Spending some time in worship this evening and am in complete and utter awe of all the Lord has given me and how incredibley undeserving I am. My heavenly Father has never abandoned me, He knows the inner most parts of of my soul and His love still remains completely. I stray so embaressingly often, I continuosly put Him off on my long to do list, but these moments remind me how much of a mistake that truly is. Im ignoring the one who pulls me up everytime I fall and loves me just the same no matter how many times I completely and totally fail. Thank you Father, for loving me completely, for giving me a husband who loves me so much like you do, and for continuing to make me more like you. I pray I can make you proud, as a wife, a friend, and as your beloved daughter. That is what I long for.