i hope you're doing well. try to situate yourself first, then you can come back when you feel like you're ready! sending u buckets of luuuuuuuv
Thank you c: There's a couple things happening rn in real life that are preventing me from writing a lot. Also, school will be starting soon and I'm trying to figure out how to balance the blog along with homework. Hopefully once I have some free time, I'll be able to write more again
EXO { Baekhyun } Prologue Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14
I have the next parts written, so I promise the next parts will be uploaded without 23905832 days in between them (although there’s not really that many parts left anyways).
I’m going to try to get to some requests in 2 or 3 days (possibly tomorrow???) and I’m super sorry for being inactive on this blog.
EXO { Baekhyun } Prologue Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13
This is not the final part
So... I kind of owe you guys an apology, I disappeared for a bit without much of an explanation (thankfully admin avyon’s been here to post a bit). I’ve been busy and sorting out a couple worries of mine lately. Add on the fact that I had a bit of writer’s block, and I actually just couldn’t write anything every time I sat down to write something. I do have an idea in mind for the next part though, so hopefully that shouldn’t take eons for me to update.
Also, I’m super sorry to anyone who has a request in right now, I will try to get back to those when I can.
This isn't a request BUT I hope all is well :) bc of some recent posts I know you've been dealing with issues irl. Take your time please and don't stress out over requests. I really appreciate the stuff you post ❤️
Thank you so much for this c: Issues are being sorted out right now, but I’m fine. Hopefully I’ll be able to be more active than I have been from now on.
Hi I was just wondering u sent a music text a while ago and was wondering if everything is alright. I don't mean to rush u just curious if everything is alright
We currently have 50 asks in our inbox right now (granted, some of them aren’t requests), but even if you take out the non requests, there are still a lot of requests. At the moment I haven’t even been posting requests because I’ve been busy with some irl problems (although I have still been posting the Baekhyun angst). Once I get some things sorted out and have more free time, I’ll get back to requests, but please remember that even then I’ll probably only be posting 1 request per day. That means, unfortunately, you’ll have to wait a long time for your request.
EXO { Baekhyun } Prologue Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12
I’m so sorry I missed 2 days. The first day my wifi was down, and the second day, I swear I thought I had posted it, but I think my sleep deprived mind tricked me ;-;
I don't think I'll be able to post the next part unless my wifi stops messing up ;-; It should be fixed in the morning so I'll have it posted tomorrow ~
EXO { Baekhyun } Prologue Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11
I’m not kidding, I spent about a total of 2 hours writing this ;-;
As you’ll probably be able to figure out after reading this, I’ve never written a scenario. I have written some short stories before, but usually those are horror stories because for some reason I really like writing them
Also, I’m really sorry about the day late update (again). I was trying to figure out if I should write a scenario or not, and then when I started writing one, I couldn’t come up with any ideas.
Anyways, sorry if this is bad, but I hope you like it ~
I took in every detail of the guy sitting in front of me. His hair is decorated with a couple leaves, obtained from when he fell over the the backyard fence. His cheeks are sunken in, and I can see traces of acne taking over sections of his face. Large bags adorn his bloodshot eyes, yet as I stare at them, I can only see a look awe.
Finally noticing that I'm staring at him, I look down.
I clear my throat, trying to figure out what to say. What do you say in this kind of situation? “Um I-“
I'm cut off as I fingers under my chin. My head lifts up, and as my eyes rise with it, they meet his brown eyes. The awe that I had seen before was now tinged with a somber tone.
“Please let me look at you.”
I felt heat rise into my cheeks and step away from his hand. Flustered, I walk over to my couch and take a seat. Refusing to look at him, I finally make out the words, “What do you want?”
Silence.
I sit there, waiting for a response, however it never comes. I finally decide to look up, however as soon as I do, I regret it. At that moment I feel thankful that I was already sitting down, otherwise my legs would’ve caved in.
Seeing that I’m finally looking at him, he opens his mouth. “I’m really sorry for all of this. It wasn’t supposed to turn out like this.”
“You mean I wasn’t supposed to find out?” I look away again as I feel tears prick the corners of my eyes.
A warm hand envelops mine, but I don’t bother checking out what the source is. “I meant to tell you, but plans changed, and after that I didn’t know how to explain everything to you.”
For some reason I couldn’t move my hand. I was screaming at myself to pull away, yet my arm wouldn’t budge. I felt my fingers involuntarily lace themselves together with his, and a sigh escaped my lips. “I hope you found a way to explain. Otherwise, get out of my house.” My words came out choked and I hated it. The wavering notes felt more heartbroken than intimidating.
That’s cause they are, dumbass.
Shut up.
I was interrupted from my conversation with myself by the sound of a cough. My eyes shot up to Baekhyun’s and I felt my heart break a little. I wonder if that was my fault. Did he really let his health deteriorate that much?
He gave me a small smile, “Sorry, my throat caught on something.”
I have stop myself from rolling my eyes when I see his eyes quickly dart to the right, something he usually does whenever he lies.
The smile vanishes from his face almost as soon as it appears. “I wasn’t supposed to be gone for that long.”
“What?”
“I was only supposed to disappear for a little bit. They estimated around two days, three at most.”
“So why the hell were you gone so long? And that still doesn’t explain why you disappeared anyways.”
“There were threats.”
I tilted my head to the side, “Threats?”
He nodded, “Yeah, antifans.”
I only felt more confused, “You guys get threats all the time though.”
He gave me a tentative smile and nodded again, “Yes, but this time it was different. The threats were found inside the dorms; more specifically on my bed. They were death threats.”
My eyes widen, “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“SM decided the best thing to do was keep me out of the public until somebody was found. They just planned to announce I had a stomach flu or something, but finding the antifan was taking too long. So they came up with the kidnapped story.”
“Okay… but why didn’t you tell me?”
“SM didn’t actually prohibit me from telling anyone.”
I freeze. It was like time had stopped. I blink a couple times, watching his eyes to see if they had flickered to the right. Nothing.
I stand up on shaky legs and walk towards my room.
“But they warned me that you would be in danger if I told you.”
I pause again, halfway in my room.
Baekhyun takes this as a sign to talk, “If you had known where I was, the antifans would've come to you. So SM told me it would be best if I didn’t tell you. Since they said it would only be for two to three days, I didn’t tell you. When they announced the kidnapping though, that’s when they prohibited me from telling anyone. If anyone had found out the kidnapping story was fake, our image would've been ruined.”
“So why are you telling me?”
“You deserve to know this. I hurt you.”
I take a deep breath in and turn around, “I need time to think about this.”
“But-“
“Baekhyun, please. You just told me so much. My emotions are in a state of turmoil right now, and I know I can’t think straight. I promise I will text you, and we’ll talk about this later, but please just give me time.”
Baekhyun wordlessly stands up and walks across the room to me. I feel his warm hand rest on top of my head, and I feel his hand gently play with my hair.
“I’ll give you all the time you need.” He has a sad smile plastered onto his face, and his voice is a murmur so quiet that if I wasn’t standing right next to him, I’m sure I wouldn’t have been able to hear him.
All too soon, the pressure on top of my head is gone, and I look up to see Baekhyun walking out the back door.
However I stay frozen in my spot, silent tears running down my face.