always trying, always failing.

indie rp. multi-muse. multi-ship. 18+ only. written by Hayley. 28.

[selfishsaviour]

[[hi hello old friends! i have been mia for so fucking long & it’s starting to make me sad but unfortunately my laptop has decided to die on me! SO! i have invested in a computer & i am creating a station in my spare room so i have a dedicated spot for writing because I can’t write in bed anymore! this probably won’t happen until January of 2024, so this is me, giving myself a deadline of getting my shit together! so I shall see you all in 2024! however, if you have me on discord, or would like to write on discord, then please hit me up so i can slowly get back into the swing of things! LOVE YOU ALL!]]

[delusionisaplace]

𝙨𝙤𝙛𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙨

just some ideas i had | tag me if you use any | if yall want more prompts like this, jus drop an ask nd ill respond as soon as possible :)

B noticing that A is uncomfortable while they’re out, so they take A’s hand in theirs and say: “Don’t be worried. I’m right here.”

“Baby, come here.”

“Give me your hand.”

B giving A commands like “do this” or “go there” in a gentle, but firm voice.

B pointing at the ground before / gesturing for A to come over.

“Ask me for what you want.”

“I’ll do anything for you.”

“Let me show you how.”

B always wanting to be by A’s side, no matter what they’re doing.

“Don’t hurt yourself—be more careful.”

“Can I do it for you?”

“You’re mine and mine only.”

B always needing A to be within an arm’s reach.

“Where are you?”

B pulling A into their lap so they can nuzzle their nose into A’s neck.

B giving A kisses for no reason other aside from the fact they can and they want to.

“Did you eat yet?”

“Don’t let anyone look at you like that.”

“Come cuddle with me.”

B putting their hand on A’s thigh while they drive.

“I only care about you.”

Lifting A’s chin up and saying: “Look at me.”

[selfishsaviour]

(POSSIBLE CONNECTION ➼ best friend’s brother/father’s friend)

PLOT: based on THIS

They had agreed that it shouldn’t go any further, that this would be the last time that they would meet up & be like this with each other. It was dangerous, being like this, but there was always something that brought them back together. He had talked her into the position that they were in now, he settled between her legs as he rocked his cock between her wet folds, nudging her clit with each thrust. The pair had only kissed, knowing how risky their situation was, but seeing as it would be their last time together, she felt obligated to give him what he wanted. Between kisses, Katherine heard his mumbled words & she pulled away, looking up to him with furrowed brows. “Huh? N—No, we said we shouldn’t… We can’t…” Kat whispered, trying to stop herself from rocking her hips into him.

[selfishsaviour]

fxcdboys​:

Alejandro couldn’t help himself when he was around her. Every time he saw her, he always wanted her. But he knew how risky it was. He wasn’t a fool as he knew what they had was wrong. He was her father’s best friend and like a father figure to her as well. But it wasn’t easy to not give into temptation. From the moment their lips met for the first time he found himself drawn to her. Since then, they often shared kisses, but he knew deep down nothing could ever happen between them and sooner or later it would have to come to an end. Which was why they were in bed together not wearing any clothes as they made out with each other. Tonight, they agreed he should get some friction between themselves as they won’t be together ever again. Which was why he was rubbing his hard cock against her clit but due to how wet he accidentally started to slip his cock into her while looking into her eyes. It was supposed to be a simple job but now he was entertaining her little by little. With how tempting her pussy looked he couldn’t help himself and his desires started taking over no matter how wrong it was. “Fuck it. I can’t help it anymore. I need to. ” He said as he started pushing more of his cock into inch by inch.

This wasn’t how tonight was supposed to go. They were supposed to just have a little fun, some kissing & a little heavy petting, but it seemed to have escalated so quickly that Katherine barely had a second to think about what was really happening between them. Katherine’s eyebrow knit together as she felt Alejandro slowly slip his cock inside her wet cunt. “W--Wait, Alejandro-- We shouldn’t--” Katherine tried to be the voice of reason but her eyelids fluttered closed as he began to push into her more. Her finger nails pressed into his shoulders, her mouth falling open as she looked up to Alejandro with her big doe eyes. “Shhhhhhhit...” Kat hissed at the stretch of his cock, her eyes rolling back while her head tilted back into the pillow. She wasn’t a virgin but it had been a while & Alejandro was definitely bigger than any guy she had been with.

[selfishsaviour]

(POSSIBLE CONNECTION ➼ best friend’s brother/best friend)

PLOT: based on THIS

“W–What? No? I didn’t moan, what are you talking about?” Josie laughed as she pulled away from him, her eyebrows furrowed as she looked down from her spot in his lap. They had been play fighting when the other grabbed her by the waist & pulled her into his lap & now they were tangled in each other. “Why would I moan because you smacked my ass? You’re delusional, honestly.” She tried to play it off like it was nothing, even though her cheeks were flushed a pale pink.

[selfishsaviour]

fxcdboys​:

The two had been best friends for a long time. They often found themselves spending time together and just goofing around as they normally do. Tonight, Max was at her place, and they started teasing and play fighting each other. One thing led to another, and he ended up spanking her. Before he knew he heard her moan as she was now sitting on his lap. He stopped for a moment and looked at her as she tried to deny it. But no matter how much she may want to deny it he knew he heard her moan from the spank. Which was why he wanted to test her. “Oh, am I now? Then you won’t moan from this. "He said before spanking her ass again.

Josie couldn’t quite believe what was happening. They had played rough in the past, but this felt different. The moment Max’s hand fell to her ass, goosebumps were all over Josie’s body & it felt like there was nothing she could do about it. She stayed in Max’s grasp, looking down at him with her eyebrows raised, her mouth open, ready to say something. However, then Max’s hand came down on her ass once again & Josie’s cheeks flushed as she attempted to stifle her moan. “Shit...” Josie exhaled in a small whine, her hips grinding down on him of their own accord, like she couldn’t control it. “Okay, game’s over, Max. You found out I liked to be spanked. I mean, who doesn’t?” She laughed as she attempted to get out of Max’s grasp.

[selfishsaviour]

(POSSIBLE CONNECTION ➼ father’s friend/brother’s best friend/age gap friendly)

PLOT: Katherine has been dragged along on a family vacation & now she’s being a bitch about it. You can help her enjoy the vacation, or make it living hell for her, you choose!

Katherine couldn’t believe that she had been dragged along on the stupid vacation with her family & her father’s friends family. It was an annual tradition, but she hoped that now she had turned nineteen, that she wouldn’t be obligated to do, but her father had other ideas. She had separated herself from most of the group for the first few days, isolating herself to her room, going into the woods by their cabin by herself to get away from everyone else. However, her time alone was short lived when there was a knock on her cabin door during the night, the door opening to display the young woman in a vest pyjama top & her underwear, her mobile in hand as she lay on her bed. “If you’re here to lecture me about being nicer to my dad, can you just go away?”

[selfishsaviour]

fxcdboys​:

Alejandro saw the way Katherine had been acting since the moment they got there. She was barely present during the first couple of days they were here. Anybody barely seen or heard anything from her and while her father didn’t bother anything about it as he believed it was just a phase and she would soon come around. He didn’t blame the man for it, but he also thought about him being nicer to her and not force her to do things that she didn’t want to. She was nineteen now so obviously it was a different story. When nightfall came and everyone was preparing to head to bed, he saw how she wasn’t around. While her father thought she would return soon he was getting worried. He knew she goes to the cabin they have in the woods, so he decided to head there to check on her. Hopefully she was doing okay. He gently knocked on the door and when she opened it, he looked her up and down before smiling at her. He then walked into the cabin and shut the door before looking at her. “No not really. I came to check you on mostly since it’s rather late at night and I wanted to get out of the house and stretch my legs anyway. Hope you don’t mind the company. ” He said as he looked into her eyes.

Katherine knew she was being a little unreasonable about her family vacation, but seeing as all her Summer plans were cancelled to spend time in the middle of nowhere, with hardly any phone reception, she felt like she had a right to be a little bitchy. The young woman spent most of day by herself, only really spending time with her family & her father’s friends when it was meal times & it was compulsory. Blue eyes looked up to Alejandro from her spot on the bed, glancing up to him briefly before sitting up right, pulling a blanket over her exposed legs.

“I totally didn’t come up here to stay away from everyone, of course I don’t mind the company.” Katherine replied sarcastically with a smile as she looked over at Alejandro. The brunette laughed softly to herself & shook her head a little, waving her hand slightly as if she was shaking off her bitchy attitude. “Sorry Alejandro.” She smiled softly as she leaned back against the head board. “I’m fine, honestly. I just need some time away from my dad after the last few days & I thought spending the night here would help.”

[selfishsaviour]

(POSSIBLE CONNECTION ➼ father’s friend/brother’s best friend/age gap friendly)

PLOT: Katherine has been dragged along on a family vacation & now she’s being a bitch about it. You can help her enjoy the vacation, or make it living hell for her, you choose!

Katherine couldn’t believe that she had been dragged along on the stupid vacation with her family & her father’s friends family. It was an annual tradition, but she hoped that now she had turned nineteen, that she wouldn’t be obligated to do, but her father had other ideas. She had separated herself from most of the group for the first few days, isolating herself to her room, going into the woods by their cabin by herself to get away from everyone else. However, her time alone was short lived when there was a knock on her cabin door during the night, the door opening to display the young woman in a vest pyjama top & her underwear, her mobile in hand as she lay on her bed. “If you’re here to lecture me about being nicer to my dad, can you just go away?”

[selfishsaviour]

(POSSIBLE CONNECTION ➼ best friend/best friend’s sister)

“You want me to what?” Finlay asked, mid-bite into his snack. When they started to speak again, he held up his hand & shook it slightly to signal them to stop as he finished his bite. “No, uhhh, I heard you the first time. It was a rhetorical question.” He stated as he sat back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest as he looked over the other.  “I just can’t believe you’re actually asking me for help with this. I know you’re a bit of a prude, so I just never expected those words to come out your mouth.” The long haired young man laughed, teasing them as he ran his fingers through his hair. “So go on, tell me what you want to know, princess. I’m all ears.”

[selfishsaviour]

(POSSIBLE CONNECTION ➼ best friend’s brother/father’s friend)

PLOT: based on THIS

They had agreed that it shouldn’t go any further, that this would be the last time that they would meet up & be like this with each other. It was dangerous, being like this, but there was always something that brought them back together. He had talked her into the position that they were in now, he settled between her legs as he rocked his cock between her wet folds, nudging her clit with each thrust. The pair had only kissed, knowing how risky their situation was, but seeing as it would be their last time together, she felt obligated to give him what he wanted. Between kisses, Katherine heard his mumbled words & she pulled away, looking up to him with furrowed brows. “Huh? N—No, we said we shouldn’t… We can’t…” Kat whispered, trying to stop herself from rocking her hips into him.

[selfishsaviour]

(POSSIBLE CONNECTION ➼ best friend’s brother/best friend)

PLOT: based on THIS

“W–What? No? I didn’t moan, what are you talking about?” Josie laughed as she pulled away from him, her eyebrows furrowed as she looked down from her spot in his lap. They had been play fighting when the other grabbed her by the waist & pulled her into his lap & now they were tangled in each other. “Why would I moan because you smacked my ass? You’re delusional, honestly.” She tried to play it off like it was nothing, even though her cheeks were flushed a pale pink.

[selfishsaviour]

[[guess who finally got back into their account x]]

[selfishsaviour]

Do you still write through Tumblr or primarily on Discord? Would you be open to writing together?

Hi! I honestly don’t write much anymore but I’m hoping to get back online soon when I set up my new computer! But I have discord on my mobile, so if you have me there, hit me up & maybe we can plot? :)

[memesomething]

Meant to Be Yours (lyric starters)

"I was meant to be yours."

"You were meant to be mine."

"I can't do this alone."

"For that, you should be dead."

"Open the door, please."

"Sure, you're scared. I've been there."

"Don't make me come in there."

"Bring marshmallows, we'll make s'mores."

"Fuck it!"

"So I built a bomb."

"They're keeping you away from me."

"No..."

"Can we not fight anymore, please?"

"Please don't leave me alone."

"You're all I can trust."

"Finish what we've begun."

"I can't do this alone. Still, I will if I must."

"I brought you a snack."

"Don't give up on me now."

"You can't just leave me to bleed!"

"One, two -- fuck it."

"No thanks."

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑲𝑰𝑵𝑲𝒀 𝑺𝑪𝑬𝑵𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑶𝑺. ( nsfw! some more random sexual scenarios. your muse = sender and my muse = receiver. add * to reverse the action. feel free to adjust to better fit your muses. )

[ mirror ] our muses have sex in front of a mirror [ candle ] your muse uses hot wax on my muse [ blindfold ] my muse blindfolds your muse to tease them [ massage ] your muse is giving my muse a sensual massage [ edging ] your muse edges my muse close to an orgasm [ bodypaint ] our muses use bodypaint on each other [ hot tub ] my muse makes out with your muse in a hot tub [ games ] our muses play strip poker / sexual games with each other [ car ] your muse has bent my muse over the hood of a car [ roleplay ] our muses decide to do some roleplay together ( e.g. boss/employee, doctor/patient, student/professor, criminal/officer, etc.) [ mile high ] our muses have some fun on a plane together [ vibrations ] our muses are out in public together while my muse has a vibrating toy inside them that is controlled by your muse [ tapes ] our muses make a sex tape together [ bondage ] your muse ties my muse up to restrain them [ chocolate ] my muse licks chocolate off of your muses' body [ voyeur ] my muse watches your muse have sex with someone else [ gloryhole ] my muse gives your muse a blowjob through a gloryhole [ cinema ] our muses go to an adult cinema to watch a porno movie [ asleep ] my muse teases your muse while they are sleeping [ whip ] your muse uses a whip on my muse [ medical ] my muse gives your muse a sexual medical exam [ cleaning ] your muse licks my muse after giving them a creampie [ ice ] my muse uses ice cubes on your muse [ pegging ] my muse pegs your muse [ watch ] my muse watches your muse masturbating [ restrain ] my muse uses handcuffs to restrain your muse [ breath play ] your muse consensually chokes my muse while they are having sex with them [ dressing room ] our muses have some fun in a dressing room together [ control ] my muse gives your muse full control over their body to do with them what they please [ public ] your muse secretly tries to get my muse off while they're out somewhere [ shower ] our muses have sex in a shower [ underwear ] my muse discreetly gives your muse their underwear while in public [ threesome ] our muses have a threesome with some other person [ stimulation ] your muse uses a sex toy on my muse while receiving oral sex [ ball gag ] my muse puts a ball gag on your muse to keep them from making sounds [ porn ] our muses watch porn together [ phone sex ] our muses are on the phone together while they try to get each other off just with words and noises [ machine ] my muse is getting fucked by a machine while your muse watches them [ spit roast ] my muse is spit roasted by your muse and another person / sex toy [ dinner ] your muse fingers my muse during dinner

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑲𝑰𝑵𝑲𝒀 𝑺𝑪𝑬𝑵𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑶𝑺. ( nsfw! some more random sexual scenarios. your muse = sender and my muse = receiver. add * to reverse the action. feel free to adjust to better fit your muses. )

[ mirror ] our muses have sex in front of a mirror [ candle ] your muse uses hot wax on my muse [ blindfold ] my muse blindfolds your muse to tease them [ massage ] your muse is giving my muse a sensual massage [ edging ] your muse edges my muse close to an orgasm [ bodypaint ] our muses use bodypaint on each other [ hot tub ] my muse makes out with your muse in a hot tub [ games ] our muses play strip poker / sexual games with each other [ car ] your muse has bent my muse over the hood of a car [ roleplay ] our muses decide to do some roleplay together ( e.g. boss/employee, doctor/patient, student/professor, criminal/officer, etc.) [ mile high ] our muses have some fun on a plane together [ vibrations ] our muses are out in public together while my muse has a vibrating toy inside them that is controlled by your muse [ tapes ] our muses make a sex tape together [ bondage ] your muse ties my muse up to restrain them [ chocolate ] my muse licks chocolate off of your muses' body [ voyeur ] my muse watches your muse have sex with someone else [ gloryhole ] my muse gives your muse a blowjob through a gloryhole [ cinema ] our muses go to an adult cinema to watch a porno movie [ asleep ] my muse teases your muse while they are sleeping [ whip ] your muse uses a whip on my muse [ medical ] my muse gives your muse a sexual medical exam [ cleaning ] your muse licks my muse after giving them a creampie [ ice ] my muse uses ice cubes on your muse [ pegging ] my muse pegs your muse [ watch ] my muse watches your muse masturbating [ restrain ] my muse uses handcuffs to restrain your muse [ breath play ] your muse consensually chokes my muse while they are having sex with them [ dressing room ] our muses have some fun in a dressing room together [ control ] my muse gives your muse full control over their body to do with them what they please [ public ] your muse secretly tries to get my muse off while they're out somewhere [ shower ] our muses have sex in a shower [ underwear ] my muse discreetly gives your muse their underwear while in public [ threesome ] our muses have a threesome with some other person [ stimulation ] your muse uses a sex toy on my muse while receiving oral sex [ ball gag ] my muse puts a ball gag on your muse to keep them from making sounds [ porn ] our muses watch porn together [ phone sex ] our muses are on the phone together while they try to get each other off just with words and noises [ machine ] my muse is getting fucked by a machine while your muse watches them [ spit roast ] my muse is spit roasted by your muse and another person / sex toy [ dinner ] your muse fingers my muse during dinner

[memesomething]

more casual memes.

"Make sure to lock up."

"What does black tie event even mean?"

"Coffee?"

"Hey. Thank you for being here."

"The cat's back again."

"Where did you even come from?"

"You'd be surprised how often this sort of thing happens."

"How many have there been?"

"I didn't hear you come in."

"Are you asleep?"

"You left the light on for me."

"This is my safe space."

"You and me. Yeah?"

"That's the last of them."

"You don't need to knock."

"I wanted to give you a key."

"You're welcome here. It's a standing invitation."

"You should know this already."

"You know that's not what I meant."

[SPACE] -> for a scenario where our muses are particularly good at sharing space around each other, e.g. ducking around each other in a crammed kitchenette, etc.

[GROCERIES] -> our muses are shopping for groceries together.

[TRINKET] -> one muse asks the other about a trinket or sentimental item they have/are wearing/etc (you may need to specify some trinkets)

[COFFEE BEANS] -> one muse notices the other is low on some everyday supply and replaces it without being asked.

[SPLASH] -> one muse is splashed by the other (by a puddle, in a pool, spilling tea, etc; some form of liquid landing!)

[RESCUE] -> one muse 'saves' the other from a conversation they are not enjoying (or prevents them from having to start the conversation, in the first place)

[INTERVENE] -> one muse is being hit on aggressively in public, and is clearly not into it. the other muse steps in to intervene.

[ELEVATOR] -> our muses happen to be in the same elevator when it jams.

[FENDER BENDER] -> our muses are in a nobody-gets-hurt car accident.

[gigibabyysworld-deactivated2022]

my babysitter kink is hitting today, really want to be fucked on the family sofa while your wife is upstairs oblivious to what her husband is doing. I wanna ride you in the backseat of the car before you drop me home and let you put a baby in me. I want you to hold me down and force yourself into me because you promised you’d give me a tip at the end of the night. I want you to come home and see me and need to fuck me or else, whether I want it or not 🤤

[blvkvvolf-deactivated20221026]

i just want to be fingered, slowly…feeling their fingers gently sliding in and out of my pussy, their thumb rubbing gently against my clit making me wetter and wetter while we kiss each other passionately. moaning into each other’s mouths, biting and sucking on each other’s lips, breathing heavy and hearts racing as their hand gets soaked between my legs.