spirit hunter 🪽🧊

please no report my blog is my only outlet

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lazy intro that i might revamp later

blog TW: mentions of $h, 3d, su1 ideation, disturbing imagery and general vents. know your limits and engage accordingly!

my 4th account. earlier accounts were more 4n4 focused. will always be shes-evil with a number

i'm 17. she/her. queer

i love literature, philosophy, and music. i'm always open to asks/conversation but won't reply to men or blank accounts.

dni: bigots, under 13 or over 29

sw (for this r3lapse): 126 lbs

cw: 120

gw: 115 and finally maintain

and ofc block don't report

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i'm okay and i don't like it. too normal, too safe, too distracted, conventional. i wish i liked substances

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been eating like shit (not counting cals) but somehow lost weight? this is your sign to take a metabolism day i guess

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am i recovering, binging, having a maintenance day, or just getting fat

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like forgot about food for a portion of today which is magical because i'm always thinking about it

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meals that made ana happy recently

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HAAHAHAH VICTORRRRUYYYYY MY WIFI WAS OUT I WAS SURE I GOT TERMED IM STTILLL HEEERREEE

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good morning

ch3cck w my cat and new hair tho u cant see it LOL

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dying my hair black tmr who's excited ✋

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i was so lucky today. out shopping and the first place we went was starbucks which i boycott. second place was dunkin and they were out of food. third place was closed. and there were no vegetarian options at the mall.

angels were on my side today 🪽

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angels are in heaven because they resisted worldly temptation 🪽

you'll get your wings soon 🧊

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how do you guys get food to come up. is there some trick i don't know

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to be able to fit in vintage dresses without a problem ⭐️

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dm if u want a toxic 4na friend PLEEAASSSEEEE let's keep each other accountable. plz 15-18 and girl. i can go to snap or insta if u want

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had a bloody nose from hell and threw up everything so i'm feeling #skinny

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drank my monster too fast now my stomach is REELING ugh but it's better than being full ;3

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2/27

1,465

breakfast

one small banana muffin - 150

coffee w/ splash oatmilk and popcorn - 83

lunch

immune/fiber vitamins - 26

instant oatmeal and banana - 262

cucumber - 10

dinner

walnut burger - 655

mac and cheese and green beans - 279

didn't eat all but still counting

i was so hungry at dinner i didn't even care. still feel so guilty abt that muffin.