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shawn, 25, florida “how many circles can i walk in before i give up looking? how long before i'm lost for good? it must be possible to swim without becoming water yourself.”

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name: shawn age: twenty five timezone: eastern favorite faces: matthew daddario, gregg sulkin, brenton thwaites, froy gutierrez, logan shroyer, neels visser, shawn mendes, sebastian stan, xavier serrano, alfonso herrera, alycia debnam carey, katherine langford, lili rhinehart, cody christian, noah centineo, bill skarsgard, and dacre montgomery. honestly, so many damn more.  favorite plots: angsty filled plots that are filled with drama and that are different from the typical plots - usually there is some creativity thrown in with me.  what are you most excited to see on miarp?: a real life community with great perception and a great staff team.  songs you’re jamming to right now?: 7 rings by ariana grande, anything by blackpink, and tons of indie shit. i’m pretty random.  post your favorite gif: 

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quotes that inspire: giles leroy nesbitt

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[thinking to himself] One, two, three... There's the small bunker, then outer space, with all the TV planets, then heaven. Plant is real, but not trees. Spiders are real, and one time the mosquito that was sucking my blood. But squirrels and dogs are just TV, except lucky. He's my dog who might come some day. Monsters are too big to be real, and the sea. TV persons are flat and made of colors. But me and you are real.

Giles Nesbitt was an infant when his older sister and him were viciously attacked by a vicious werewolf then held captive for nearly seven years in an underground bunker. The above pictures tell their story of their time in said bunker, until their carefully planned escape, and how his sister died to protect him. Confused by this new world - Giles was easily overwhelmed by all these new things in the “real” world and collapsed on the ground. That was when he was found by the Westgate Wolves and they carefully took him in under their protection. He wasn’t ideal but he could easily be one of them.

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❝  Cover the silence with blankets of pain. Put up your walls and hide away. Broken and empty, with nothing left to say - breath in the memory choked away. Flesh and bones, takes it’s tole. -- GILES NESBITT PLAYLIST: ( SPOTIFY LINK )

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giles leroy nesbitt

twenty five / matthew daddario / werewolf / supine 

“i set in a box with walls on each side. not too tall. not too wide. to think. to ponder. to pray. to hide. i sat in a box and cried.”

there was a part of giles nesbitt that once felt lost and confused. his child-like thoughts were small, innocent, and unproblematic. he was a true victim and never truly understood the weight of his situation. the man is far from normal - in fact - most psychologists would use the word: broken. understanding his circumstances has always been hard to stomach; maybe even disturbing. the story takes a dark turn, when his fifteen year old sister is asked to watch the newborn (giles) and decides to head into town with him. it was on this trip that the duo is approached by a man who tells her a story about his sick dog and how he needs her assistance to save him. foolish and naive, her choices endanger not only herself but the newborn. as they were led into the woods, the dark man turns into a creature out of a nightmare and attacks them. however - the strange man doesn’t kill them. he infects them and forces them into a room of absolute seclusion from the outside world. scared, confused, and hopeless - the two survive the next seven years in a ten foot by ten foot room underground and one could only imagine how this would impact their overall mental health. giles was seven when his sister managed to trick their captor and free them in the process. sadly, brie wasn’t so lucky, but she made certain the man would never hurt them ever again. as the small werewolf boy stepped out into the feral world alone for the first time, his senses would overload and the fear of the unknown consumed him. after three days of wandering around in the scary woods - a member of the westgate wolves found him and introduced him to their pack. while their guidance and direction helped mend some of the broken pieces in his life - he’s now old enough to decide if he wants to fully commit to the westgate pack; or does he went to venture into this world alone.