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Knowing you were THIS CLOSE to being in a pretty healthy stable place in 2019 is the 2020 mental health version of a cop in a movie being three days from retirement

#anyways this is funny ill pin it #🤎

So tense and wound up. I feel like a spring about to snap.

#is this it forever? is this it forever? is this it forever?? is this it forever??????

Im not even worth the effort. I dont know

#god everyrhing is just too much. im too much. but im not enough. i cant do fucking anything

I just feel like the world wasnt made to be gentle with me. My brain has never been right. Every day theres something that hurts. My body, my feelings, anything.

#we cant even experience euphoria for more than what feels like 30 minutes #whatever. whatever. i should die. whatever.

They need to take me out back and put me down

#im sixk of this

Some days i really get john walker and on those days i need to kms

#whatevers happening in this brain is none of my fucking buisness #i need to die

whitewolfwasted

hate me. wont break me. im killing everyone i love.

actuallymagsdump

I am just so unendingly tired. Life wont change for me. Everyone just keeps dying, or leaving, or ignoring me. And i know im not uniquely struggling. So why should i even complain.

#ugh #i dont know #im not worth effort for some people and i am for others i guess #but when im reminxed that the people i love and care for dont actually probably feel the same sometimes it really hurts #i dont know. who even cares.#i know death is not the real solution here. but god i am tired. i was born tired.

Wish i wasnt born half the time

#august is the worst. august fuckong sucks. i hate it. i hage it. i hate it.

Really does feel like watching a train accident and knowing whats wrong but being unable to say or do much is killing me

#Fuck YOUU!

I havw thoughts and opinions and anger and a sickness in me. But i cant do anything about it. Or say anything. And that kills me.

#i love tou. you dont deserve this. you deserve better. and fuck anyone who doesnt agree #idk. whatever

Idk how long i can keep this up lol

#sick and tired of existing yhis way

hisuncontrollableanger

I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive

#repetition

actuallymagsdump

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