To those who probably noticed that I haven't posted on this blog at all for a while, I'm sincerely sorry. I've been going through a phase where I just don't feel like trying with anything. I have been contemplating deleting this blog for a while now, because I just don't have the right resources or apps to make good comics, and I don't know what to post. I see other Shinhwa blogs making such amazing things dedicated to the members, but..I basically feel like a bug in a huge garden. But at the same time, I also don't want to hurt those who enjoy seeing the things I post when I do post them..so for now, like I have been, I'm going on a hiatus. I don't know how long it'll be, and I may lose followers, but that's the sad part..I don't even have the motivation to talk to anybody on any social media. I want to, but I just feel like I'll end up coming up short when it comes to what I talk about, and if I don't reply for whatever reason, those people may dislike me; I'm painfully shy (I literally cry if it gets bad enough; how pathetic am I?), have anxiety AND depression, and it's super hard dealing with both, especially when I grew up being told I'd never amount to anything, that I'm worthless and "retarded," and that I'm just a waste of oxygen who should "find a lovely bridge, slit [my] wrists, and jump off". It feels like I'll lose things if I don't try for them, but I don't have the motivation at the same time. I'm stuck in that mindset where I feel like if I don't talk to anybody, they'll have nothing to say about me. If they know nothing about me, they'll have nothing to use to put me down. I'm also in the process of trying to get my life back together, especially since I just moved out a while ago, and I'm getting used to being on my own. I'm gonna stop typing now since I'm on the verge of tears, so for now, I guess this is farewell..I love you guys, and I'm so sorry.. ❤️💔