i'm working on it

minor, lesbian, i will post literally whatever i want so beware there isn't a theme or purpose to this

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reasons im mad about this weekend

im going camping with my family who im fed up with

we're going to the beach which i hate bc sand and heat and sun and salt

i have to wear swimsuits which i hate (scars, body dysmorphia) (or i can be judged for NOT wearing a swimsuit)

my mom is making us take a family photo (i have to wear a dress) (its too feminine i hate it) (it's strapless too even worse) (and its really unflattering on me

im about to get my period

my eye is swollen and itchy

its probably gonna rain

i cant wait for my worst nightmare in which i can't escape from my family and am constantly self concious about my scars, body, and gender, and then also on my period‼️‼️‼️

[vampleclerc]

the media's insistence on labeling every queer thing as an extension to heated rivalry is getting ridiculous. it was fun, it was a nice little tv show and we enjoyed it. stop trying to make that shit happen. i mean who in their right mind will compare hr to a coming of age religious horror movie. open your EYES people . start thinking

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uncomfortable as a girl and less comfortable as anything else

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men (or people without uteruses) making period jokes is so revealing.

"im on my period" "oh i guess he's on his period" "he's a leaker" (to that last one, an extra what the fuck)

the way they act and joke about it can make it so clear that they don't actually respect periods or women's pain or the genuine struggles that come with them.

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i'll even take a miserable, doomed lesbian situationship at this point just give me ANYONE

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at this point my life is just the time in between my naps. i don't survive a day without a nap. i LOVE my daytime sleep.

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every time i think about alysa liu's story or her skates i start crying again because i wish i could be that, and i'm so glad she is, and i love her skating so much, and it's so important, and this woman is so cool and fun on top of it

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i am a walking miscommunication trope

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it isn't RAGEBAITING if you're just saying something GENUINELY MEAN AND SPITEFUL

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genuinely the idea of growing up just to WORK for years just to be able to SURVIVE and pay taxes and do laundry and feel guilty about my carbon footprint and hate the structures that are in place but be powerless to do anything significant about it

that idea? it depresses me a little

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inside you there are two wolves. one desperately believes in conformity gate because the evidence is convincing and it could save the show. the other doesn't believe the duffer brothers are capable of that. you are probably a byler.

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yall. the second wolf tore the other to shreds. im sorry y'all but it's so over, there is literally zero chances of another episode. conformitygate will have to stay alive on ao3 💔

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just watched mid90s, which is a cool movie, but i was looking online at peoples' reactions to it and i think a lot of people missed the point

like, this is a thirteen year old, basically a kid, doing all this crazy shit ykwim? like to me it feels like this kid going into a world filled with people that he finds cool that aren't great role models, and finding both good and bad in it. like, he's way out of his league and he's too young to know where to set boundaries or anything so he just goes deeper and deeper - like this is for real a THIRTEEN YEAR OLD having sex and doing party drugs. and then people online go "damn i wish i was alive then" "fuckshit is so cool" "why can't things be like that now" bro fuckshit is losing himself to parties and drugs, every one of those kids is struggling in some way.

i think people have a problem of just seeing a movie for its "aesthetic". mid90s has really nostalgic cinematography and it feels really cool and fun when you just watch certain clips (i'm placing a little blame on tiktok editors here, they really curate that positive spin) but it isn't a happy movie! (not that it's sad, its just kind of neutral, realistic, a snapshot of life & culture)

[chernobylwaters]

This will be my most radical statement but some of you need to really REALLY wake on up.

The whole "living in the U.S. is embarrassing" "I hate it here" and centering yourself in situations that you are NOT the victim in only feeds imperialism. You're only making matters worse.

If you REALLY and I mean ACTUALLY want to see change you have to get off your ass and stop being a victim and whining all day. If you wanna protest, block traffic. Standing on the side of the road all calm. Block traffic and stop people from getting to work. Seize the means of production by force and let nobody work.

Americans let fear hold them back so much yet are one of the only gun ridden countries that WON'T fight back. Other countries are being bombed and having their lives ruined and losing their families and still rise up and fight back.

That should be what you're actually embarrassed about. Not fighting back.

Shut up with "what do I do I'm so scared" Fight. Back. Liberalism won't save you it's just facism but pretty.

[chernobylwaters]

ALSO pointing out the "will the UN save us what's the point of the laws if theyre not saving us"

1. no one is coming to save you

2. if they aren't following the laws why should you

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fuck trump. fuck ice. fuck elon musk. fuck jeff bezos. fuck mark zuckerberg. fuck reagan and nixon and their legacies. fuck maga and all of its supporters. fuck steven miller and pam bondi and marco rubio and that whole administration. fuck every major ceo and fuck every neoliberal. fuck capitalists and fuck facists and fuck homophobes. fuck everyone that's done the people wrong. fuck the people that convinced everyone socialism and communism are evil.

[animentality]

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huge fan of blogs that have no real theme they're just whatever that person wants to post

like, this thing is for ME and if y'all want to come along, that's cool, and sometimes it is for an audience - but often i just want to throw my thoughts into the void

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one of my BIGGEST pet peeves is people who are "alternative" or something like that - but they just buy all their clothes online or off amazon or whatever. like, alternative styles should be collected, thrifted, gathered, diy-ed. the whole point is personalizing style and also like opposing capitalism? like, alt styles are supposed to SYMBOLIZE SOMETHING, like going against the norm and capitalism.

like people will buy the clothes and listen to the music but not live the lifestyle! you can wear the right clothes and listen to the right bands but you have to actually care about politics and opposing the norm. a lot of these movements started as political. bbg it isn't alt to buy from amazon. i'm not saying im perfect or anyone is but anything from a thrift store is more grunge than your amazon flannel. idk. lets stop being so consumerist.