I always knew I was different. I was not into the same things as my friends were, did not enjoy the same type of music or activities. And at first it was hurtful and painful to be this misunderstood, to not really have anyone to talk to, to not have anyone that cared about what I was saying. But I learned to accept it, I learned to accept myself. To love myself. I became more confidence, was not as scared anymore, did not care what others said about me, was not afraid to stick up for myself, and I did not feel as alone. That is all thanks to a group that I found in 2010, a group that I have been following for almost 8 years now. A group that made me laugh and cry, and made me feel proud. A group that taught me how to love myself, and I truly did. But most of all I loved them. And it might be strange because I never knew them personally, but I really did. I loved listening to their music, I bought their merchandise, the products they modeled for, and even went to a concert they performed at in 2012. I was, and will forever be their fan.
Yesterday, on December 18th 2017, we lost an angel that will shine even more brightly up in heaven. For being one of five that taught me all these things, for helping me in accepting myself, and loving myself all I want to say is Thank You! Thank You for being there for me through your music. Thank You for saving me. I might have just been a strangers face in the audience but you meant a lot for me. SHINee will forever be 5, however, now one of them is an angel. Kim Jonghyun, I hope you have a safe journey and that we will meet again in the future, in about 70 years or so. And when we meet I will make sure to tell you that You were Loved, and will Always be Loved. You were and will Always be Appreciated. And You will always be Remembered!
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