Perfectly Imperfect

˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆19 ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ College student ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ Proverbs 31:25 ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

[secretlifeofznt]

"A girl should be two things: who and what she wants." — Coco Chanel

Hiii! I’m Zee and welcome to my blog 💕. Literally in the middle of the night I was trying to figure out why I don’t feel fulfilled with my life like I did back in middle school and I came to the conclusion that it’s because I don’t have a tumblr anymore, so I’m not constantly writing or thinking about something everyday. Especially cause right now, in my life, I’m at such an interesting point. I’m developing these bonds, habits, and skills that will shape my early adulthood. I feel like later in life this blog would give me some insight on how I was feeling at a particular time in my life and how far I’ve gown and changed 💕🫧🦢🎀

[secretlifeofznt]

Yall college has literally been college-ing! Like i literally have even had a chance to go and do my nightly scroll on Pinterest! Anyways I realized that I have free will and I’m just going to skip school tomorrow 😋! Also I’ve grown restless of my current room so ykw that mean, random middle of the night room arrangement! 💕🦢🫧

[rinastar3]

[urdreamgirlangel]

୨ৎ I actually love life. I love living. I love being happy. I love being positive. I love not giving a fuck about things I’m not supposed to give a fuck about. I love having a group of people I connect with. I love having a support system. I love creating new experiences and opportunities for myself. I just love myself

[pinkhair4ever]

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[secretlifeofznt]

My perfect date 🎀

Literally I’m still on cloud 9 from my date a little bit earlier today. I was like literally perfect, we went to play mini golf, and after that we went to Texas Roadhouse and had dinner. I ordered salmon with a house salad and a baked sweet potato. Finally to end off the date he literally asked me to be his Valentine!!!!! Which is so sweet to me because all of my exes in the past never asked me (like that automatically assumed that I would be their valentine, and ik I’m their gf like duh I’d be their Valentine. It’s just the concept of a guy going out his way and actually sincerely asking).

And also my camera is the Kodak PixPro FZ55, my settings are scene mode: party with force flash

💕🫧🦢🎀

[rinastar3]

[secretlifeofznt]

“Please don’t stop the music” – Rihanna

I find it funny how the same woman that said please don’t stop the music VERY MUCH stopped the music 😒. Anyways I literally love all the little tumblr communities I’m apart of cause now I got the cutest girliest lil playlist for scrolling on Pinterest. Like I’m literally so obsessed with it! Another thing, I love that the new generation of rap girls don’t have beef with each other(as of rn). Like they are really building a community together. I really do feel like we are two songs away from a song with a mega mix! 💕🫧🦢🎀

[hidingundermicroscopes]

[secretlifeofznt]

Yessss let’s bring back cringe!!! 💕🫧🦢🎀

[secretlifeofznt]

Literally, I was out grocery shopping and ran into one of my old teachers, and we ended up having a really good conversation. At the end of it, she said, “You’ve become such a beautiful young woman.” I thanked her and didn’t think much about the interaction at first. But when I was like driving and got home, it really sank in. I realized she wasn’t talking about my outer appearance, she was talking about who I am on the inside. She knew me during one of the most awkward phases of my life. She saw me when I was quiet, shy, and unsure of myself. So for her to recognize the person I’ve grown into now meant more than I could explain. It reminded me that growth doesn’t always need an audience, and that some people will never know the version of me I am today and that’s perfectly fine. Cause the craziest part is I’m literally not even close to being in my final form. 💕🫧🦢🎀