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shian | 25 | they/them

[shimuriya]

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you . You don't know how much i miss you.

[shimuriya]

everything is you. everything I do reminds me of you, and I'm catching myself buying things that you said "oh I like that" or things that when I see them, I see you. You are in my mind all the time, and I dream of you every night.

[shimuriya]

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I feel so happy after a long time

for a dream of mine will finally come true.

I was waiting for it, I don't know how long. But it's finally here, and I am alive to live it.

[shimuriya]

I was checking my new year's resolution for 2025, just to see if I achieved anything that I wanted to. I had seven goals for the year. Some silly ones like quit smoking, and some that actually mattered. I was staring for five good minutes this list, until I decided to highlight the number ''5'' from 2025 and make it ''6.'' I found it dumb, but I rolled a cigarette and laughed with me that I couldn't even complete one goal that apparently wanted to, last year.

[dumblr]

Suddenly I don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because I have always yearned for someone to understand my soul.

[shimuriya]

I was keeping my rage for such a long time until I was filled up and converted it to red. who would have thought that letting it explode would only leave me with regret and tears running down my face. I don't want to feel like that and I don't want to turn into red. Even if I am bound to be in disguise I always hated that colour after all.

[mournfulroses]

Natalie Diaz, from a poem titled "September 2001," featured in The World Keeps Ending And The World Goes On

[literaryvein]

L. V., excerpts from the afterword

[maliusaidh]

[shimuriya]

in the last day of November the yellow leaves of trees are filled with the sun light. and the noise of the street makes me sleepy. I don't want to wake up.

[thoughtkick]

“I don’t care anymore, but sometimes, it hurts just a little.”

— Taya

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— josé olivarez // natalie diaz

[paper-wounds]

[paper-wounds]