Nowhere To Rest

You'll be honest you'll be brave You'll be handsome you'll be beautiful You'll be happy {Indie RPOC, sideblog to Man-dies-of-cold, Multi-verse Multi-chara} Tracking: Shadowsiblings -:M!A:Open:-

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Cant Stand The Rain----| Thesheepthatcriedwolf-Helen

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"Still day, if it’s morning." She says rudely after a few moments of silence. Her eyebrows furrows even more if that were possible. She breaths in and slowly exhales.  "Do I know a Ryan?" Her eyes rolls and she slowly nods. "Yeah, that’s the bastard who…eugh, why? Do YOU know him? Dude….You better start running the other way before it’s too late. Otherwise, you’ll become a brainless zombie just like him.” You can tell that she’s highly livid with this guy at the moment. “Fucking Ryan…” She mumbles under her breath.

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    "The day starts when the sun ris-" He wasn't going to look past the real situation so he quickly tossed that disagreement aside with a huff. But my, did she answer his question. Ron nodded and a pleased smirk curled at his mouth, he could see these two together and by gods did their personalities clash. "I do know him- he ain't all that bad though." He shrugged lightly, "Assuming you two are not on the best of terms as of late though?" Clearly, there was no denying it.

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He wasn’t mad that she brought him out of that horrible state. He understood clearly that leaving someone like that was a huge burden on their part. How stupid did he feel though? To think he didn’t have any reasons to keep going on? He felt….horrible. He had many reasons to keep moving forward, to stay a live. He had so much to lose…The look on her face, the redness and the watering eyes that didn’t dare shed tears….It took that to remind him that in his world, despite all it’s pain and horrible moments, he also had the good ones. 

                                      He has friends. 

He couldn’t be selfish. He reaches out and even if there was no tears, he wipes her eyes with his thumbs. “T—thank you…” He whispers. He was truly grateful that she dragged him out of there. He believed her when she said that Kyle would not be able to get in here. It was a relief. Her escape. She has a place to escape from….He can only assume that her life isn’t as easy as well. 

In this world, he doesn’t have to think about all the stress and all the pain. He can relax just as how he can relax in the real world with his friends around. He watches the water, inhales the fresh scent and listens to the natural sounds. 

"Avia…." 

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     At his touch she did not flinch or shy away. Rather, she closed her eyes and brought a hand up to gently touch his. Letting off a shaken sigh she held his hand and softly rested her cheek against it. She was a bit shaken, scared even. She knows of the thoughts that haunted him before she arrived. She saw them, heard them. The thought of him being gone scared her because she had already lost so many she'd cared for. All such beautiful meaningful lives abruptly torn from this earth. It was as if she was taking in his touch as it would be the last time.

      "Don't go.... Don't ever go..." the words were a faint murmur, barely escaping past her lips. She opened her eyes and looked to him realizing what she was saying. Despite her words being truth. Avia couldn't manage holding in the fact that she knew the wanted to end just moments before.

     Though she stressed over these things she could sense his newly relaxed nature. How he began to settle and really take everything in. This did calm her quite a bit but she couldn't help but dwell on those dark thoughts. "I'm always here to help you, Jacob...

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Cant Stand The Rain----| Thesheepthatcriedwolf-Helen

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Helen’s upper lip lifts into a snarl. Her eyebrows knitting together in a certain kind of way. “Why do you care what I wear in a rainy day?” She didn’t take the newspaper even if she should. “I think I have the rights to be wondering out and about in any hour and wearing whatever I please.” She’s normally friendly but he’s caught her at a bad mood. 

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

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"Day?" Ron raised a brow and, without hesitating, pulled his wrist in front of him to look at his watch, "Its three in the morning..." Looking back to her he caught the hint and pulled the paper back to the car window and tucked the watch back behind his suit sleeve. All he could do is nod at her statement. Not that he was agreeing with her it was because hes heard it already and knows that's how she feels bout it. If no one knew better they'd probably think he was a dad himself with how he handled it and responded to certain excuses.    But a response to his distant stare is what catches him off guard, "What?" Ron's brows raised and he leaned in as if he didn't catch what she said, though he sure as hell did "Oh, no, its nothing-" Then it clicked, "...Do you know a Ryan?" His brow knit together in giving the question.

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"take me with you." He suddenly says but in a murmur, joking tone.  He’s always wanted to go to places but never had the time and he definitely had to be careful of where he went. He raises an eyebrow. "Cheese isn’t common there?” If there’s one thing Ron needs to know is Ryan’s love for cheese. 

He slowly cracks a smile after such a serious face and shakes his head. “Get out with that bullllll~. Cheese ain’t common,” He chuckles. He doesn’t believe it. He refuses to believe.

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"Maybe another time killer-" He smirked and chuckled, "i'm only going for the weekend and will be in meetings all day, you'd probably die of boredom." Like Ron didn't want to pass out in the middle of some meetings. Most all were tedious and boring but you put on a front and chug along.

     "No, really, you gotta go out of your way for it. Its like milk in some Europe countries and only having it powdered or whatever." Ron nodded and shrugged, "Had me for a loop the first time to. I mean, they have a beef industrie so I don't see why they don't have cheese."

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This was most definitely it for him. He was ready and he wasn’t afraid. If death was finally coming to him then yes, he welcomed it with wide open arms. He didn’t think anybody would come and to be honest, he didn’t want it. He had been suffering for ages now and he just want it all to be over. After all, he was no longer needed right? He had nothing to lose and no reason to keep moving. Jacob heard it, the door opening. It terrified him. 

Hurry…Just hurry up and let me go….

He prayed unconsciously. Soon, very soon though, the voice that reached his ear sounded all too familiar but he couldn’t figure out who it could be. It was that very same feeling when something is at the tip of your tongue. 

He feels arms on him and immediately, the griffin is thrashing and screaming for the other to let him go, subconsciously. Should he have known it was Avia, he wouldn’t have reacted the way he did. If anything, he always welcomed her touching him. She always made things calmer for him. Would it work now? Now that he was in this state, could she help him? Mentally, he finds himself asking and praying to end everything over and over again.

The gentle sound that falls from her lips, the gentle touch, it’s all gotten him calm now.  He can hear her, feel her, smell her and it’s all calming now. Jacob’s no longer shaking, no longer thrashing or screaming. 

You Can open Your eyes, it’s okay now. 

Those words sounds like bells to his ears and he complies. His dark orbs flutters open and he looks around. And just as he thought…Avia. “You’re here…” 

But how?

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     No matter what she would not let go, she wouldn't give in to whatever dark thoughts haunted his mind. To take him anywhere but the present was all she wished for. The time that they had been apart she'd grown, matured, bettered her abilities for times like these.

     Before them The sea stretched in every direction yet the water laps only at your ankles. No sounds from ship nor land polluted the calm waters. But a gentle splash from a short rolling wave or the chatter of occasional birds over head whispered at their ears. Clouds glided across the sky in a benevolent manner. A faint scent of sea air traveled with the wind and a fine mist that kissed upon your cheek.

     Yet, such a beautiful sight didn't seem to settle her. Looking ahead her eyes were rimmed red and irritated by the forming tears that she forced back. Taking a second she collected herself before looking over to Jacob, "Yes,"

"I'm sorry, I couldn't leave there you like that-" She stopped herself before she'd ramble on, "...This is my escape. You're safe here- he cant get you here..."

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This is probably the 5th attack today. Throughout them all, he has been alone. He doesn’t want anyone near him, anyone to talk or bother him. It was best for him to be alone and it was definitely best for others. He wipes his sweaty hands against his clothes then brushes shaky fingers through his drenched curled locks. Everything’s shaking. His whole body is shaking and the room is spinning. He’s coooooo~~~~~~~miiiiiiiiiing~~~~~~~ for you Jacob. You can run, run, run, and just keep running but he will a̮͎͓̤̯̟ͬͣ̋̃̉l̬̘̜̉̄w̬̹̘̲̳̗̏̒̉̏ͥͮa̬͙̼̹̥̅͆̌̅ͪ̆̀̂ÿ̯̺̘̖̱̲͈̦́̍̑ͭͪͯ͗̋̇s̞̻̭̟̗̜̣̻̩̿ͬ̀̾ͯ̉̓ ͎̟̟̙͓̥͑̿ͣͪ̑͑ͪ̈f̟͕͔̹͍̫͔̽̆̈͐ͥ͐͋̎̊i̠͙ͣ̍ͮͭ̍n̘͇̯̞̖ͤ̓ͮ̒̒͊d͖͍ͥ͂̓͑ͫ̚ͅ ̫̪̥̱̲̗͎͚ͣ̒͊͌̔y̠̥̾͊̎̒́͌ŏ̝͕̻̳̯̮̪ͫ͐ͭu̪̼͒̽̆̎̿͋ͫͭ̚ 

Find me? No…..Don’t let him…Keep him away from me…

His very own mind chuckles darkly. He waits, he always waits for the worse. Kevin will be here and when he is, there’ll be no running away. He grips his hair tightly with both hands, fingers curling and grasping tightly. He pulls, pulls, and keeps pulling. 

It’s all in your imagination. This is just another one of your episodes. He’s not here, he’s never been here. Wake up. Wake up. 

Ẁ͟͝a̡͠k̴͜ey͘͝ ̧͘Wa̴͏̸a͘a̶̛ak̕͠҉e͝y͟͢ ͜͝s̸l͏͜e͜e̷͢pì͘͢ng̸͜͏ be̵͡e͢͝é̸͘ę͝͞a̵̕͡u͏͘͏t͘y̨̛~̢

He hasn’t noticed that he whimpered, that he let out a short helpless scream. “s-s—-ST—stop—-!!” But it didn’t. The voices in his head, the room spinning, the voices outside it’s all getting to him. He’s drenched in his own sweat. Soaked and wet now. “Stop it, stop it…Leave me alone. PLEASE I’ve DONE nothing! Leave me be! I just—-I just want to be——to be—nor…mal…Normal…” 

A robot. A broken record. That is how he feels like. He feels like a little robot malfunctioning. He’s finding it hard to concentrate, to focus on something that matters, that can distract him. 

Eventually, his eyes are rolling to the back of his head and he’s shaking violently. All the while, voices just keeps haunting him, taunting him. 

Yͨͦ͛͂̌ͭ̊oͯͯ͌͗ͫͬͩ͏ű̽ͭ̍̊̈́̍’ͩ̑ͦ̔͋́ͦv̄͋̃e̶ ͋͘a̧ͭlͬ͊̒ͣ̂̇͠wͩ̄ͮ̅ày̐̐̐̈́s̐ ̔͆w̡̄ͤ̒͐ͬ̃a̛ͧn̈̓t̸͛̋͛ĕ̌͗͊͛͋͞d̀̈ͤ̌̿ ͯtͥͫ̔͛̚o ͭd͏ĭͨͮ̉ͮ̀ͫe̛ͥ̒ͭ͑.̵ͥ̍̾̅.͊ͯͧͮͭ͊͝.̌ͫ͝J̆́̄͞a̸̿ͥ̂ͯc̄ó̋b̷̊̏ͩ͛͗.̅ͦ

Yes. I want this to end…for all of it to just end….

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     Everyone loses contact with those that they considered friends every now and then. It was a healthy cycle that took time to adjust to. But this one should could not adjust to. The break off was far to abrupt. She couldn't shake him from her mind. Even when she was busy, his memories and thoughts all lingered in the back of her mind after never getting a call or text back. It was almost as if alarms were going off, trying to tell her that something was not right. There were even some days that it made her feel a bit paranoid.

     With all this, it was only a matter of time before she ventured out to check on him. She'd been to his place twice before, never inside, but just about the outside after walking him home. Setting eyes on the familiar structure she stepped up to the door and gently rasped at the door. Silence. So she went to knock again but a faint noise beyond the wood grain caught her attention. She listened, leaning in to press an ear against the door.     In doing so she glanced at where she came from, ensuring no one fallowed or was watching. Carefully, she wrapped her hand around the door knob and held her placing for what seemed to be minutes. A slight panic pulling at her stomach as she listened in to what seemed to be pained whimpers. What was minutes was only seconds though and the door made a successful click. Without hassle or burdened she opened the door and slipped inside.     "Jacob-" Avia called out softly and moved further into the home, fallowing the sounds of what she could only assume was her friend. Passing through the unfamiliar halls she could feel a pull to his direction, many possibilities passed through her mind. But nothing prepared her for what she had found. Her stomach twisted into knots, heart stopped, and breath ceased. If one didn't know better they would probably think he was having a seizure but she knew. She knew full and well what was happening, she could feel it. From there nothing stopped her. She rushed to his side and without a second thought pulled him up to wrap her arms around him. Pulling him close she placed a hand atop his temple and cooed ever so softly to him as her eyes lit up before forcing them shut, minds melding and drifting into another time, another place. Pushing away anything and everything that burdened their thoughts she created the perfect escape.     When they'd wake they are someplace tucked deep within the mind. Free of the stress or danger of the real or psychological world.

"You can open your eyes.... Its ok now."

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Cant Stand The Rain----| Thesheepthatcriedwolf-Helen

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So how long had she been running? Probably about a few hours. She was away, far away from those stupid people. Gosh, how she sometimes hated her siblings. They always sided with Bailey all because she was the brightest. It annoyed the ever loving crap out of the youngest. She was always tired of being looked down just because she was the ‘baby’ of the group. This was total bull shit. Helen huffs a bit and once she had calmed down, she realized it was raining. “Huh…” Helen liked the rain mainly because it was calming and it soothed her inner rage. Good.

The experiment breaths in and slowly breaths out before crossing the side walk. She stuck out like a sore thumb by how she was dressed. Yes, Helen was still in her bunny PJs and she wasn’t embarrassed. 

She didn’t even notice the car until the voice reached her ear. She stops and looks at the black car then at the man behind the wheel. Kid? "I’m old enough to be out.” She hisses. She was never good with first impressions, especially if someone called her a kid. “You got a problem?”

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     "Not old enough to meet this towns curfew," He muttered to himself as his hand searched to turn the radio off to better hear the girl. "There's no problem," He finally answered and shook his head before holding the news paper out the window to her, offering it as some form of makeshift umbrella, "It's just not the hour or weather for anyone to be out and about in their pj's."      Ron did show an expression of concern, somewhat for the situation, another for the fact that he could of sworn he knew this girl. Or at least she seemed familiar.

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Ryan grins over at Ron. He didn’t hear it as being sarcastic. Kylee and Bailey loved this place and Helen has never been. At least not yet. He listens to the list of Asian food Ron has had. “Wow….Holy crap, you’ve traveled a lot didn’t you? What are they like? I heard Chinese people eat….things but what kind of things do they eat?” Ryan was just really fascinated by different cultures. 

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     "Still do- infact- i'm s'posed to be heading over to Austria in a few weeks for work." He said it as if he'd just remembered the engagement. Which he had. For being on the ball and successful for so many years he had his moments. "Lets see...well... I mean in the Asian countries it was easy to find any type of fish, pork, chicken. Beefs common but I find more dishes were made with the primary three... Cheese is not common, some fruits are not common."

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Cant Stand The Rain----| Thesheepthatcriedwolf-Helen

      A soft mumble of midnight radio shows seeped from the cracked windows of the antique car. Rain fell onto the old roof making a hallow patter. Inside, a work worn Romulus mumbled along having heard this story before in previous late night work rituals. The only thing keeping him alert was the potential around him. Every shadow from the moonlight swayed in his presence, the darkness before his headlights scurried in resentment.

     A sense of power always filled him in these hours. But he wouldn’t let that over come him. he wouldn’t give that monster the chance.

     Ron came to a stop sign and let out a sigh, allowing umbrella wielding people to cross the street. His eyes skimmed the small group as they passed in front of his car. Other late nighters heading in, a haggard bar crawler, and a child.

                                    A child.

     He made a double take, eyes following as the girl crossed through his headlights. She was far to young to be out this late, and by herself. A hand searched for the window crank as he watched, rolling the window down halfway. He utilized the newspaper in the passenger seat beside him to stop some of the rain from coming in.

     "Aye, kid, Little late to be out for a walk don't you think?" Only then did he realized how strange he could seem. A middle aged man in sunglasses, late at night, raining, asking where a young girl should be from a dark car.

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Is Ryan a tad bit overly excited? Why yes, of course he was. Drinking with Ron was the best thing ever and it had been awhile since they last drank. Happily, Ryan makes way into the building. He holds the door open for the older male. He doesn’t close the door until he is inside after Ron. “Ah, it feels a helluva lot nicer in here than it does out there.” Hell yeah, it was much cooler. Probably because of the A.C. The first thing that catches Ryan’s eyes is actually the bar. It was hard to miss anyway, “There it is. The coolest part is that the people who works here can speak Vietnamese.” He is such a child. 

"This is probably the closest I’ll be to Asian stuff~." Since he’s never been to any Asian countries. "What kind of Asian food did you have?" What strange and normal conversation. Usually Ryan doesn’t ask these questions. 

The experiment pulls out a chair to sit on once he approaches the bar-area. 

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     "Ya know, I wouldn't doubt it," He smirked at Ryans comment on the language others spoke in the establishment. Ron wasn't being sarcastic are crass. He wanted the kid to have his fun and discoveries after all. Better this than tripping over the wrong toes.

     Ron takes in their surroundings and joins the other to take a seat, "Japanese, Korean, Chinese... Few others" He looks to Ryan, "Not here though, in the actual countries. The foods much different here compared to how its served traditionally in country." If he were to be asked he may say the same. Typically conversation leads the same with him. Hows work- hows the family? And, that's it. It was refreshing to cover something a bit different.

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If there were Olympics for annoying sisters he’d win the Golden Medal every four years. “Your little brother is going to cry himself to sleep tonight, what about that?” he said with an annoying smirk.

"You offend me again, sister" he purred before faking to fall to the floor. Once there he sits on his knees and placed his chin on her lap like a puppy demanding for attention. "Avia, Avia…I thought we had figured this when I was a toddler? You know I must annoy you at least twice a day to be able to sleep at night~"

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     "Your tears only fuel my powers," She muttered mostly to herself and paused her work momentarily to glance down at him,

     "Your doing a swell job at it, infact I think at this rate you've already covered five days. Guess you will sleep like a babe once again." It must be that hour again. Everyone is attending meetings and other sorts of business and he has no one else to bother. Her days were pretty regular and stuck to the same schedule so there is little to know way of shaking him.

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≈≈≈≈≈ -With all the love from Leonis xoxo

Everything happened so fast and carried out in a domino effect.

     It was a formal event and everyone was dressed to the nines to fit their surroundings. The siblings stuck together in their usual fashion. No need to wonder apart when all people ask is how the others are doing or want a group consensus on something. Their first mistake, second being that they stood at the edge of a in ground level fountain.

     First, Anton took the shove, losing his balance and quickly grabbing for his older sister who too was taken off guard. Avia reached after Atlas who seemed to have disappeared in thin air. A shrill yelp from her alerted Wright who turned to grab after her and tug on Rons shoulder for assistance. But his tug turns into a grip and Avia clung to Wright for dear life. So far three were making their splash in and Ron was on his way in next, being pulled by the short cape that was pinned to his shoulders.

     If it wasnt for the guards jumping in to quickly grab Ron and Wright it would have been all four in the drink. Wright made it halfway in, Avia and Anton were drenched and wading in the fountain, and Ron’s suit was splashed with water and victim of a rip and some runs from his cape being torn from him.

     None of them questioned it, they all knew exactly what happened and who did it. Wright pulled himself up from the edge and shot up, ready to ring the neck of his younger brother. Guards helped Avia from the water while Ron helped Anton.

bsp;   Avia didn’t know who to be mad at. Leonis for shoving Anton in, Anton for grabbing her and taking them all down with him, or Atlas for knowing something was going to happen and saying nothing. Who, just happened to saunter into the scene, drink in hand, and perfectly dry.

"Oh, so that’s what-"

"Shut! Up!"

"Im going to rip him to sh-"

"Aye, stay calm, theres gues-"

"Kill.Him.Now"

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Pretend to be my character's mother/father in the ask box anonymously

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Send me a "≈" and my muse will react to yours shoving them into a body of water.

Bonus points if it’s on purpose.

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"I am deeply hurt by your words, sister"

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      "I'm sure its blistering your insides" She muttered and gave him a sneer before turning back to her work.

     "Now why is it you are really here, Leo? I doubt it is to study or 'obtain the wisdom of the greats'. "

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"Let’s get both." He says with a nod and a grin. Man, there was a whole lot of things to talk about. He wondered what else Ron had been doing aside from working.  He wondered if Ron even had the time to have fun. He’ll ask him once they get somewhere to sit, eat, and drink. “Oh! I know of a good place, sooooo follow me~.” With that, like an eager child (subtly) he leads the way. “Have you tried Vietnamese food? My sister took me to this place the other day and holy shit, it was fucking good.” You can bet your bottom that this Vietnamese place is his favorite place. “It’s even got this bar off to the side.” Who ever thought of a Vietnamese restuaraunt with a bar is a genius. 

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     Ron let the younger go ahead and lead the way, keeping pace with him easily. At the mention of Vietnamese food he had to think back on times before where he'd partook in Asian food. "If I recall correctly, yes, I have." here had been so many instances that he couldn't be to sure what was what. All he knew is that he had been to Japan, China, and Korea so he knew for a fact that hes had their food. As for the others it was all a blur since American based Asian restaurants are often much the same these days.

    "But, i'm sure this place is better." He chuckled and looked around at their passing surroundings, " Gotta be if it has a bar."

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