IS THIS PUNISHMENT? retribution called upon by the false god to chastise a beast for a lack of obedience, for a reclaiming of her mind. she let them go again. amidst the blur of horrific imagery of intent, she had found them to be as they were : victims, hunted rather than the hunter. they were not there to bleed the divinity from her flesh and harvest the horn upon her crown, so she let them go. they were supposed to die, it wanted them to die. this was not the first of punishments inflicted for her refusal, but the first one of them were involved.
she is bestial - curdling screeches that reflect off the foliage, harrowing sobs that echo much akin to a morbid lullaby. fight blooms from the bones of a docile soul, claws buried in ground and lashing blindly behind shoulder blades to ward off the little pig. the words spoken from mouth unseen as lost to a child of the forests, one that lacks the exposure to the two - legged ones. what the pig has said is irrelevant, all that exists is desperation to escape frigid grip. and like a petulant mare, the creature of bucking her head back, the jab of horn intended to dissuade rather than pierce.
she follows orders like a good little apprentice. a vile / foul creature that snarls and bites at the hand that feeds. this was a game and amanda was always going to come out on top , or risk death. so she fights and does as she’s told. it wants people to die / to feel pain and fear / to fail. she is good at making people fail. warping and fixing the game to her will , making her unstoppable. she is a feral thing.
and while all powerful , amanda is still just a young woman , frightened and terrified , just trying to survive. and this is how she survives now. killing. turns out she is good at it. the slip of flesh upon a hook or the hot rush of blood as it spills from a sliced throat. there is only death for the victims here / for amanda / the pig / and her there is only suffering and struggle. and now , she is a part of it. she uses one arm to push away the the horn , knowing the damage it could cause : and amanda does not want to suffer today. any loss will be punished.
❛ stay the fuck down ! ❜ angry , it shakes her voice. ❛ you fucked up. deal with it. ❜ is that not what she tells herself every day ? just deal with it. another shove for good measure against the other woman. harsh and unyielding.
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