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Yesterday was a trip arguing with my girlfriend. I feel as if I’m so use to doing that with other women that I come off wrong because I chose to be an asshole.

I’m getting back in this mode where I’m making money, having a good job, and just trying to be better for myself. I even have my flower princess again, and still I can find myself in these moments of distress. I really wanna drink all my thoughts away, “drown it down with some brown.” As frank would say. But I have to keep going. I want everything to work out but I have to take care of myself. If I don’t no one else will.

#brenda; let mommy know!#brenda;let mommy know!#synthetic fireworks #cursed cowboy #sekecuto #I’ll figure this out; let’s just keep working

I’ve been gone for some time but a lot has changed since I last was here and wanted to write about life.

It’s been treating me better, or maybe I’m treating myself better and it’s starting to reflect.

I fell in love again with my flower princess. And she’s blessed me with the greatest opportunity of being her’s again.

It’s all so sudden but it feels right and nothing like how it felt like when I was with my last girlfriend.

Though I had this thought; I considered that this is our second attempt at being together. And I had this quick instance where I asked myself, What would you do if you lost her again?”

Just as quick as I had asked question to myself I told myself; “I will set the world on fire.”

#brenda; let mommy know!#brenda;let mommy know!#synthetic fireworks #cursed cowboy #sekecuto #it’s gonna be better the second time around.