Depression Confession.

[sensitivefuckboi]

Turning around, saying your name, and looking you right in your eyes when I told you I loved you for the first real life time was a moment I have never been more happy to catch.

The red in your blushing cheeks changed you.

That cold heart heated up and melted the iron exterior. Everything to rough became a costume that became uncomfortable for you to sit in.

You were no longer so simple.

[sensitivefuckboi]

I wish anyone other than me got to experience this moment. The most stubborn human being ever… I guess.. to everyone else, believing in someone.

This softness that supposedly doesn’t exist.

For years I listened to the person that people concrete in about your greatness, your legacy, your person. But I remember your pain that made you the person that you gave to everyone.

But I think about the person that made everyone else’s version of you so damn tough.

I remember this real person. This broken person. This person that everyone thought you couldn’t be. I remember the surprise in your existence that someone saw you and cared and you believed it.

[sensitivefuckboi]

[sensitivefuckboi]

I’ve been holding on to a bottle of pain pills since my accident. I figured all of them would give me the feeling I was looking for better than just one at a time.

I miss my friend and I’d love to catch her for her birthday.

[teathattast]

[teathattast]

I see the neurodivergent girlies are enjoying this

[sensitivefuckboi]

It's 2:23, you got Friends on repeat

On repeat, on repeat, on repeat

On repeat, on re-

I wish I could show you more of yourself

I wish I could make you somebody else

But I left it way too late

Are you stuck in your own ways?

I'm beggin', hands, knees, please

Tangerine, come on back to me

Got what I need, tangerine

Do this for me

[sensitivefuckboi]

My friend just got shot in the head 7 feet away from me. Fuck this world.

[ruinedchildhood]

[sensitivefuckboi]

That’s me! I’m doing it

[sensitivefuckboi]

Say it with your chest so I understand

[sensitivefuckboi]

Can’t find the narrative

[sensitivefuckboi]

Not getting it

[sensitivefuckboi]

The more questions I answer the more questions exist. Where I was once close beyond doubt feels so far with no understanding. How did your presents throw you so far into the distance. Where did you go and what does this mean?

[unbotheredmuse]

[memewhore]

[typhlonectes]

[should-be-sleeping]

Girl’s night!

[verykashb]

[catchymemes]

[catchymemes]