Target Sandwich Hoe ain’t no basic bitch

to be seen. to be found

[sevgilianthonisak]

gooood feels like its been years since the last time i posted something!!!! I LIVEEEE

[sevgilianthonisak]

trying to get a drivers license and failing so miserably that it makes me suicidial. no jokes

[2045pm]

It’s been exactly six months since we got blessed with this cinematic masterpiece .

[toneelspeler]

Gullruten 2017: Best TV-Moment of the Year

SKAM - O Helga Natt, 9.12.16 kl 20.24

[sevgilianthonisak]

you are not missing SKAM. you are missing the young gırl who were feeling connected to something bigger when an update dropped. you are missing the friendships you built from miles away. you are not missing SKAM. you are missing your old self who is not lived the things that made this present you yet.

and you are a little bit missing SKAM

[thefancyspin]

for even.

you get a camera when you’re thirteen, and it hangs around your neck; shining when it catches in the sun. it’s old, and it’s heavy, and it feels like your heart, so you think you’re going to do amazing things with it.

you find a girl a few years later, only she mostly finds you. lifts your chin and makes you smile and asks, are you okay? like she means it, like she knows. and no one knows. no one’s tried to.

(and you lose to the darkness for a while, like some kind of intermission - where the story could go either way. what, and why, and who am I, and you dig and you dig and it’s black.)

and you meet a boy when you mostly feel done, when all the stories seem tired, like you are. you meet him again, and again, like some sort of pull, like a string on a finger on a pulse.

he has gaps in his teeth and the sea in his eyes and he wants you to know that he wants you. he has music in his lungs and hope in his bones and you laugh, you laugh, you start laughing again (when was the last time you laughed?).

and you know about love stories, and tragedies, and you know how this ends. how it must.

but he kisses your mouth and you die anyway, because it’s perfect.

he’s perfect.

and you’re not.

[sevgilianthonisak]

i was doing so good honestly forgot for a minute that im an irrepairable fuck up lol

[sevgilianthonisak]

i dont know how to heal from this. you say you love me and i want to believe you but how can i when there's this voice in my head that keeps saying that im unlovable. that something is wrong with me. that people would be better of without me. it's suffocating. to fight this demon. to try to silence this voice. all i wanna do is sleep your arms wrapped around me but im so afraid you wouldnt choose me. that i cant even speak of this. choose me. make me sure youd choose me every time. im so afraid

[sevgilianthonisak]

my curse is that noone's ever gonna choose me first. i am always gonna be the second choice. an afterthought. something you remember before you go out the door. it's there but there's always something better

[sevgilianthonisak]

Paris, Texas - Lana del Rey

On it ma'am 🫡🫡🫡🫡

[sevgilianthonisak]

Lovely internet miss ma’am how have you been? Hope the universe is treating you very well, it’s been awhile since I last checked but every time I hear well I wonder by the smiths i remember you. I been trying to get tickets for taylor swift since she announced she coming to South America, tomorrow would be the third time i go through the hell that is queuing for tickets please wish me luck cuz i need it, so that’s that yeah just wanted to check in hope you’re good if you have any recs series, movies, music or books please let me know also is okay if your don’t answer. Lots of love 💕💕

bby.... you cant even imagine how i feel when you say you think of me when u hear well I wonder???? like I LOVE YOU I AINT NEVER GONNA BE STOP LOVING YOU BBY🩷🩷🩷🩷🩵🩵🩵

I wasn't the best for like a year now ig but the time passes and the things we think we cant get use to becomes a routine and you accept some stuff yk... It's life. It's ok. Ily

I HOPE you got your tickets to taylor swift. I HOPE you enjoyed it! I HOPE you felt all the love pouring from the people around you. I HOPE you had a lovely year, an even greater months this year. I HOPE the wind blowed your hair or I HOPE a ray of sunshine that escape between the branches of a tree hit you when you weren't feeling the best and you felt the life. I genuinely love you. Being kind to a complete stranger in this horrible horrible world means so much to me??? I wish you the best 🩷 you're in my prayers now!!! No way to escape 🩷

End of beginning by djo is on the loop in my playlist these days! I also love love love Hozier's new album and archie, marry me by alvvays is one of the songs I love listening to! I've watched fallout, baby reindeer and prens recently and they are good shows if you have free time! I love you. I would love to hear your concert adventures and what youve been up to. Write to me. Lots of, looooooots of love ❤❤❤❤

[sevgilianthonisak]

no more depresso (for like a week mayhaps)

[rogerzsteven]

there’s some pretty heavy accusations circling around about you right now. you should address them and explain what’s going on.

I'm currently at work and I saw the things said about me, me and nie have blocked each other because we had a disagreement on some fic/character stuff (which i also have the screenshots, i can post them too if you're curious) but the "racism" thing she's saying happened between me and joey, nie had already left the chat (wh0re-behavi0r), we had a group chat on slack. During a conversation, joey posted a post that belonged to a year ago or so about the racism happening in the fandom surrounding chimney. It was either one of the racists trying to defend themselves or something similar to it, i dont remember. But i said something along the lines of TLDR because i was already active during that time and already showed my support for poc, and joey didn't seem to like what I said, said something about it and left the chat (i don't remember what). This is what happened afterwards

[sevgilianthonisak]

sometimes, while we are doing facetime with my mom and my sisters, my mom asks “annem, are you okay? you look pale”. out of the blue. while different conversations are going around. and sometimes, all i wanna say is mom. im thinking about killing myself

[dailynarnia]

is jake gyllenhaal gay??

why would you ask us, a narnia blog, this

[helloitsbees]

happy pride month to this post specifically

[sevgilianthonisak]

for the first time i watched it, i laughed when Jules from the movie "the intern" having a breakdown over being buried alone because it was silly and i Haven't felt the time and haven't lived the things that made me today yet and then think about that crippling fear i have every night that i try to stay away and when the movie was on tv today, it was silly still but also it grabbed me by the throat and i am not alone. but sometimes i feel so lonely and this fear of growing old alone without being loved by someone is just terrifying to me. and i know that not everyone has to have romantic relationships or have a partner but i want one now. i wanna come home and be at ease with a presence of another. i wanna come home and sit at the table and talk about my day. i wanna come home and hug and hugged by someone. i don't wanna be buried alone. i don't wanna feel lonely

[try-set-me-on-fire]

All The Work That Needs To Be Done

14,661 words / T

Buck nods, two slow movements like any action at all pains him. Eddie isn’t sure how literal or metaphorical that statement is, and wants to tell him again to let a doctor look at him, but they’ve had that argument several times already tonight and Buck had a look in his eyes like- like Eddie doesn’t even know what, but whatever would have happened if he’d kept pushing would not have been good, so he’d let it drop and stuck close to his side. "She shouldn't be alone."

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Bobby dies. Eddie worries. Life goes on.