call me seth

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[alexarap]

Can we just go to sleep?

[seth-lewis]

Let’s go to bed.

[alexarap]

Thank you.

[seth-lewis]

Thank you for staying.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[alexarap]

Can we just go to sleep?

[seth-lewis]

Let’s go to bed.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[seth-lewis]

Please don’t cry.

[alexarap]

I’m sad. I’m crying. 

[seth-lewis]

I’m sorry.

[alexarap]

Me too.

[seth-lewis]

I love you.

Whatever happens, I do.

[alexarap]

I do, too.

[seth-lewis]

Are you sure you can’t stay? I can leave if you want to be alone. This is your home too.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[seth-lewis]

Please don’t cry.

[alexarap]

I’m sad. I’m crying. 

[seth-lewis]

I’m sorry.

[alexarap]

Me too.

[seth-lewis]

I love you.

Whatever happens, I do.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[seth-lewis]

Please don’t cry.

[alexarap]

I’m sad. I’m crying. 

[seth-lewis]

I’m sorry.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[seth-lewis]

Please don’t cry.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[alexarap]

When is this going to be okay, Seth? We’re not fighting over what we want for dinner. So unless one of us changes our mind, what’s the other outcome?

[seth-lewis]

What are you saying, Alex?

[alexarap]

I don’t know. I didn’t expect us to be here right now. 

[seth-lewis]

Me either because we had already spoken about this. Now you’re running away again because I’m not giving you exactly what you want when you want it and that’s not fair to me either. I’m just supposed to say yes to kids without a thought because you changed your mind?

[alexarap]

I’m not running away because you won’t give me what I want. I’m trying to deal with the fact that maybe I don’t know exactly what I want like you do and I don’t know if I can give that up and that scares me because I love you and I don’t want to be in this situation in five years just to break up because I decided I want a kid.

[seth-lewis]

Okay.

[alexarap]

[seth-lewis]

Do what you need to do for yourself. I understand.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[alexarap]

When is this going to be okay, Seth? We’re not fighting over what we want for dinner. So unless one of us changes our mind, what’s the other outcome?

[seth-lewis]

What are you saying, Alex?

[alexarap]

I don’t know. I didn’t expect us to be here right now. 

[seth-lewis]

Me either because we had already spoken about this. Now you’re running away again because I’m not giving you exactly what you want when you want it and that’s not fair to me either. I’m just supposed to say yes to kids without a thought because you changed your mind?

[alexarap]

I’m not running away because you won’t give me what I want. I’m trying to deal with the fact that maybe I don’t know exactly what I want like you do and I don’t know if I can give that up and that scares me because I love you and I don’t want to be in this situation in five years just to break up because I decided I want a kid.

[seth-lewis]

Okay.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[alexarap]

When is this going to be okay, Seth? We’re not fighting over what we want for dinner. So unless one of us changes our mind, what’s the other outcome?

[seth-lewis]

What are you saying, Alex?

[alexarap]

I don’t know. I didn’t expect us to be here right now. 

[seth-lewis]

Me either because we had already spoken about this. Now you’re running away again because I’m not giving you exactly what you want when you want it and that’s not fair to me either. I’m just supposed to say yes to kids without a thought because you changed your mind?

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[alexarap]

When is this going to be okay, Seth? We’re not fighting over what we want for dinner. So unless one of us changes our mind, what’s the other outcome?

[seth-lewis]

What are you saying, Alex?

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[alexarap]

I know. I know that. But I didn’t know I’d feel like this until it was almost a possibility. 

[seth-lewis]

I’d be a terrible dad, Alex. You don’t want kids with me. That’s not me, that wasn’t in the plan.

[alexarap]

You’re the only one I’d want to have them with. Screw a plan. We don’t need a plan.

[seth-lewis]

You’re my plan. You and me.

I don’t want to be responsible for anyone else but us.

[alexarap]

[seth-lewis]

I feel like a fucking asshole.

Alex, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I changed my mind about marriage but I don’t know if I can change my mind about this. Not right now.

[alexarap]

I think I’m gonna go stay with my dad for awhile. 

[seth-lewis]

Please don’t leave again.

Stay and let’s figure it out. Please stay.

[alexarap]

I have a really big test on Friday and I won’t be able to study for that here. 

[seth-lewis]

I’ll be out of your hair if you want me to, but don’t leave again. Come on, not when we’re not okay.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[alexarap]

I know. I know that. But I didn’t know I’d feel like this until it was almost a possibility. 

[seth-lewis]

I’d be a terrible dad, Alex. You don’t want kids with me. That’s not me, that wasn’t in the plan.

[alexarap]

You’re the only one I’d want to have them with. Screw a plan. We don’t need a plan.

[seth-lewis]

You’re my plan. You and me.

I don’t want to be responsible for anyone else but us.

[alexarap]

[seth-lewis]

I feel like a fucking asshole.

Alex, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I changed my mind about marriage but I don’t know if I can change my mind about this. Not right now.

[alexarap]

I think I’m gonna go stay with my dad for awhile. 

[seth-lewis]

Please don’t leave again.

Stay and let’s figure it out. Please stay.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[alexarap]

I know. I know that. But I didn’t know I’d feel like this until it was almost a possibility. 

[seth-lewis]

I’d be a terrible dad, Alex. You don’t want kids with me. That’s not me, that wasn’t in the plan.

[alexarap]

You’re the only one I’d want to have them with. Screw a plan. We don’t need a plan.

[seth-lewis]

You’re my plan. You and me.

I don’t want to be responsible for anyone else but us.

[alexarap]

[seth-lewis]

I feel like a fucking asshole.

Alex, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I changed my mind about marriage but I don’t know if I can change my mind about this. Not right now.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[alexarap]

I know. I know that. But I didn’t know I’d feel like this until it was almost a possibility. 

[seth-lewis]

I’d be a terrible dad, Alex. You don’t want kids with me. That’s not me, that wasn’t in the plan.

[alexarap]

You’re the only one I’d want to have them with. Screw a plan. We don’t need a plan.

[seth-lewis]

You’re my plan. You and me.

I don’t want to be responsible for anyone else but us.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[alexarap]

I know. I know that. But I didn’t know I’d feel like this until it was almost a possibility. 

[seth-lewis]

I’d be a terrible dad, Alex. You don’t want kids with me. That’s not me, that wasn’t in the plan.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[seth-lewis]

Hey, talk to me.

[alexarap]

What if I want one one day? 

[seth-lewis]

Do you?

[alexarap]

I don’t know. Maybe not right now, but maybe I will in a few years. 

[seth-lewis]

I don’t know what to say. I thought…

[alexarap]

I’m only 25. I don’t know what I’ll want.

[seth-lewis]

I dont see myself with kids. I never have, Alex. We had talked about it.

[seth-lewis]

Hey.

[seth-lewis]

Hey, talk to me.

[alexarap]

What if I want one one day? 

[seth-lewis]

Do you?

[alexarap]

I don’t know. Maybe not right now, but maybe I will in a few years. 

[seth-lewis]

I don’t know what to say. I thought…