hello world

25 years old

[foxeia]

Emma Leger

[3ternaldvrkness-deactivated2024]

Castles in the sky are where fairy tales are born.

[danger]

[awwww-cute]

[procidens-stella]

i don’t feel the same way, you say.

okay, i reply. i smile at you and keep my voice light. i tell you not to apologise. you haven’t done anything wrong. and you haven’t, not really. you can’t help your feelings and neither can i.

but i can still feel my heart sinking as i replay that moment over and over in my head. i can feel something dislodge in my chest. something that i have managed to keep hidden away for so long.

why can’t we choose our feelings? if we could, i would switch off whatever i felt for you. i would switch off that ever present feeling of emptiness and fill myself up with glee and excitement. i would fill myself up with whatever it took to mask the pain of what you just told me. i want to mask everything. i don’t want anybody to see me, to see my true face, to see the true me. because look what happens when i do.

- procidens-stella

[foxeia]

Anni Jor

[unreadable]

[longliveuslove]

i’ll have to remember you for longer than i knew you, and i don’t think i’ll ever come to terms with that.

[thoradvice]

no matter what happened today, you:

are loved

deserve to eat

are needed & valued

should take care of yourself

have a future

will be okay

[unreadable]

[vampira-carmilla]

[niclasvonschedvin-blog]

[thebstt]

[distant-traveller]

[alleycatboy]

she's a 10 but she wants to stab me so that makes her an 11

[noirlac]

[simply-mysterious]