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the fact that im literally a year n a couple months from being 25 & my frontal libe heing fully forrmed is WILD
anyways.
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I was gonna chase you through the woods with a mask on but never mind I guess
what i hate the most
is you told everyone about
a version of me that does not exist.
the woman you made them think i was
never existed.
i am not who you made me out to be.
i didn’t do
or say
the things you said i did
you lied to everyone
about who i was
(and continue to do so)
when in reality,
i gave you everything.
in fact,
i treated myself worse
than you claim i treated you
to show you
how much i loved you
and yet
you still
have the audacity
to paint me out as the villain.
so be it.
i will gladly be the villain in your story
because you are the one
who created this monster
you are the one
who made me this way.
you taught me
everything i know.
so
let me ask you this,
who is really the monster here?
because the woman i was
when we met, is dead
and her blood is
not on my hands.
“ why did you
awaken the love
in me
if you had
no intention of
staying long enough
to understand
it’s depth ? “
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and imbackkk hello
aaaaa
dis me
“just calling to say i love you.
i miss you ma
if you dont hear from me morning
im sorry.
do you still have my location?”
the difference between us is
i dont have parents to save me
the last time i lived with them
got the chance to stay over
was 2017. 8 years ago
and you think
that you know what my life is like
when you still have a couch
or a bed
or a meal
anything at your parents place.
you get to knock on their door at 3am when its bad.
i get to call them and tell them to pray- and that if they dijt hear from me again
i love them.
you dont know what its like to make that call.
“things arent good- and im sleeping behind the dumpster tonight. “
but yeah, go ahead and tell me how i’m the
selfish
entitled
brat
you’ve never tasted homelessness.
i have memorized the flavor.
call me when you walk a mile in my shoes.
its starting to get cold at night again. i hope things get better by then.
i tried.
i was gentle and kind
and i tried communicated when things bugged me
i tried setting boundaries
you said it was okay
and then it was like i never said anything in the first place
then its me who was the problem
and i dont understand
i want you to be happy
but i deserve happiness too
then why do i feel guilty for telling you what i wasnt ok with
and why are you happy for using my boundary as a roadmap, and not a warning/stop sign?
i deserved better
and i still love you; i still want you.
but you never wanted me. the second i was out of sight- you leave me for the girl in front of you.
none of this is fair.
i hate you and i love tou
i want to die
u left cause im using
but no, theres a new one
and again un i am reminded that i will never be her
he said he loved me
but
i remember hearing him sob on the phone, saying
“i dont love her, and i dont have the heart to tell her”
flashfoward x months
im on the drug u were on
living in hotels
alone, again.
will anyone ever love me, for me?
will i ever be enough?
how do i make u love me?
answer: i dont. i tried it all slready.
i cwnt be someone else.
thats it- he loves the others
but me?
never me. iam not her. i tried to be and i failed
last time i saw u
u were standing in the driveway in the dark
blurred from the tears
and i knew
i just knew, that was the end of us.
but the next call we talked about getting married
it was just snother lie
i dont know whats real and whats not. and im too late
i took too long to find the truth.
its always too late