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ana blog, not pro. don't dm unless important / sw: ? 65-67kg • cw: 53.9kg • gw: 50kg • ugw: 45kg / h: 157cm

[selfkills]

how tf in the middle of crying i thought "yaaaas i'm getting rid of water weight" what is wrong with me 💀💀💀

[selfkills]

I lost 2 kilos (4.4lbs) over some 2.5 weeks but like 🤬 that's not fast enoughhhh

[selfkills]

the worst thing ever is the guilt you feel after putting that piece of food in your mouth you swore up and down all day not to eat but now you're eating it and now you can't stop and you just lie down that night horribly regretting that decision and just hoping it doesn't change the numbers in the morning

[selfkills]

changing your cw after the scale reads lower >>>>>>>>>