Sedusa Crudella

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Not enough nail ‘real estate’ to fit the whole image lol. I do try.

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Since the mainstream has blown up the whole eclipse thing, I will be avoiding it at all costs later.

Anything that becomes overrated = me lacks interest lol

So lame.

Just like how everyone got overexcited over the Northern Lights two years ago. People were driving miles just to catch a glimpse & they ended up seeing sweet fuck all lol

I got tired of the amount of folks asking, “did you see the sky lights?”

….no, I was actively avoiding it because you mainstreamers spoiled it lol

It must be great being that simple minded. Every day must be like Christmas to them 😝

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Remember..I’ll be m.i.a for a while. I’m now two nails in. Pics to follow once I’m further along.

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I was thinking earlier…

Oh fuck, really? lol

Spicy’s weight chart from yesterday.. she’s officially 2.1kg which has her bang on average for a kitten this age. My eldest was 2.370kg before she passed. That isn’t a massive difference, considering the vast age gap.

Her weight loss at the latter was obviously down to the hyperthyroidism paired with old age muscle wastage. She was as light as a feather.

Compare that to Big Butt.. 6.7kg. I’m going to have to do something about his weight because he gains every time he gets checked now. It’s like lugging a wheelbarrow of potatoes every time I take him to the vet. Their main concern is diabetes in later life. Not ideal at all.

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It looks like the spicy señorita is watching this with me.

Maybe I need a refill? 🤪

Question…do you ever think about what goes through a pet’s mind when they watch something on a large television screen? 🤔

In my case..it probably a cinematic experience to something so small lol

Guys, believe me, I’d be one of those beast of a tv freaks with a 130 inch IF it would fit upstairs. They even had issues manoeuvring this 75” up a 1930’s built staircase. Such properties were not designed to accommodate large tvs and appliances..even though they somehow managed to get a double door refrigerator up them.

You hear of people removing their front windows to get 130” tv sets in their homes.

Once you go big like this then you can’t ever go back to anything smaller. My kitchen tv is 32” and that size is some folks main tv. My bedroom set is 55”. Big enough for something that’s at the foot of a bed.

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I’m pouring a liquid break tonight = a long awaited cuntail 😝

I haven’t picked back up on the art tonight. Hopefully tomorrow.

I managed to get an appointment with a..in true Crudella terms, a cunt doctor, but they can’t see me for two weeks. Fully booked up.

I can wait a fortnight. I’ve managed for a very long time. What’s two weeks?

I’m in no pain anymore anyway. The pelvic pain stopped over a week ago. I probably just shed a fibroid.

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From earlier 😝

Sometimes there’s six.

Whose bed is it anyway? It isn’t mine anymore…clearly. I’ll be sleeping on the floor soon enough.

I probably should be grateful they get along so well. It’s just a great combination of personalities. Some owners never achieve that, especially with multiple felines…and I’m talking far more than two. Cats aren’t pack animals by nature & it truly is hit or miss whether they will accept each other’s company or not.

But this is because of the hard work I put in. I am highly fucking selective over what I bring home so this harmony is never shattered.

This also applies to guests Lol. Big negative bitch Heather energy & you will never be setting foot over that doorway.

I think I probably touched on this years and years ago, but I was still at my parents when my late eldest was a baby. She spent her very early years navigating my mother’s pollution cloud rages & gloom. I am certain that’s why she had extreme separation anxiety and aggressive tendencies because she never shook off those early years.

I hate to say it because she’ll forever be missed, but the others have been far more relaxed since she passed away. They are no longer getting randomly attacked by her while they sleep. The aggression certainly came from anxiety & that anxiety stemmed from my mother’s bullshit episodes. You can’t say any animal is going to be ok in an environment where they witness their main care giver getting physically attacked & screamed at?

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Third upload attempt…

Maybe I went a little insane again? 🤔

Some things down to 11 pence?!

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The vet staff were smitten by Bonita..as I imagined they would be. She even had her photo taken for their social media page 😝

She’s casting like mad already. They had to brush her down before they microchipped…the entire comb was filled!

From experience, if a kitten sheds this amount of fur early on, that usually implies they will have a very huge double or triple coat in adulthood. She’ll be a big girl!

On another one of those sides..and in relation to this very thing..

I’m now experiencing issues with my Samsung Addwash. It has a clog somewhere. I tried to unblock it myself but it seems to have unclogged after I manually drained & set it to spin only.

It has to be cat hair? After seven years without a single issue + super longhaired cats a plenty..hm, I’m surprised it has lasted this long without a major clog!!

If I have to get someone out to fix it, I’m imagining the guy pulling out a 2 foot long hairball.

This is a dilemma short haired cats owners never need to worry about lol their cast is too fine to clog any drainage pipes. It’s like sharing your home with a couple of Sasquatch, especially with my Persian. She has a triple coat & that hair gets everywhere.

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It was spicy Bonita’s first vet appointment today. First vaccination and her microchipping = ✔️

Clean bill of health.

But I see they added a toothbrush amongst the kitten care package goodies this time. I can’t tell if that’s for me or the kitten? LOL

The little lady has probiotics to take since she still has the squits. I just picked them up while there. If there’s no improvement after this dosage then they are hoping to run some tests 😒

I just hope it isn’t tied in with her being weaned so early at six weeks. Spicy had the opposite start..she was suckling up to 12 weeks of age. Generally, the longer they are receiving colostrum = the healthier a start to any animal’s life.

It’s the type of 💩 that comes out like a massive wet fart & it has been consistent since her vet trip two weeks ago. I just really hope it is food sensitivity & not related to her small size. She’s barely grown any. Compared to Spicy, she’s half the size.

If she was a puppy I’d be worried it was parvovirus or something. I think kittens can get a form of it if they’ve been around dogs that have it. Of course, I have no idea if she was around dogs at the start. I think she was.

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Currently still dealing with this drama fest. Ugh. No more clots or tissue..just old blood.

Maybe I had an ovarian cyst I didn’t know about and it burst? 🤔

It’s just enslavement. If the NHS offered free hysterectomies I would get one lol. As far as I’m aware, they are only offered to women who have cancers in that area. If it isn’t deemed essential to health/survival, you have to go private. I know of somebody far younger than me who went private & she didn’t even have any ongoing gynaecological issues. No endometriosis, no pelvic pain, no fibroids, nothing.

I’m in full black today & not just because I chose this ensemble..it’s in case I have a -what they now refer to as - an ‘oh my gush’ moment while out & I am ill prepared.

Black is your safest bet on that front Lol

I don’t find it the slightest bit fucked up I openly talk about topics like this publicly versus sitting in a doctor’s office. I actually prefer blogging on it over discussing this with a GP or gynaecologist. I know, I’m so messed up 😝

In all honesty, I’m dreading discussing this with the doctor. If I overthink it, I’ll give myself a panic attack.

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I made a start on the new art last night. I’ve decided to follow on from my last set..more Noir Artist!

I can’t see them being finished anytime soon 👅

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I think I lost a fibroid last night lol. It must have sloughed off. The fucked up thing is, I didn't even feel it. I just noticed a patch of old blood on my kimono & some tissue 😬 A great job it didn't happen while I was out lol

It matches up because I've been symptom free for over a week after six weeks on non stop spotting and pelvic pain. It obviously took a week to dry up & drop off, because small ones can drop off by themselves.

After researching this shit for years, it's evident emotional stress can 'feed' them. They can grow rapidly when you're under a lot of stress. Now that I'm coming down from all of that, I guess it made it less of a favourable environment?

I just hope they never get to a stage where I require surgery 🤞

I'm pretty sure this is hereditary because my mother had horrendous menses and pain throughout her entire adult life til she reached meno. She never did a thing about it.

Progesterone, which I'm on..can lessen the symptoms. In other words, it takes all of heavy bleeding away, which fibroids are notorious for. My menses were so bad before I halted them with progesterone. I would projectile vomit with the pain.

On a humorous side..

There are people dying to be a woman nowadays, quite literally. Desperate to change their gender by any means possible..

Trust me, this is a part of being female you would never want lol. Even if it would be possible for them to get a uterus, nobody wants this drama.

I've had issues since I had my first period at 16. It has never been kind to me.

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Just think..by this time next week, sunset will officially be in the 8pm region.

Bye bye 9 and 10pm late sunset. Miss you never 👋🤪

I cannot wait for autumn. The sweet spot is when it’s still luke warm to sit out at night, but the days are getting shorter. Early dark & late light = happiness. I can’t wait.

Next city break will be happening once I’ve finished my next nail art. I have to be worthy of break nights like this & that’s only when I’ve slaved my butt off over whatever project/art.

I don’t think the tiling will be finished by then, especially when I didn’t order the full amount. The only way I’ll be half way through it is if I lay them in between the nail art. I prefer to do one thing at a time.

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All imaged posts failing today. The connection is too bad to do anything over. 4G is also down.

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I’m looking at broadband deals tonight. I can’t live like this anymore. The current service is getting worse by the day. I don’t even know how they are still in business!

I will have to change up my options though. I will now need to go with a provider that accepts anyone because I will be rebuilding my score for a while & the higher end companies might reject my application.

I can still get full fibre, sure.. but it won’t be with the best of the best available.

I plan on making do until late autumn. The weather will have turned by then & that means = cunt neighbour repellent. No snooping & pestering the engineer doing his work. And considering it will be a full installation (I don’t have cable), it entails them drilling a hole through the exterior wall into whichever room he thinks is best for the router to go. I am pretty certain it will be the kitchen. I just hope I don’t require a repeater or few to get anything connected.

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It’s not like I can get watching anything anyway 😝 there’s always a cat head or few blocking the view.