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It's my 16 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

#16 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

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SHANE & ILYA + parallels

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I am so down bad for these 2 loons

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The book has the parental discussion with Ilya and Shane in a lounge room, on sofas - shifting this to the dining table really highlights the framing intention during the last Hollander family meal - the sad empty space where Shane's partner should be [...] "Are we expecting anyone else?" Yeah, he finally arrived.

#heated rivalry #reheated rivalry #ilya rozanov

Upgraded my clinic keyboard and mouse this last month. LoFree Flow Lite100 Keyboard & a silent logi mouse.

I’ve been reluctant to change anything in my area at the clinic so I’m pretty proud of myself.

One year ago today I was told I was going to be laid off. I had really felt lost that day -

The doctor I worked with was actively dying & I wouldn’t have a job come June.

It's my 15 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

#15 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

February 2024 me and February 2025 me ; two separate people.

I wish I could hug her right now. Tell her to enjoy these last few weeks of normalcy, of order, of practicality and predictability.

I would sit down and instead of looking away I would reach for her hand and just hold it, squeeze it.

She would know without words . Her worst fear of death devouring someone and her life changing had come true. she would know. Immediately.

my notes app from May till Present

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There are years that ask questions and years that answer.

Grief is a tunnel

So fuzzy going thru and out the other end is the promised healing but you’re not ever sure you’re there yet

People leaving your life changes you, makes you question your soul and everything you thought you knew about yourself and makes you question your actions .

I’ve sat with it. Loss. I’ve stewed in it. Cried, waded thru it. Still haven’t made it out. But I keep going

Feeling like a open wound but really it’s just a more open heart

Courage

#personal #grief

I miss the friend I thought they were to me.

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lazy drive along the oregon coast

The provider I worked with passed away last month.

He wasn’t just my doctor, he was also my mentor and friend.

I didn’t realize how much grief controls you. You can’t ignore it.

14 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳 😮

#14 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

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Anastasia dir. Don Bluth, Gary Goldman | 1997

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I have a feeling that a really good friend of mine is totally done with me. Just like got bored of being my friend or annoyed with me as a person all of a sudden.

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Ever have someone (a friend ) come to your wedding and give you the brush off . Than ghost you . Than ignore you . Than restrict you on Instagram. Than break your heart with silence