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Thanks to the World Cup I’m opening at work again tomorrow. The girl scheduled to open comes in from nj and the train schedule is all messed up so she needs a later shift.

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Well I’m at the coffee shop killing time before work. I’m out at 2pm and then going grocery shopping. I work tomorrow 10am to 5pm and then the next day I’m going to get my bracelet from and for my uncle. I have work the day after and then the day after that is my birthday!!!!!!!

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Wait, kardashian monster maker is five years younger than my mother? My mother has had no work done and looks a decade younger! I’m not saying I thought she was 85 but she does already have the same face 85 year old women have. Do some women even allow to see themselves age before injecting and lifting? What if they’d be stunning older women?

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Well so. Cause I’m mentally ill and spectrum diagnosed and stoned I went on the farmers almanac and I searched the temperature my birthday using the specific zip codes where I was each year. The decades:

It was a perfect summer 81 degree day when I was born except I was born at 9:45pm. My 10th birthday was much the same at 82 degrees and I have no memory of what I did but I only had one friend. It was actually cool at 87 degrees on my 20th because that was a fucking hot summer (the next day was 96) and the subway station where I was housesitting in Brooklyn was hell on earth so I melted going wherever I went. And It was 93 on my 30th but that’s ok because it was 2020 so yeah.

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The temperature on my birthday keeps going up. It’s now forecast to be 85 sandwiched between days that are 80 and 78. 78! That’s actually in the nyc late July cards? What could be but isn’t lol. It hasn’t been in even the high 70s on my birthday since I’ve been aware of the temperature. Not only that but there is customarily a heatwave over my birthday.

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I’m so tired I can’t even deal with it. I’m on my way home set to arrive at 8:15pm and I have to eat dinner and then cuddle Quimby without falling asleep and then get everything ready for the night before I can actually get in bed and I have to be up at 6am tomorrow to open.

Update: 38 minutes later dinner is served. I would’ve started sooner but I’m ranting to friends about work.

Update: Quimby is choosing to use some of his cuddle time to bathe which saves me.

Update: in bed 2 hours 20 minutes after my post

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I should’ve canceled therapy tomorrow.

Should I cancel it now even though I’ll still have to pay? I did just throw up. I have no idea how I will be feeling but if it’s cancel because I’m sick I won’t have to pay.

I just want to cancel because I hated last week and then I have to go right to work.

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I did.

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I should’ve canceled therapy tomorrow.

Should I cancel it now even though I’ll still have to pay? I did just throw up. I have no idea how I will be feeling but if it’s cancel because I’m sick I won’t have to pay.

I just want to cancel because I hated last week and then I have to go right to work.

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I wanted to get a bottle of wine after my haircut but I didn’t want to be out in the air any longer than needed (couldn’t find an n95) and she ironed it flat so even though it’s a great cut imho it looked stupid and I didn’t want to be seen.

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The air smells like Canada but not in a good way. More like a reminder the former pm is with kp but it took no time at all so he went from global politics to pop star world like a blink and it wasn’t weird at alllll

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They’ll stop ICE car stops when a little white American and Christian girl gets killed in a car accident due to one of those stops.

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How much money would the “This is Audible” guy have made if he refused payment for the job and instead asked for a cut of royalties for every book buy? It would be such a small amount but hella add up!

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It’s yellow outside from the Canadian fires. I’m so international

#boarderstatelife #grabmypassportandquimbyandmakeitin6.5hrs

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Haircut day!!!!!!!!!!! I’ve needed this for ages and had this looked as the earliest possible appointment for three weeks. My hair has been suffocating me this summer so far! I need to have so much volume taken out!!!!!

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I’m back to watching older episodes of Love Island UK (never us!) and it’s always so frustrating when they clearly had a match in mind when casting but it doesn’t happen right away but you know it would be so good!

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Quimby: *jumps up to cuddle when my breakfast delivery driver is one block away*

Me: “Oh, Quimby, baby, this isn’t the time to cuddle. I have to get up very soon.”

Quimby: *snuggles closer*

Me: “Sweetie bear, my breakfast is going to be here any minute.”

Quimby: *head pops up and goes on alert*

Me: “Is someone here babe?”

Phone: *buzzes*

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I fell getting out of bed. The circumstances?

I swung my legs over the side, put both my feet firmly and solidly on the floor, stood up and then fell down like I tripped but without moving my feet at all. Not falling dow!??!===n, totally still tripping. And I had no substance imparting standing and staying up ability. (Id had a bit of weed but not like a cartoon character suddenly going jelly or any stand-up-fall-down thing)

I had to take an uber home because I would’ve died several ways trying to train))

Whatever, I’m gonna have matching bruised shins tomorrow. What I hit my shins on? Fuck if I know.