Regret
You know what the worst feeling ever is? Regret. I have this thing, I just can’t forget it. And yes, it is cheesy, because it is about a boy. But you know what? I can’t get it of my mind. I know that I broke it of, and that I said it wouldn’t work or it can’t be anything. But here I am. Single but whit the deepest regret of my life. I miss him, but does he miss me? Hell no. He’s with some other chick and forget about me. I told him, I told him that I missed him and that I wanted him back (as a friend I said but he was so stupid to believe that). What happened? He talked to me for like 2 hours and the next day he blocked me. On instagram, on Facebook,on WhatsApp. Ridiculous. But what to do? Nothing. I can’t do nothing and I miss the fuck of him. Everything. Every little detail. His smile, his voice, his character. And I know what to do, move on and be on the market again. But still, I tell every boy no. Why? Because I can’t get him out of my mind. He still doesn’t know it. It is now I think, 5 months ago. He sees my snapchats, of course, still blocked. I just wanna tell ya all, that you shouldn’t do anything that will bring you regret. Please people, listen to this person with that horrible feeling. Don’t do anything stupid because you’ll regret it, and then it is gonna fuck up your life. Trust me on this. Appreciate what you have and what you do. Who loves you and who cares about you. Tell them that, because if you don’t, they will move on, and you will just sit here like a living person with a heart in thousand pieces. xoxo A