desu toroi !!

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im sitting in my roo, and my mom and dad came in, they puleld uop a chair adn then they sat down, adn they go miiiikkeeee weee need to talk to youuuuuuuu adn i go okwhats the matter??? they go me adn your mooommm webe been noticing latellyyyyy taht youve been having a lot pof probleemmsmssss andnndd youvbe been gping off for no reason, and were afraid that youre gonna hurt somebody, adn were afraid that youre gonna hurt yourself, sooooo we dicdecided that it wa=ould be in your best interest if ywe put you in a place where you could gret teh help taht youi need. i go WAIT!!! WAHT ARE OYU TALKINGA BOTU!>!>!>!? WE decided?!?! My best interest!?!?!? how do YOU know what MY besty itnerest is!?!?!? how can YOU syaz what MY bes tinerest is?!?!?!? what are you saying IM CRAZY!?!?!?!?1/ WHEN I WENT TO YOUR SCHOOOLS, I WENT TO YOUR CHURVHES, I WENT YO YOUR INSTITUNIOLA LEARNINGFACITILITES?!?!?!? SO HOW CNA YOU SAY IM CRAZY

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i was in my room ad i was just like staring at the wall thinkinag about eeerything, but then again iw as thinking about nothing adn htem my mom a came in and i dind t vene know h=seh was there, she called my name and i ddint hear her ad then she syatedreted screaming MIKEEE!!!!! MIKE!!!! nad i go WHATS THE MATER?>??>? and she goes WAHTS THE AMTER WITH YOU???? and i goTHERTES NOTHING WRONG MOM!!!!?!1!!!shw goes DONT EKL ME THAT!!!!! YOURE ON DRUGS!!!! i go IM NOT ON DURGS IM OK MOM I WAS JUST THINKING YOUKNOW,,,, WHY DONT YOU GET ME A PEPISO??????she goes NO YOURE ON DRUGS!!! i go MOM IM OK IM JUST THINIKN she geos YOURE NOT THINKING YOURE ON DUGS NOPRMAL PEOPLE DONT ACT THIS WAY!!!!!! i go MOM JUST GET ME A PEPISE PALEASE!!!

AND ALL I WANTED WAS A PEPSIE!!!! JUST ONE PEPSI!!!! AND SHE WOUDLNT GIVE IKT TP ME!!!!!!1

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and then you finally get one of these: BABANANAAAA coveted pieces of TAIl that have been buklt up as a gradn TROPHY in your nothing life, and you try despserately ro keep it, not to protect it, bu to hoard it, to keep it away from all the other wolves and jackals circling your territory. and then you realise, all to soon, tha tyoutre not good enoughg, and maybe there was some jerkoff called darwin after all, and you never acknowledged his existence because oyu knew you truly were what you feared you were: WEAK passive and ultimately BROKEN by those who were makde the FITTEST. and through your weaknesses yotu buklt up a poison,,, that poision the others around you,,,, that you LOVE..... and the only true justice... was to let those dominant jackals FEED ON YOU........ SURVIVE OF YOU......

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i love. this blog. so muhc. thank you. all. for being. my ride. or die. for. a fuckin. hour. best. hour. of. my. life

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when i got asked to recite my ten timestables i was all like 10 20 30 40

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becaues liek. SHE WAS goin onandon abtou how like apparenyly jesus had this twin???? and she was like he knew nothin about sin or whtvr itw as kinda uncomfortable honestly

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19/8/5 // 19/1/9/4 // 10/5/19/21/19 // 8/1/4 // 1 // 20/23/9/14 // 23/8/15 // 11/14/5/23 // 14/15/20/8/9/14/7 // 1/2/15/21/20 // 19/9/14

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ba ba na banabanabanabana ba ba na banabanabanabana bum bum bum bum bum bum

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hear the sirens come for me ohohohyeah

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I RIPPED YOUR HEART OUT FROM YOURCHEST

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i wish i could breathe in the same bpm as your favourite song. and i wish that it would keep changing tempo so that i could hyperventilate and suffocate because IHAVE ASTHMA :/

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sooo basically. rigth. his sitster came over, yk? and she. was just. OUTTT of her mind

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8/9/19 // 19/9/19/20/5/18 // 3/1/13/5 // 15/22/5/18 // 19/9/5 // 23/1/19 // 15/21/20 // 15/6 // 8/5/18 // 13/9/14/4

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𝔀𝓮'𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓭 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓱𝓸𝓻𝓻𝓲𝓫𝓵𝓮 𝓶𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮 👅

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WITH the radio ON AND the curtains DRAWN

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the government is corrupt, and we're on so many drugs

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i think im the most goated person on this website and ive been here for like haf ab# hour