I am a nursing graduate. So basically I have a Diploma of Nursing which means I can work as an Enrolled nurse na. But kapag newly graduate ka, it’s either you’ll go uni to further study or you can work directly into a hospital but you have to apply for a “Graduate program” which is parang on the job training pero you get paid. And so I finished my course on 2014, I applied for a graduate program hoping that I can get in. Whilst waiting for the results of the Grad prog. I immediately booked myself an english test because I need it for my registration as a nurse. Otherwise without rego I won’t be able to work when I get the position. And so I did, but unfortunately I got b and c in my english test which is a fail coz I need an A or b. And also my results of the grad prog came.. Didn’t get it as well. I decided to wait for the second apply date of the grad prog and try it again. 7 months of waiting, i applied again.. This time, I GOT IT. I was so happy, didn’t expect it yet I thought this was a great gift and oppurtunity to be proud of myself. The email said they will contact us about our start date 1-2 weeks. We waited forever, 2 months after they still haven’t email us nor we didn’t even hear from them, but we’re not losing hope.. We’ll just continue to be patient and hope for the best. So while waiting I decided to register myself so If they email us, my documents will be ready to send. I went to their website but what I realized crashed me down. Since I finished my study on 2014, I’m not eligible to register as It was 1 year ago when I studied. And it needs to be 6 months after or before you finish your studies.
So after a year of hopes to be able to work as a nurse, the exams I did, the waiting games.. I still ended up nearly giving up. I don’t want to but I think I am. It is stressful to know that my parents aren’t that happy with it because I know they’ve always wanted one of their child to be a nurse. It’s depressing that even tho I did everything, there is a part of me saying that I didn’t. That I am not smart enough to deserve the position. And now I’m starting to question myself, can I really make it?
It’s though, it’s been a though year for me. Emotionally and financially. Sometimes I wonder.. Why?? Why is this happening to me? Why is he doing this? Is it to teach me? To test? Is this just an obstacle?
But at the end of the day, I can’t really question him. After all, i still believe he has a better path for me. And whatever path that is, I’ll follow. FAITH 🙌🏼
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