Sedusa Crudella

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On a random one..

Do some employers expect their female staff to work a 12 hour shift while battling a severe UTI?

I had a bizarre encounter with a member of staff in a store earlier & I could tell she was sick before she even said anything.

They do realise that a severe UTI can travel to the kidneys and make someone high risk for sepsis..right? Especially when they can barely stand upright & are sleep deprived?!

It’s something I haven’t had the misfortune of dealing with for a very long while.

The no1 rule to follow - 1. Remember to urinate straight after any penetration. Every time. No slacking.

2. Wipe front to back.

3. Stay hydrated.

4. And one for every man to know… No 🍑 before 😺, always after lol

The latter was pretty much 9 out of 10 the cause of any bout I ever experienced. I almost ended up in hospital during one episode because it had traveled to my kidneys. I was passing thick brown sludge when my bladder started bleeding due to the severity of the uti.. I had left it 8 days.

I would usually say a natural remedy will work (like the probiotics) but not for something that advanced. Get yourself to a doctor within the first few days of the burning to save a hospital trip. It isn’t trivial. It’s not a damn cold you can work through. The reason why I was shocked her employer made her battle through like that.

It’s also the psychological torment of it too. It isn’t the kind of affliction you can try and ignore & know it’ll get better on its own. Most of the time it doesn’t. Only antibiotics work.

After this long? I preach all of the above. You can expect me to momentarily disappear after any ‘play’ because I’m doing it for my health lol

I’m likely too honest for my own good. I choose to openly talk about certain subjects because others do not. It’s a topic capped to a doctor’s room or in their home.

I don’t really work like that lol. No topic is really off limits. Not much is going to make me blush/shy away from..predominantly so openly for anyone to see.

You could say I’m backwards. I feel more comfortable talking about such things online, on a public platform versus booking a GP appointment. Yeah..I’m messed up 😝

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Anyway..

This was my lost post earlier lol

Diverting it to a locker worked out great. It was left a little after 8am, so I decided to venture out peak rain fucking storm shortly after..in fur, black thigh boots & red lips that EARLY in the morning. Maybe people thought I was just heading home after a street crawl? 🤔

Scanning the QR code doesn’t seem to work at the local lockers, but nothing that the extra PIN number couldn’t resolve.

Maybe I should divert more there? There is a parcel size limit..which might make some things difficult to divert. No large canvas art.

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Not my lost post...bbbutt lol

The shorter the skirt will get as the weather heats up. You'll just have to wait for this summer. I have yet to properly reveal my co-ords for this year.

And fur in June....heaven in my world. I love this stormy weather.

Micro micro minis in waiting. The shorter it rides up = the more honks and peeking from the public 🤪

Beep if you want me to go shorter Lol

My cheeks were firmly stuck on to the leather bus seats on the way down & back. Ouch.

It never gets old when you catch people looking...especially when they are with their girlfriend or wife heh

After this long, I know what most local men's biggest turn on is....a thigh gap & a firm 🍑. The wider the gap...the um...fill in the rest lol

I also have some cute new manga mini skirts to reveal too for this year.

On another one of those sides. This is probably why I've ended up with a lot of truckers over the years....because they honk their horn the loudest LOL

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Major network issues again. I can’t be bothered to redo the entire text of the lost post..

Tumblr, can we FINALLY see all failed posts in drafts this year? It’s not ideal.

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My fatigue is lessening a little..but I’m left with everything else a lame episode brings.

Since you can’t stay on suppositories long term lol I might be forced to get medical advice for this bout.

Chronic fatigue doesn’t just affect your energy and sleep, it affects everything. It affects your nerves. With this episode I’ve also been experiencing tingling in my hands & insane palpitations. That too is starting to lessen..gladly.

That’s why they sometimes refer to cfs as M.E because it is a neurological condition.

Whatever I caught last March left me with this. Needless to say, no episode has been as severe as last year. Seven months straight of this & weird allergies was no fun. The worst time of my life.

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I diverted my delivery to a locker. It should be enough time for them to divert it without issue..

Damn. The things you have to do lol

I now have five click and collects to pick up at some point, including this one if they honour my request 🙏

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Hopefully I’m over this episode before my next city break night. I have planned it for well after the longest day of the year..and why? So I can celebrate the days slowly getting shorter again 🤪

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Apparently, my father is in the throes of a major insomnia bout. He looked like death earlier 🙄 No sleep for days.

I’m the opposite at the moment, I’m battling a fatigue episode right now & it’s brutal. Nothing seems to be keeping me awake for long. I don’t know how many hours I’ve lost of late.

It’s probably another CFS attack. I think I pushed myself too hard on the project front last week. I haven’t been feeling right since.

I flatline for a while after anything big nowadays. I guess it’s related to last year’s nightmare affliction. I was left with this & might be forever more. I don’t tend to fight against it because it’s fruitless. I just navigate losing 15 hours to sleep during episodes. There’s nothing I can do but ride out the shit storm.

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It’s doubtful I’ll see that portable dvd player. Yodel is a mess. I don’t know why anyone still uses them for anything..

I wouldn’t have bought from this person if I knew they were going to change up the courier service after purchasing. It was originally meant to be Royal Mail?!!

Their new InPost system is even worse than the original.

I usually have to stalk the tracking and hang around a window just so I can catch the cunt before they leave it in the drunk’s shed. I should not have to be doing this.

Use DPD instead. It would be here by now.

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I see they’ve added extra dates for Backrooms 👍

Perfect. I have a lot of click & collects to get soon..& I was trying to avoid lugging bags in to the screening this time heh

I never really touched on it Sunday..butt I’d recommend Obsession. Needless to say, some scenes hit a little too close to home. Yep. The subtle shift from the plain old infatuation she suddenly had for him…to the intense rage when he pulled away. Hm…who might I be referring to? 🤔

It is still very much ongoing folks.

Dare I live life lol. That isn’t allowed..obviously.

No leaving the house? No guests?…am I even allowed to breathe?

There are times I can laugh at all of this, while other times I feel like dying over it. It is like being repeatedly suffocated by a situation you can’t truly escape.

Honestly. You have no idea how it feels til it happens to you. There’s no reasoning with a lunatic.

I am not even sure how this will end. Maybe once they force a psychiatric evaluation?

With people like this, whatever is going on in their head makes them highly unpredictable. You sometimes don’t know what is coming next.

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My new canvas and Fifty Five South ornament is on the way 🙌

This will most likely be the last few bits to finish everything off & what a better way to wrap up my work with a quirky designer rice paper canvas & a weird monochrome figurine 🤪 ..unless I get another rug so I can wash the other lol. It says spot clean only but polyethylene can be machine washed..just on a cold cycle....if it fits in the drum.

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I’m trying to get my sleep back in order. I slept earlier than my usual last night..hence no follow on cuntails after movie break night 👅

I’ll save myself for next film night & city plans.

The local schools will likely be out by the time I go back up bbbbut it’s fine. I just hope my favourite Italian place isn’t packed with whiners on the day. What a way to spoil a break night if so. Kids do nothing but whinge or cry. I feel pity for the parent/family with them. I’d probably run away in that kind of scenario lol

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Bet you didn’t guess?

That tiniest flaw reduced it by half. It’s not even noticeable. If it had a massive crack across the top or side then I would have passed it up, but for that ding? How could I leave it?

Being pink certainly wasn’t a deal breaker for that price lol

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I actually bought something on the way down earlier. I ended up carrying it all the way to the cinema & sat with the huge box throughout the film..it had a seat to itself. A great way to stop anyone sitting beside you lol

It was ‘on a whim’ purchase & something else I had been circling for years, especially in this particular store.

I don’t even know why I decided to go in because I haven’t paid them a visit is such a long time.

Anyway, a few minutes in & I soon realised why I felt compelled to go in today.

£50 down to £25..a deal I was waiting for. Reduced solely because it had one minor flaw in the mirror (it’s not even noticeable).

But there was a catch. I got the pink one lol

Bet you can’t guess?

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Major rainstorm hair..

I also couldn’t resist more offers on the way back. Meat deals..I’m dying lol

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I caught the last screening of Obsession tonight 👅 I’ll try and catch Backrooms throughout the week.

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I went on a pig out crawl via that app..

All of this for just a little over £6 😮

According to the info, all of this would have tallied to over £20 if purchased individually. Heh

Sheer greed on my part. I probably should have settled for one bag. The most comes from Greggs. At £2.99…come on. They don’t even sell one cake for £2.99.

See this another way…if someone doesn’t take it then it gets dumped out. Too much food waste.

It wouldn’t do for a picky eater or anyone with major allergies. You have no idea what you’ll get til you open the bag. See it like a 90’s lucky dip goodie bag (remember those too?) lol

It was filled with sweets & toys back then.