Adie

I'm not weird. I'm limited edition.

[senoritaadie]

Lord, konting lakas pa po. Malapit na malapit na po akong bumigay. Di ko na po kinakaya. Ayoko po magpatalo pero wala na kong lakas lumaban.

[senoritaadie]

Why is it so hard? Why are you so insecure? What happened to you? I hope you’ll find someone who hates hurting your heart.

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“I hope I can make it through this year.”

- Adie

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“There she goes again. Giving random I love you to people she’s afraid of losing. You see, something’s wrong.”

- Adie

[senoritaadie]

“Have some respect for yourself, Bella”

- Adie

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“Contain yourself, Adie. Stay calm. Stay you. Come on.”

- Adie

[senoritaadie]

If she only wants you, don’t worry about who wants her. https://www.instagram.com/p/BqldOtnBs32/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6s3wcw2us5a5

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[senoritaadie]

“I feel worthless.”

Adie

[senoritaadie]

“Why am I still not comfortable talking about that?”

Adie

[senoritaadie]

House? Home?

I’ve come to this realization that having a big house is not what I really want.

Yes, I live in a big house. We’re only 4 living there.

Having that big house cannot give you the happiness you want.

What you need is a home.

Now that I visited this small house somewhere in Cavite and dude, they’re almost 15 here.

Their house is 4-5x smaller than our house but 10x happier.

Happiness is not having the dream house that you want but having the home that you need.

Be thankful for what you have. Be grateful and trust God’s plan for you.

It’s been a long time since I posted here. I miss this.

[senoritaadie]

“What’s with the spiders?”

Adie

[senoritaadie]

10 FACTS ABOUT ME part 2

1. I cannot leave the house without lip balm. My day wouldn’t be complete without it.

2. I have 10 chucks. I love Converse especially Chuck Taylor.

3. I barely wear sandals or doll shoes. LOL

4. I’m a lazy ass girl. I never liked studying.

5. I still don’t brush/comb my hair everyday.

6. I’m learning Nihonggo shhhh

7. I’m allergic to seafood, cats, and dogs. But I do have dogs and I love them. I rescue cats as well since high school. Lol

8. My favorite subject is Math.

9. I still sleep with the bear i had when I was a sophomore.

10. I love to eat. But I’m pretty sure you guys won’t believe that cause I’m so thin. Like really thin.

[senoritaadie]

Not now

Please. Not now.

My mouth is close and so is my mind.

I told you I dont drink coffee of it’s too hot.

I just need some time and space from everything.

We do not rush things.

I’m not mad, I’m hurt and very disappointed.

[senoritaadie]

"And now I'm starting to lose them when I lost me."

- Adie

[senoritaadie]

WHY ME?

Why me?

That’s the question I always asks myself.

Why does it have to be me?

Maybe it is karma.

Or maybe it is something.

Something that can teach me a lesson.

Something that will leave something in me.

Something that will lasts forever in me.

Something that can make me stronger.

SOMETHING THAT CAN HELP ME.

Maybe it is really meant for me to teach me, help me, and most especially,

SAVE ME.

Save me from drowning into my own tears.

Save me from the thoughts of committing suicides.

Save me from not wanting to look forward.

Save me from killing me.

SAVE ME FROM ME.

Every single situation has a purpose.

Good or bad situation has a meaning.

You just have to know how to perfectly deal with it without harming other people.

Grow through what you go through.

[senoritaadie]

I do not know anymore how to look forward.

Adie