seth-the-manā:
āThe one⦠where we had to kiss?ā His tone is reluctant, unsure if he should have brought it up if Brooks had forgotten. He didnāt want to make things more awkward between them. He needed his best friend. He nodded. It was hard to believe that it would all be alright at this time, but he didnāt want to make Brooks feel helpless.Ā āThanks. Youāre probably right.ā He tries not to react too quickly when Brooks mentions feeling bad for Araminta. Thereās a dissonance in Seth whenever someone mentions feeling sympathy for her. āI know itās probably fair for you to feel bad and want to help her. Iāve⦠shared that mindset before, but I canāt be in it for too long.ā Not without feeling guilty at some point.Ā āI know thatās probably unfair and I donāt really like it either, butā¦ā He trailed off, hoping Brooks would understand without more elaboration.
āOoh, I remember that part! I just didnāt remember it was Ezra who gave you that dare. Huh, thatās kinda weird. Maybe it was just his way of letting you know heās over you or something?ā Brooks guessed, before realizing that that was probably not something Seth was hoping to hear.Ā āUh, or maybe heās just bluffing. Yeah, thatās got to be the reason.ā Being flakey with crushes himself, he didnāt actually think Ezra was still interested in Seth, but he didnāt want to hurt his friendās feelings even more than he already had.Ā āNo, I totally get it. I mean, youāre probably right. Maybe I should just try to keep my distance from now on and hope she somehow forgets I exist?ā
He frowned. āYou donāt have to sugarcoat it for me. Whatever he actually meant by that, I canāt really force him to like me again if he doesnāt anymore.ā And so he hoped inside that it wasnāt the case. āYouāre supposed to be her boyfriend or something. Sheās not going to forget that you exist, especially if sheās involved you in any of her schemes.ā










