haunting

'cause i've done some things that i can't speak and i've tried to wash you away but you just won't leave so won't you take a breath and dive in deep 'cause i came here so you'd come for me

[machinehq]

“That’s disgusting. You’re disgusting. But hey, I’m sure you hear that all the fucking time.” he sneered, giving her an eye roll. Bringing a hand to his neck, Armin made a feeble attempt to wipe away the excess of her lipstain from his skin. His skin itched and he felt hot all over, a result of irritation from the woman. “Humans.” he muttered, eyes downcast onto the deep shade of red that now covered the pads of his fingertips. “Humans are such vile and annoying creatures. You’re no different, kitten.” he finished, finally looking back up to her face. Armin wished nothing more than to wipe that smug look right off her features, but he resisted. “Why do you think I take such pride in being a monster?” he questioned, leaning toward her, resting his forehead against hers. “It’s because I love it when you puny creatures fear me, just like the ghouls and goblins under your fucking bed, I want to be constantly on your mind. I want to plague all of your thoughts, to be the very thing that you thought couldn’t exist. I’m the worst of the worst, baby.” he whispered, breath fanning over her face.

[shesarebxl]

“Only from you, sugar.” She hissed at him, smirking as he struggled to remove her lipstick stains from his flesh. He wouldn’t. “Now, daddy, that’s not very nice now, is it?” Wendy played dumb, a fake pout on her features as she bat her eyelashes up at him. Her fingers toyed with the fabric of his shirt as she listened to him speak, her mouth opening to respond between his statements before closing once more. “You’re nothing more than a fairy tale.” Wrapping her fingers around the collar of his shirt, she pulled his body to press against hers the way his forehead already was. “You’re the monster under my bed, in my closet. You’re not really scary.” Her lips hovered over his, and she met his eyes before she took his bottom lip between her teeth and pulled hard. “You can’t fucking scare me.” Taking his hand in her own, she brought it up to her own neck. “You can’t kill me. You’re a ghost.” Releasing his shirt, Wendy brought her hand up into his hair and tugged gently. “Now, are you going to fuck me, or not?”

[shesarebxl]

Her hips move slowly to the music. It’s a heady feeling of power, dancing is. Wendy finds herself in control when she’s on stage, and she can definitely feel the familiar green eyes on her that night. It’s not often he watches her dance, but when he does, she goes all out. Her heartbeat is pounding in time to the music, a generic tune that all the old white men can get it up to. There’s an edge of embarrassment, a sweet, southern, schoolgirl act that Wendy puts on. It’s ever so popular with her lanky frame and her shoulder length blonde hair. 

The plaid skirt she wears brushes over her thighs as her movement picks up with the beat. She grabs the pole, spins around it, lifts herself into the air. It’s a routine she’s done thousands of times, but tonight it’s different. His eyes are burning holes through her skin. She can feel him following her every movement. 

Her heartbeat picks up. She doesn’t miss a single step. 

As the music changes, so does she. Her fingers slide under the skirt she’s wearing, barely pulling it down her hips, just enough to show her thong peeking over it. Trashing in reality, but always a crowd pleaser in a brothel. It wasn’t like Wendy needed to dance for the money. She had a trust fund and ever giving parents on top of that. As an only child, she was the sole heir to her father’s old money fortune, so the last thing Wendy Celeste needed was to dance. But as she sways her hips on stage, the power that comes with it, the power over him is why she keeps doing it.

[machinehq]

The laughter rumbling in his chest was now booming for everyone to hear. Armin couldn’t believe how quick it took her to submit. He was more than apprehensive. It was sick but whenever he heard the name she calls him roll of her tongue with ease, it sends some kind of twisted pleasure through his veins. It was more than just the illicitness of the word – no, it ran so much deeper than that, at least for him. It reminds him that he’s going to be the one to take care of her even if that meant destroying her in his mind. “You’re such a fucking whore, really.” he murmured with ease, as he watched with an amused expression as Wendy fumbled with his belt hurriedly. “I could, but I’m not so sure if you’re deserving of that. Because it seems to me, you want your ass on display for everyone to fuckin’ see – but really, who am I to judge?” he joked, a cruel shiver running down his spine as she ran his hand along her smooth, exposed skin. Armin quickly got a hold of himself, swallowing the lump in his throat, as he made eye contact. “It’s funny. Just a minute ago you were scrambling about, whining on and on about how you wanted me gone and look at you now… you’re begging for this cock, aren’t you?” Armin whispered, digging his fingernails into the nape of her neck, more than likely to leave a mark.

[shesarebxl]

She nodded against his cheek, her lipstick smearing against his skin. “I’d let anyone fuck me,” Her fingers against his warm skin caused her to shiver as she pushed her them further into his boxers. His hand on her throat caused her to pause, biting down hard on her bottom lip. Truly speechless for the first time in her life, Wendy merely nodded. Her free hand moved from his wrist to the swell of his bicep, digging her nails in and scratching down. “You’re a prick,” She hissed. “Either you’re going to fuck me, or you’re going to leave me the fuck alone,” Mustering up the last of her energy and hatred, she spit in his face. A smirk settled on her features as she did so, hand leaving his pants as she struggled against his hold on her. “What’s it going to be, daddy? Looks like you need to get cleaned up. You’re all messy,”  Her laugh mimicked his previous one. She couldn’t help it, she got a sick pleasure from pissing him off, knowing what it had meant before. The punishment she would have received when they were together would have been well worth it. However, she knew now he couldn’t, or rather, wouldn’t do anything about it. “You’re not going to fucking touch me. You’re a pussy. You couldn’t punish me if you wanted to, daddy.”

[machinehq]

The man scoffed, rolling his eyes. Armin couldn’t stand the way she’d get so cocky sometimes, but he also couldn’t stand how she was right… in a certain way. He didn’t even want to begin to fathom that she actually knew what was going on inside of that messed up fucking brain of his. But there was always an upside for when she’d get this kind of high on herself. Armin had no problem with taking full advantage of it, breaking the woman to fucking pieces and fucking her so good that she would fall right off that damn high horse and into the palm of his hand. It was practically routine for the two back then and he sure as hell couldn’t die the course of arousal flooding through him as the thoughts rolled in on the many different ways to ruin the bitch until she’d be down to tiny vulnerable fragments that Armin could sit and fucking break even more piece by tiny piece. “Yeah? Well, I’d disagree. Daddy thinks that his kitten has been quite the indecent little rascal, flaunting herself for other men to salivate over.” he murmured, a husky timbre to his voice. Taking the slender hand hovering over the top of his belt, he pulled it down farther so now she had a hand full of his clothed semi. Chuckling, he leaned in closer, so that the side of his face was just hovering over her ear. “Listen. I’ll fucking destroy you without a second thought, and you won’t come out of this as clean-cut and decent as you did last time. I’ll leave you so that no one will ever want you again, not even yourself. Don’t try me, Wendy.”

[shesarebxl]

His silence had her stomach turning. She hated him more than anything, but the urge to have him want her was overwhelming every inch of her being. Her jaw fell slightly slack at his words and she immediately pressed the heel of her hand against his zipper. “How badly do you think they wanted to fuck me, daddy? As badly as you do now?” Wendy arched her back and let out a shaky breath as he spoke to her, her fingers seeking out the buckle of his belt and undoing it with ease. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, daddy,” She whimpered, turning her head so she could press her forehead against his cheek. Her fingers slid down beneath his pants, teasing him. With her free hand, she took one of his and ran it up her body, stopping it at her neck. “Are you going to fuck me right here? Where everybody can see what a nasty fucking slut I am for you?” 

[machinehq]

“Dammit, Wendy! Really?! Really, now?!” He was screaming at the top of his lungs, his voice cracking just a bit. The woman was beginning to rile him up to the boiling point, and quick. Armin didn’t want it to turn out this way, to get so violent, so quick - but he’d be lying if he said he didn’t feel some sort of sweet nostalgia in it all. Bringing his now marred hand to his mouth, he licked the blood away from his skin, scowling at the woman in front of him. “Is that all you ever think about? Sex sex sex sex. Armin must want sex! I don’t get the same things out of sex as you do, sweetheart. I don’t just get a fuck. I get a high, because I’m inside of someone in the most intrusive and private way, and then I watch them fall apart, fucking break, and then I leave a trace of myself on them when I’m done, so they’ll remember what a piece of god damn garbage they’ve let themselves become.” he answered, trying to get through to the blonde one last time. “Fuck you, Wendy. Really. I’m tired of you thinking you know me, because you fucking don’t. You don’t understand one fucking shitty thing about me, so shut your damn mouth.”

[shesarebxl]

The metallic taste on her tongue and on her lips had a way of calming her down. It was an eery feeling of control. Even as his voice raised and he became more irritated, Wendy began to feel a sense of relaxation come over her. Reaching up her hand, she gave a sadistic smile. “Oh, Armin, my darling,” She touched his cheek and took his bleeding finger into her mouth and sucked it as though it was another part of him. Her eyes stayed on his the entire time, and she only pulled away to speak. “Why do you think you know me, Armin? What do you assume I get out of sex with you? Because, besides an STD, I imagine nothing,” With her hand moving down to his chest, she grinned almost bashfully. “I don’t want you to fuck me. Why would I want that?” Hand moving further down, down, until it reached the waistband of his pants. “But I know how much you love ruining me. I know how high you get on fucking breaking my spirit. I’m all confidence, but we both know that you can destroy me. We both know I’m always a good girl for daddy.”

[machinehq]

Green eyes trailed down to where her hand was, a confused but angry expression dawning on his face. Smiling, the man poked his tongue out from between his lips, spreading a surprising amount of saliva on the sweaty hand covering his face. In a swift motion, Armin snatched her hand away, pinning her wrist to the brick wall behind her with an abundant force that would be sure to bruise her delicate arm. “You don’t think I know I’m fucked up? Tch.” he was seething, not bothering to hold back his fury at this point. Wendy had to be fucking insane, just like him ironically, to think this was all about her. “No, I don’t want to fuck you. Not now at least. Not when you’re acting stupidly conceited. It’s pissing me off and making me want to do other.. not so pleasurable things to your body. Don’t. Don’t get ahead of yourself, bitch. Know your goddamn place. I’m not obsessed with you, I just simply like having you around – I have many toys, but you dear, you’re my favorite.” he finished, laughing out loud at the irony of it all, the anger draining away, in it’s place a glint of joy and insanity in his eyes. “Look at me. Does it look like I’m thinking with my dick, right now? I have other ways of getting that same high, and trust me when I say you don’t want to be a witness to that.”

[shesarebxl]

Through her anger, she found a sick pleasure in teasing him. Wendy found an indecency in his obvious obsession with her, and figuring him out had her overjoyed. Her mouth opened to squeal with disgust as he licked her, but the sound quickly turned into a gasp as the brick scraped at the back of her hand and his fingers bruised. It wasn’t the first time, and her stomach turned just slightly at the feeling. Arching her back, she pressed her body against his and bit her lip. “Yes, you do want to fuck me,” His words however, caused her confidence to falter. She swallowed thickly and looked up at him when he asked. In a twisted way, she wanted to make him happy. Her command was his request. “Maybe I do,” Wendy had absolutely no idea what was in his mind, and she never truly wanted to find out. “You’re pinning me up against a wall outside of a fucking brothel. Yeah, it does look like you’re thinking with your dick,” She shrugged and turned her head to bite the hand pinning her wrist. And she bit hard, not holding back. 

[machinehq]

“Yes, the fuck you can. Move around me! I think you don’t want to leave.” he bit back, a look of shock and anger approaching his face as she suddenly shoved him. “I left you because you wouldn’t stop bitching! So what if I cheated on you? Get the fuck over it, that doesn’t mean I don’t like you any less.” he grit through his teeth, trying not to let his fuming anger get the best of him in that very moment. Armin was trying his hardest to get through to the woman, but all she wanted to see was that he slept with someone else. “I don’t suck in bed. There’s a reason why I sleep with prostitutes, but you and I both know that I don’t have to. I like experimenting with them. I like the fact that they’re there doing what they do best, and they have to listen to me and do exactly as I say and if they don’t - well there goes their fucking meal for the night. I like watching them break apart on the inside as they willingly do the things they don’t want to do. It’s such a high for me, when humans start to act like machines and I can see in their eyes, all of their hopes and dreams and fucking humanity slip away as I fuck their throat. Is that what you wanted to hear, dear Wendy?”

[shesarebxl]

An anger started to bubble inside of her in a way it hadn’t in a long time. Armin had an almost immediately effect on her. Frustration, rage. It all hit her at once. “You’re right. I don’t want to leave, I want you to fucking leave,” She hissed and backed up against the brick wall. His words stung, made her heart ache. “Shut the fuck up,” Reaching up, she put her hand over his mouth. “Shut the fuck up,” Her nails dug into his cheek, not hard enough to break skin but enough to feel. It dropped to her side as he began to speak again and her entire body began to go cold. “You’re fucked up,” She shook her head and felt fear rush through her for once. “Why the fuck won’t you leave me alone, Armin? Why the fuck are you so obsessed with me?” Her eyes narrowed and as the back door of the club opened, she ducked her head against his shoulder as a habit. She waited until she heard the footsteps fade into the distance before looking up and smirking. “You want to fuck me, don’t you?”

[haylorstyle]

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[machinehq]

Laughing, the man circled his fingers around her wrist, tugging her hold away from his head. “Listen, be logical. For once in your fucking life, be logical. You don’t want to call the cops. You’re nothing but all bark and no bite. So, just please, stop it.” he murmured, aggravation once again settling into his tone. If anything, Wendy was always super confident in herself, and she should know by now that it never works in her favor. He truly hates that about women, how they think they can control a man with sex appeal. How they can egg them on and just turn their back, because they’re women and it’s their right to be the number one cause of blue balls - for no fucking reason! Which is why if Armin ever really wanted something from Wendy, he wasn’t scared to take it. The sick part is, he doesn’t even have to want it, the terror and disgust etched onto her face is enough to give the man gratification. “If you want to leave so bad, please do.” 

[shesarebxl]

“I fucking can’t leave,” She hissed, looking up at him. “When your weird lanky ass body is herding me like I’m a fucking sheep,” Her hand moved to his chest, pushing hard. Wendy had never been afraid of Armin. She had been as love as she could be with him when they had been together, and he had ruined her. Though she had never been a good person, she became untrusting and bitchy and truthfully, stone cold. “Can you leave me alone?” She raised her eyebrows at him. “Seriously, you left me, you cheated on me, so please. Just fuck off and let me go dance,” Even though she had just finished a shift, she was wiling to do anything to get away from him. “You’re trash, you suck in bed so you have to resort to paying for prostitutes. Have a nice life, loser.”

[machinehq]

“Fuck!” he yelled, a hand coming to cradle his scalp. “Really? You pulled my fucking hair? What are you, in grade school?” the man seethed, knitting his brows together in clear aggravation toward the woman. Armin was honestly ready to have a civilized conversation, but seeing as that wasn’t going to happen, he didn’t mind playing it her way. “Listen. I didn’t come here to fight your scrawny little ass. I came to talk – is that so much to ask nowadays?” that sweet tone of his was back, and the hand that had been in his hair came down to her shoulder. “You were always such a great little fucking liar. Why the hell are you here if you don’t want to see me? Is it because you finally realized being a cute obedient whore is what you’re best at? No, that’s not it. I also know you’re very stubborn.” Armin chuckled, tightening his hold on her shoulder and using that to thrust her back into the wall behind him. “Don’t play so fucking dumb, you’d only be giving into your own stereotype and I know how much you hate that.”

[shesarebxl]

A smirk settled on her features at his clear anger. It was always so easy to get him riled up. “I thought you liked it when I pulled your hair, Armin,” Wendy winked, deciding to play the part. She hated him and she hated what he had done to her, but if he wanted to play nice, she would play nice. “Scrawny? You’d be surprised how great my ass looks after a few years of dancing,” Baring her teeth, she pushed his hand off her shoulder. “Don’t fucking touch me,” She hissed loudly as her back hit the wall and immediately pressed up against him, almost purring. “I am very stubborn. But I can play like a good little girl,” Her hand reached out, tangling in his hair again, pulling roughly. “And isn’t that how you always liked me? Dumb and obedient?” Lips parting, she gazed up at him with a look of combined lust and disgust. “Get your grimy paws off me before I call the fucking police.”

[shesarebxl]

ctrlarmin:

“Aw, you’re going to push little old me away? What have I ever done to you, sweetheart?” the man pondered, his tone sickeningly sweet. Armin was suddenly hovering over the shorter woman, now any attempts of her getting past him becoming more futile. “Let’s just talk for a bit, yeah? You were kind of busy in there. Also, you should get your roots done.. so sad, you used to actually take care of yourself.” 

The disgust in her features was apparent. “You’re right. You’ve done nothing, you are nothing to me,” Her hands lifted to push at his broad chest, hissing like a feline. “I don’t want to talk to you. I don’t want to see you. Why the fuck are you following me? I’m not taking any new clients, so you’re out of luck,” His words caused her stomach to turn. She lifted her hand, running her newly polished fingers through his hair before tugging violently. “Your hair is greasy and disgusting. Remember when you were handsome?” Her fingers moved over his lips and she stretched her hand out to cover his entire face and pushed, hard. “Get the fuck away from me.”

[ggalgadot-blog]