

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The depths of my essay procrastination know no bounds... I cannot seem to force myself to write my essay that's due in like 10 hours oops

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do you mind that guys jerk off because off you ?

No I don't mind, people can do whatever they want.. And if they're happy, I'm happy :) xox