// 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒

[...] 𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑛 & 𝑖𝑡 𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑠 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡

[shiranken]

                 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐄𝐍  is  an  independent  fandom  based  original  character  for  Kobayashi  Sayuri.  Private  &  highly  selective  based  on  canon  material  &  mythology,  folklore,  along  with  a  plethora  of  references  from  literature.  Works  highly  on  crossovers  &  the  usage  of  various  verses.

                  (  a  case  study  )  the  ideal  perfection  within  a  broken  vessel,  the  dragon  heart  slumbering  in  a  lamb’s  body,  beloved  daughter  of  flames  &  embers,  the  little  spark  who  ignites  an  inferno,  a  rotting  sun  within  her  glory,  the  enchantress,  bravery  of  a  rabbit  girl.  

                                   carrd | biography | headcanons | pinterest | prompts

  Medium  Activity,  primarily  fueled  by  insomnia &  sporadic  activity  due  to  creativity  spurts.  note;  the  following  themes  of  this  muse  are  triggering,  spawning  from  the  suffering  of  feminine  grief  to  psychological  horror  /  thriller, cosmic horror, along with body horror.  Take  this  into  consideration  when  following,  thank  you.

         ( verses: dragon age, final fantasy 7 , final fantasy xiv , cyberpunk 2077, BLEACH, house of the dragon, elden ring, baldur's gate, devil may cry, alice in borderland, jujutsu kaisen, a knight of the seven kingdoms, interview of a vampire / vampire chronicles, berserk, resident evil with the option of infinite darkness)

𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑰𝑵𝑵𝑬𝑹 𝑪𝑰𝑹𝑪𝑳𝑬: antinomos, katana-otoko, saburaito, achroanimus

CEREZA,  they/them/she/her/creature.  (25+)

please be polite & kind, that is all I ask. if you want something be it a ship, starter, or a certain interaction be direct instead of dancing around the subject, I tend to respond quicker to those who make their intentions known instead of playing guessing games.

IF YOU FOLLOW FIRST I DO EXPECT YOU TO REACH OUT FIRST, that's all I ask, thank you. I'm very easy going to break the ice with but it helps me to get a feel for interactions.

I use an extreme amount of critical thinking when it comes to literature as it truly is my passion along with insight into different philosophical takes. yeah, it's tumblr role play, susan but I also just like writing & making others smile with what I write. if you cannot handle the fact I work with dark content matter, please leave.

I'll eat you if you plagiarize my muses, steal my plots, or act cute about it :) don't steal my fcs, lmao, trust me, I will know. Please note, I am not doing this to sound like an asshole, I am very skeptical when people follow me then quickly start using the same FC. I sometimes buy source material (books, digital products, ect) to make icons or find a particular faceclaim. I have no trouble at all giving you resources or even sourcing an FC, I do have a problem when it becomes abundantly clear my aesthetics and overall structure of my blog is yoinked. Ask me! I will always help out when I can. The same goes for graphics, art comms, just ask and I will give you resources.

Please remember to like any prompts or starters that I write for you. If this is a repeat thing, I will be less inclined to interact as it comes off rude when I write something for you but it is ignored.

I'm sometimes here, but not here, meaning I'm zoning out mentally or I'm just burnt out by the day because having adult responsibilities sucks and I also like touching grass. if you cannot be patient or openly discuss things with me, this might not be the place for you. I do not tolerate jealousy, pettiness, or people who refuse to discuss and somehow think I can read minds.

yes, I do write smut and yes, this female muse is overpowered. leave your misogyny at the door, I've been writing sayuri for over five years on tumblr, I've seen and heard it all when it comes to female ocs, none of it is approved here.

multiship! unless we have spoken in depth about becoming exclusive, I am def a multi ship person.

I am a big yapper ooc wise, idk why this needs to be stated, but if you can't handle that this probably isn't the place for you. I also tend to be very busy irl, it does not mean I'm not up to chit chatting, responses just vary in time.

that's it, yaaayyyy, just again, be kind.

CEREZA / 30 / THEY / THEM / CREATURE(?).

credits: carrd / graphics: blightbitten, icon template / divider / promo: prayreturn

[shiranken]

ahem, I guess it's time to ask for crisis core & rookie threads with miss yuri since she was still semi-delightful ini this time as her recruitment is the same when reno was picked up

[shiranken]

          𝒔𝒂𝒚𝒖𝒓𝒊 𝒍𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒚𝒂 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒌𝒔

big thank you dreiidrie to for the lovely commission! PERSONALS DNI!

[shiranken]

Guess it's time to resurrect Sayuri's VII verse I was talking about her rookie turk days ealier

[shiranken]

if you want to pspspsp me just speak about ffx.iv, bleach, or dragon age then I will gently crack a window to slither into ur house

[shiranken]

idk how I'm going to frame her little wings, maybe another gift from tiamat, though I redid Sayuri's visuals in FFXIV. I'm hoping with the NGE crossover along with new expansion she will be able to have a coherent storyline once more considering she is an emissary for dragonkind rather then a WoL.

[shiranken]

idk how I'm going to frame her little wings, maybe another gift from tiamat, though I redid Sayuri's visuals in FFXIV. I'm hoping with the NGE crossover along with new expansion she will be able to have a coherent storyline once more considering she is an emissary for dragonkind rather then a WoL.

[6exta]

HE'S   SEATED   WITH   A   HAND   RESTING   AGAINST   HIS   KNEE   ,   LOOKING   BORED   .   grimmjow   regards   idly   as   people   pass   him   by   ,   brows   knitted   together   irritably   .                        “                buncha'   fuckin'   ants   …                ” 

OPEN !

[shiranken]

          SHE’S  CAREFULLY  HIDDEN,  movements  that  are  fragrant  with  the  soft  essence  of  rose  &  decay,  her  hands  clasping  a  trinket  he  could  not  find.  Emerging  quickly  from  around  him,  her  head  tilts  curiously  to  the  side,  “Not  a  people  watcher,  I  take  it?”  the  shining  apple,  prized,  rare,  where  the  darkness  itself  had  all  but  taken  such  fleeting  moments  of  joy.  She  then  sits  beside  him,  hand  resting  on  her  pale  gown. 

          “Want  a  slice?  I’m  trying  to  figure  out  how  I  can  continue  to  grow  these  in  the  shadows.  Unless  you  enjoy  scowling,  don’t  let  me  stop  you”  

[shiranken]

I'll be on Sayuri this weekend, I'm trying to ease into vacation but per usual, I'm on survival mode cause anxiety. Anyway, I currently made a new blog so come hang out with 2-D, yes that 2-D @missingeyes

[aarontaylorjohnson]

CARRIE (1976) dir. Brian De Palma

[bornwithxgene]

JURIN for PS118 (feat. Rapsody)

[maliusaidh]

[zachrp]

ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ RANDOM TEXT MESSAGE PROMPTS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.

[TXT] : answer the question.

[TXT] : you left your jacket here.

[TXT] : ignore that last message.

[TXT] : must be my fault somehow.

[TXT] : this was a bad idea but i'm doing it anyway.

[TXT] : guess i misunderstood the vibe.

[TXT] : i'm only texting you because i'm drunk.

[TXT] : i can't stop thinking about your hands.

[TXT] : you're not gonna believe this..

[TXT] : i'm blushing shut up.

[TXT] : okay wait no don't answer that.

[TXT] : i didn't say anything because i didn't want to argue.

[TXT] : be honest with me.

[TXT] : are you free tonight?

[TXT] : i'll explain later, just call me now!

[TXT] : i like it when you looked at me like that.

[TXT] : i should stop texting before this escalates.

[TXT] : i keep rereading that message.

[TXT] : are you trying to distract me on purpose.

[TXT] : i hate that you were right.

[TXT] : you'd be so proud of me right now and also disappointed.

[TXT] : cheers to bad decisions.

[TXT] : i had a dream about you.

[TXT] : i thought you were coming?

[TXT] : wow that's crazy.

[TXT] : it's whatever honestly.

[TXT] : your stuff is still here.

[TXT] : open the door.

[TXT] : what are you doing right now?

[TXT] : don't screenshot this.

[TXT] : don't make me ask twice.

[TXT] : i'm grabbing coffee, want one?

[TXT] : what are we?

[TXT] : no really it's fine.

[TXT] : you don't have to lie.

[TXT] : i don't feel great.

[TXT] : don't rush i've only been waiting.

[TXT] : i forgot the grocery list.

[TXT] : don't do this over text.

[TXT] : did i do something wrong?

[TXT] : i don't trust myself around you.

[TXT] : running late sorry.

[TXT] : you make it hard to be good.

[TXT] : i told myself i wouldn't text you tonight.

[TXT] : are you mad at me.

[TXT] : please answer me.

[TXT] : i told you not to do that.

[TXT] : can i come over?

[TXT] : i'm outside.

[TXT] : you're being unfair.

[TXT] : that's not an excuse.

[TXT] : can you stay on the phone with me?

[TXT] : are you busy?

[TXT] : please tell me you're okay.

[TXT] : i think i fucked up.

[TXT] : i need to vent.

[TXT] : do you want food?

[TXT] : this is messing with my head.

[TXT] : i should not be imagining this right now.

[TXT] : are you mad at me?

[TXT] : please say something.

[TXT] : can you lie for me?

[TXT] : i found your keys!

[TXT] : i just thought you'd let me know.

[TXT] : i know you're awake.

[TXT] : stay the night.

[TXT] : you look good and you know it.

[TXT] : this reminded me of you!

[TXT] : this conversation is not helping my self control.

[TXT] : i love how you only respond when it's convenient.

[TXT] : i love you and i hate that i love you.

[TXT] : you left me on read.

[TXT] : i cleared my schedule.

[TXT] : i can't keep doing this.

[TXT] : are you alone?

[TXT] : stuck in traffic.

[TXT] : you could've just said no.

[TXT] : i don't want to be alone.

[TXT] : who are you with?

[TXT] : something has to change.

[TXT] : if you were here right now i'd be in serious trouble.

[TXT] : i'm done.

[TXT] : don't tease me.

[TXT] : i'm getting worried.

[TXT] : oh okay i guess we're not talking anymore.

[TXT] : where are you??

[TXT] : i'm thinking about you.

[TXT] : i hate nights like this without you.

[TXT] : can you come get me?

[TXT] : look up.

[TXT] : i trust you.

[TXT] : i need help.

[TXT] : this is flirting right?

[TXT] : i changed my mind about earlier.

[TXT] : it's fine do whatever you want.

[TXT] : it's not what it looked like, okay?

[TXT] : my brain won't shut up about last night.

[TXT] : please come get me before i make worse choices.

[TXT] : that was not funny.

[TXT] : i'm proud of you.

[TXT] : i don't know why i'm telling you this.

[TXT] : i'm sorry, i should've said something sooner

[TXT] : please don't be mad..

[TXT] : are you coming over or just teasing me?

[TXT] : i won't bother you again.

[TXT] : i almost sent this three times.

[TXT] : did you get home safe?

[TXT] : you don't owe me anything clearly.

[TXT] : i miss you.

[TXT] : guess who i just ran into..

[TXT] : i can't sleep.

[TXT] : i need clarity.

[TXT] : tell me to behave.

[TXT] : okay fine you win.

[TXT] : hello?

[TXT] : you did good.

[TXT] : do you miss me?

[TXT] : i'm bored, entertain me.

[TXT] : are you safe??

[TXT] : you're unbelievable.

[TXT] : i shouldn't have said what i said earlier.

[TXT] : i hope you're asleep because this is embarrassing.

[TXT] : don't ever say that again.

[TXT] : are you flirting with me?

[TXT] : you owe me gas money.

[TXT] : stop avoiding me.

[TXT] : call me when you see this!

[TXT] : you still mad?

[TXT] : can we talk in person?

[TXT] : can i crash at your place?

[TXT] : you're going to get me in trouble.

[TXT] : i'm spiraling.

[TXT] : you're doing this on purpose.

[TXT] : okay i'm done texting now.

[TXT] : you look cute.

[TXT] : glad you had fun.

[TXT] : i'm exhausted.

[TXT] : i'm trying to be respectful but you're not helping.

[TXT] : why would you think that was okay??

[TXT] : i want to move on.

[TXT] : thanks for the heads up i guess.

[TXT] : you left your panties here for a reason didn't you.

[TXT] : you know exactly what you're doing.

[TXT] : please don't tell anyone.

[TXT] : remember when we said we wouldn't do this again.

[TXT] : i can't find my shoes.

[TXT] : do you always do this or just to me?

[TXT] : tell me you don't miss me so i can shut up.

[TXT] : you crossed a line.

[TXT] : you up?

[TXT] : you didn't have to do that.

[TXT] : don't get smug.

[TXT] : i'm on my way!

[TXT] : i should not be saying this.

[TXT] : remind me to tell you later.

[TXT] : come over.

[achillesinhighheels]

Araki impression

Struggled because of censorship

[antinomos]

“They come willingly.” It's a declaration of pride and inevitability as the scene unfolds like forbidden kabuki, hosted at midnight in a theater house made of rotting wood with endless rings to drive all spectators who dare steal a glance into spirals of madness. The crooked monk and the fallen geisha, speaking in clandestine voices like the lone wind chime that decorates the dilapidated exterior and whistles hollowly throughout the night, heard only by those who toss fitfully awake from forsaken dreams better left buried in the unconscious mind. As for him, Geto Suguru keeps his own dreams held in ink and hung for all to see, granting them distinction never earned by delusion. “For a man to lead a spiritually sound life that never lacks in beauty, it's advised he goes to temple in the mornings and visit the okiya in the evenings.” It's a proposition of teamwork, evidently, much like the tea. He'd never pour otherwise, sharing his prosperity only with sorcerers.

“A monk without a tongue speaks no evil.” And as for him, he speaks however he'd like, words as material that would gain him more material to guarantee both livelihood and the fruition of his ambitions, and would urge her to do the same had she not already decided upon such candidness. The shadow she casts upon his scrolls from where she stands blotting out the setting sun from the doorway is akin to doubt born of aversion, what would be found as a threat to spiritual wellness and enlightenment alongside greed. Instead of denouncement followed by guidance, he encourages her to remain sharp. “My temple is not welcoming to the fickle tourist, is what I'd normally say, but you've never been one to go sightseeing as you were one to wander, Sayuri-chan.” He adopts the familiar voice of a dignified senior who could listen if believed. “So, what brings you? Run into trouble in fair Kyoto? I'm nothing if not benevolent to kin.”

[shiranken]

    ' THE USAGE OF FLATTERY GREYS THE WATERS ‘ with an idle gesture, her hands moving, shoulders shrugging. The irony was humorous as it was dry in wit, she’s a sentimental creature, in another life if they were not at odds this conversation could have been sung over hōjicha as the melodious air perfumed in sickly sweet poisoned dance to the rhythm of each beating word. With arms folded over her bust, the haori is painted in hues of violet, uniform precision only worn by those who ascended into the ranking of true entertainers.

    The art form of manipulation & sabotage, olden as time, olden as the day their accursed blood spilled upon the soil rooting itself into thick vines. “It’s ill advised to speak with beautiful women come evening, you never know what they truly are, I am sure you keep such virtues” only lesser men learned quickly in the contortion of moonlight or pale lanterns, an illusion was set, a trap that was unrelenting in allowing them to escape. Her nose wrinkles, breaking the astute nature of her silhouette, an unrelenting ruthless woman in her nihongami.

    “It’s difficult to speak without a tongue in general, worthless appendage if you never learn how to properly use it, in some ways I suspect that isn’t a loss” the elongation of spindle limbs, moving swiftly, then vanishing as her head cants to the side. Long treks where she plays naive to all that surrounds her, merely a traveler looking for home in flourishing neon or a land that has spoken a thousand times to her quivering soul, reminding her, if she missed one step like those before - she would slip.

    Who was to say her reasonings for such visitations? There was no righteous nature in striking brethren, the justification outweighed the complexity, sorcerers were not bound to the ideals of normal men, in their wretchedness or holy nature, they would live without gratitude & die glorious or useless. Bickering amongst the higher ups was a nuisance by clan decree; they were never to involve themselves without coin. Even then, limitations of the contract were assigned; the removal of another jushiki sorcerer was to mend the disturbance & delicate eco-system. A former peer, despite his unsavory extra curricular activities was considered dubious at best, each woman without a face warned, only good for tea & bland diatribes.

    “I needed a change of scenery, please, whatever happens in Kyoto I can handle it, that is sweet of you to show concern” she often thought of the small girl by the river bank, coughing blood into pale frail hands, if the binds of fate had not been severed - the land of their ancestors would be her domain. “Contrary to belief, I have no qualms with you, senpai. This is neither a house call for warm reunions, I’m merely haunting the grounds temporarily, how many curses are within your arsenal? You can tell me, it’ll be our secret”

[shiranken]

Whenever I'm fiddling about in xiv I constantly think; idk if Sayuri even has an ancient she could be compared to, considering her aether is all fucky due to Tiamat. if I had to choose, she'd probably be a previous variation of Athena. Who knows? She's somewhat like Thancred, her connection isn't severed or diminished, it's mixed with Tiamat's granting her boundless aether while also causing her great distress she does not speak of.

[shiranken]

i send kaz in

𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐒𝐀𝐘𝐔𝐑𝐈'𝐒 𝐓𝐘𝐏𝐄? // accepting.

          ‘ that is a suspiciously large amount of boxes you’ve checked off there, what’s your stance on fungi as a parasitic entity or collective hivemind? answer carefully ‘