@taylorswift how i hope one day ypu will notice your fans not so active and only got less than 100 followers on social media. You help us in so many ways we cannot express into words and posts.
Personally, I don't know what exactly to post for you to notice that I am a big fan. I saved and bought merch and posted them hoping you'll se them but never actually used them coz its too precious to me I can't afford to scratch or worn-out them because I've gone through jobs over jobs to save extra for them.
Sometimes, jealousy gets me. hates myself because I am not as good of a fan as others whom you notices, not as rich like them who can buy or pre-order Merchs and albums right away whenever you drop one, not as good at memorising the lyrics of all your songs because It got mixed up in my mind with the things i have to do and get through my life everyday.
I love you so much that there came a time I turned off the notification because it hurts, seeing you like posts and posted comments of your favorites.
There was a time when I uninstalled spotify to refrain myself from listening to your songs cos I feel more alone.
Maybe I was just depressed and stressed out of what I have been going thru life that I hoped and thought I can run to you..
I know you wont read this but if you will, thank you.