Β Β Β Β Β ( verses: dragon age, final fantasy 7 , final fantasy xiv , cyberpunk 2077, BLEACH, house of the dragon, elden ring, baldur's gate, devil may cry, alice in borderland, jujutsu kaisen, a knight of the seven kingdoms, interview of a vampire / vampire chronicles, berserk, resident evil with the option of infinite darkness)
please be polite & kind, that is all I ask. if you want something be it a ship, starter, or a certain interaction be direct instead of dancing around the subject, I tend to respond quicker to those who make their intentions known instead of playing guessing games.
IF YOU FOLLOW FIRST I DO EXPECT YOU TO REACH OUT FIRST, that's all I ask, thank you. I'm very easy going to break the ice with but it helps me to get a feel for interactions.
I use an extreme amount of critical thinking when it comes to literature as it truly is my passion along with insight into different philosophical takes. yeah, it's tumblr role play, susan but I also just like writing & making others smile with what I write. if you cannot handle the fact I work with dark content matter, please leave.
I'll eat you if you plagiarize my muses, steal my plots, or act cute about it :) don't steal my fcs, lmao, trust me, I will know. Please note, I am not doing this to sound like an asshole, I am very skeptical when people follow me then quickly start using the same FC. I sometimes buy source material (books, digital products, ect) to make icons or find a particular faceclaim. I have no trouble at all giving you resources or even sourcing an FC, I do have a problem when it becomes abundantly clear my aesthetics and overall structure of my blog is yoinked. Ask me! I will always help out when I can. The same goes for graphics, art comms, just ask and I will give you resources.
Please remember to like any prompts or starters that I write for you. If this is a repeat thing, I will be less inclined to interact as it comes off rude when I write something for you but it is ignored.
I'm sometimes here, but not here, meaning I'm zoning out mentally or I'm just burnt out by the day because having adult responsibilities sucks and I also like touching grass. if you cannot be patient or openly discuss things with me, this might not be the place for you. I do not tolerate jealousy, pettiness, or people who refuse to discuss and somehow think I can read minds.
yes, I do write smut and yes, this female muse is overpowered. leave your misogyny at the door, I've been writing sayuri for over five years on tumblr, I've seen and heard it all when it comes to female ocs, none of it is approved here.
multiship! unless we have spoken in depth about becoming exclusive, I am def a multi ship person.
I am a big yapper ooc wise, idk why this needs to be stated, but if you can't handle that this probably isn't the place for you. I also tend to be very busy irl, it does not mean I'm not up to chit chatting, responses just vary in time.
I need to bring back Sayuri is a chronic chain smoker but it doesn't effect her whatsoever due to the nature of her curse. She does it more as a self soothing mechanism or to busy her hands.
Β Β Β Β I need the entirety of Sayuriβs Dragon Age verse to show that her nature to trick Empress Celene came from the aspect of understanding at core she will always be a daughter from lower socioeconomic status. That the wars of Orlais hurt the common man & place women / their children in danger with little to give for those who are not in the higher echelons of society, she learned faith as a weapon to deceive in her bard kit, but her devotion to the Maker comes from a scared childβs need to be held when she was unsure or frightened. The Inquisition is meant to be suspicious of her because her miraculous nature of luck stems from her manifestation of whom she believes is Andraste guiding her to glory, it is not a spirit or daemon that holds Sayuri, it truly is divinity. She is meant to be questioned; where does she stand? Who does she fight for? Herself, those tossed into the frenzy, and others who seek freedom.
Β Β Β Β Her original namesake of the Lavender Queen comes from her humble start being the daughter of a tailor & lavender farmer, she smells like it, always, it is embedded into her flesh even when she is gilded in thousands of pieces of jewels, silks, satins, every exquisite luxury possible. Orlaisβs nature to faith culture but, Sayuri being revered by aristocrats, nobles, peasants, all for the way she speaks of faith is meant to show she is frightened as everyone else is but will lead with conviction for fear tests man in their intent. I just hate the trope of faith wavering, no, faith never wavers in her; it is what leads her to declare that Celene and Gaspard should both burn in the fires for tearing their homeland apart & pitting brethren against one another. It makes her dangerously focused as it does an act of judgement to declare if The Maker has deemed the Inquisitor their herald none shall question it.
Anyway, bit of an announcement, most likely in mid to late August I'll be moving this blog. Solely on the nature that I want to convert Sayuri fully into a high fantasy muse. If we have threads and dynamics in verses or AU's - don't fear, I will be keeping them all. I just realized I'm making my life more complicated by not allowing her to thrive in Dragon Age like she was meant to be. Also, I tend to feel cluttered after a year on a blog so a fresh clean start will certainly help. Till then, I am on a semi-hiatus primarily cause I have a lot of shows coming up in the next few months while focusing on my own education. .
anyway since we're also losing the ancient texts in anime culture, miss yuri has an ojou laugh, she uses it regularly. yes, she is the cute girl giggling when a nightmare situation is about to unfold, please run.
something about the kobayashi women understanding grief so intricately from the loss of sisters, daughters, their children, that it hinders deeply into the mourning state of womanhood that is always loss & sacrifice with nothing in return. the same nature that makes them inherently viewed as malevolent bringing comfort to one another that makes the unfathomably tender & beloved in their small sect.
It needs to become a running joke that Sayuri is obsessed with the idea of marriage. She reads bridal magazines while longingly staring at wedding dresses during trips to Tokyo but, will refute with an utmost fervor the mere thought is sickening because she has a cool girl image to maintain even if she also reads trashy romance novels.