Kidding aside

I mark the hours, every one, Nor have I yet outrun the Sun. My use and value, unto you, are gauged by what you have to do.

[novelty-gift-ideas]

Worst-Case Scenario Survival Handbook

[thunderstruck9]

[sheisataris]

lonely stargazers

[sheisataris]

My world shattered. As if it made me feel that all my efforts were inadequate. I wanted to burst out crying but all I felt was emptiness. I wanted to tell people that I deserved to pass that exam. But I couldnt. I wanted to shut all my social media platforms down because it reminded me constantly that the person I took the exam with, passed and I didnt. I feel embarassed because people expected me to pass the exam. Everyone who knew said that I can make it. To be honest I want to retake it, but I clearly couldnt figure out how to start from scratch. I just dont know how to get that drive and energy back.

[sheisataris]

Work. Review. Eat. Repeat.

[sheisataris]

He may not realize how amazed I am that 3 years ago, I was satisfied of admiring him from afar. Or prolly more of loving him from a distance.

There was even a time that before I took a bath going to work,(we were still not talking to each other back then) I decided to stop and stare at his face while he is sleeping. Memorizing the structures. Those intimidating chinky eyes always got me rattling and nervous. That pointed nose. How can a nose be that pointed and small at the same time??! His flawless cheeks that I wished to caress. Those pink pouty lips that I dreamt of kissing all the days of my life.

He knows and in fact I never denied, that I loved him first before he did love me. But when I look at him, who did first and second doesnt matter to me anymore. He’s there for me every single time more than I am for him. He encourages me and lifts me up everytime I tend to lose my self-esteem. He supports my passion more than anyone does. He makes me laugh by just simply flexing his arms and I pretend not to care.

And now as I watch him sleep, in which I have the liberty to do now as I please, I am just humbled and thankful that Renz loves me. More than how I can imagine. More than what I can ask for.

[renzywenzy]

Avengers: Infinity War Review

So after what felt like an eternity, I was able to finally watch “the most ambitious crossover” in film history; albeit, I had to watch it for homework.

I am most likely the last person to ever review this film so I feel as if some significant weight is off my shoulders but that doesn’t mean I’ll resort to lazy critiquing as a movie of this grandeur deserves in-depth analysis.

So with that being said, let’s take a closer look at the initial half of the culmination of a decade’s worth of films and build-up.

*Spoiler Warning*

Keep reading

[sheisataris]

My guy’s ready to write as one of the best film critics on the internet!!!!

[sheisataris]

Whatever helps you sleep at night, Ma’am.

[renzywenzy]

Mi Casa

As you lay next to me

I fill my hand with your hair

And as I wait so patently

I try to catch a glimpse of your stare

One arm meets your ear as both of yours form around my back

The happiness nearly leads me to tears as it is you my bed lacked

Conversations arose, did not waste a word

Did not matter the topic, as long as it was it your voice I heard

All this while we watched, we cooked, we ate

Everything we did together

Could not have thought of an experience better

As we did not notice that the time was late

Where I have lived is what I call my own 

For the longest time, it is where my heart resides

But how can I call my house my home

When I’ve finally felt what it’s like to be by your side

[sheisataris]

And soon we can live the dream again 💚

[sheisataris]

I almost gave up. We were almost at the edge of that steep mountain but we both realized that if we decide to turn away from what we have, it’ll be the greatest mistake of our lives.

It’s still a long way to go before I become a USRN, but im glad I was approved for a placement with a great agency. And yes! Renz is coming home to me after 2 1/2 years 💚💚💚

[kieljamespatrick]

[absolutemood]

[sheisataris]

It’s still indefinite as to when but I’m glad our patience are about to bring us together soon.

[sheisataris]

When you want to erase someone in your life ✌🏻

[sheisataris]

You know you are already in your comfort zone when you can take a selfie in every corner, even shift’s toxic.

[sheisataris]

Tough shells

Yung gustong-gusto mo na magbreakdown sa dami ng problema....

[sheisataris]

Routinary

Im tired of waking up early everyday. I dunno why my schedule hasnt changed to afternoon shift yet. Feels like my sleep has always been compromised.

Im bored being the HD nurse in the ICU almost everyday, handling the same patients. I want difficult cases. Life-threatening and challenging ones.

I hate how my skin couldn't adapt to this shitty weather in the Philippines. It gets better for a short while then immediately breaks out again.

Im disappointed how my guy couldnt come to me because of the government’s delayed decision on his application. Like come on, can we do this the easier way around? Im fed up with the waiting!

And I extremely, loathe this unfriendly amount of my monthly income. It doesnt even suffice to a single person’s budget. Much more to a breadwinner with a son like me.

[whatisgoingonline]

Haha *cries* https://ift.tt/2w2o6kE