Lucs

A bit of my life

[sharingmythings]

"The devil is real, and is not that little red man with horns and a tail"

Es tener que comer delante de tus padres por obligacion y que te controlen todo

[sharingmythings]

When I'm dancing and living the life but then I feel my legs touching each other so I just start crying because is almost impossible to loose leg muscle

[sharingmythings]

How it feels to eat just bc I want and anyone told me to eat:

-I can do a lots of these

[metamorphosis555555]

Going to bed hungry>>>🪽

[sharingmythings]

So real

[sharingmythings]

That moment when you realize you have no self-control and just eat and starv randomly bc you can't even think

[kn0ck0ut27]

the thing ppl don’t understand abt a4ar3kcia is that it’s not about food, it’s about eating. i love food. i just ate a 500 cal smoothie bowl and loved every second. but now, i feel guilty for eating that much and I know I can’t eat the rest of the day.

i don’t wanna be like this. i love food. but i hate eating. it makes me feel like shit.

i can eat one great meal a day, or i just don’t think about food.

[sharingmythings]

How an empty stomach feels:

[sharingmythings]

When I can't control myself bc i don't smoke anymore so mia comes rescue me... but I can't even throw up all that I ate

[sharingmythings]

The moment you realize you're not able to low your weight so you jst cry, try to eat the less and spend days smoking bc is the only way you can calm yourself

[sharingmythings]

Entonces derrepente llega el verano, y es momento de llevar pantalón corto para que nadie sospeche y el "estás demasiado delgada" desaparece porque esa camiseta corta no te hace parecer igual de delgada que una ancha y se dan cuenta de que únicamente adelgazaste la cara, un poco las muñecas y solo se te desinchó la barriga... en ese momento nadie te dice "que bonito cuerpo" solo se dedican a permanecer en silencio porque han visto que realmente no estás delgada, solo lo pareces... en ese momento te ven como tu te ves, te ven como el espejo y probablemente vayas a ser el objetivo de sus comentarios más ofensivos pero no pasa nada porque son tu familia y "solo quieren verte bien"

[sharingmythings]

[sharingmythings]

Aún me queda, pero si jajaja

[starv1ngc0rps3]

[sharingmythings]

How I feel when I eat bc i'm hunger

[empressangel15]

I reallyyyy need toxic motivation to get skinny

And when I say toxic, I mean SUPER toxic

Like abusive

[bunnyangelprincesskitten]

guys is ts tuff

[sharingmythings]

I wish my legs were like yours 😭

[sharingmythings]

Cuando estoy a punto de sentirme una princesa y ver algo de progreso y solo veo que engordé más de lo que ya estaba ayer...

Así no voy a tener alas nunca 😪

[sharingmythings]

Yo llegué a ser esa imagen thinspo que buscan en pinterest... hasta que me recuperé y un ángel perdió sus alas