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“ jesus fucking christ– i can’t. i can’t LOSE you. “

Curls in on himself, just enough. Enough to hide himself and hope that this is all some bad dream. A horrible dream, really. Nasty things like Nejire being attacked and this? Must be a bad dream. He’ll wake up, and it’ll be fine. He will be okay and his friend will care about him.

Kenji paused. Hesitated, actually. He wasn’t sure he had heard that one before. He was always certain that he was expendable. Disposable. That’s why he’d make a great hero---- nothing to lose. Maybe that wasn’t the case anymore.

He approached Akio, finally, and sat down beside him, leaning on the same tree. “I’m not going anywhere.” Ken said. “I mean, it’s true I have bad feelings and thoughts sometimes. But now that I have Miles and you... I know I can’t actually die. I couldn’t do that to you. I love you guys so much...”

#transmutatiing #ic.

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“ OF FUCKING COURSE I’M NOT OKAY WITH IT !! “

Despite his wish to stay silent, here he is. Screaming. His hand flies out, smashing into the tree once more and he stills, staring at it. It hurts, hurts so much to think about…winces, drawing his hand back slowly and leans into the tree.

He’s still crying, still bitter. Everything has gone wrong within a day, and he wants to leave now.

Kenji hated to see anyone he cared about angry and crying like this. He was having a hard time controlling his anxiety with how much it reminded him of his failures. Ken could remember his mother crying the same way.

You make my life so hard, Ken----

“... I’m sorry,” He mumbled, starting to spark rather badly at his fingertips. “I know there’s something wrong with me...”

#transmutatiing #ic.

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“ go fuck yourself. “

Snarled, through clenched teeth; his knuckles are BRUISED and bloody, he’s been punching a tree in his anger, in this silence. Doesn’t want to see him so he doesn’t turn, because he knows he’ll want to hit him if he does, but he can’t. Akio knows, in his mind, that he still cares so fucking much.

And he would never hurt him.

“ go fucking leave like you’ve always fucking wanted to. “

Kenji was on a different page than Akio was. As far as he knew, he had expressed that he had wanted to die. He thought that he would react the same way others usually did; with distress and worry. But his best friend didn’t react that way...he was mad.

But Ken didn’t understand.

“...So... you’re ok with me dying?” He asked genuinely.

#transmutatiing #ic.

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THERE goes his phone, shattering against the wall. Watches it break, breathing raspy and silent, his anger fueling him for a short, sparse moments before he falls to his knees. Doesn’t want to read it, think it. Someone he cares for, so fucking important, doesn’t fucking care? Seems like the story of his goddamn life.

He’s crying before he even realizes it.

It didn’t take long for Ken to figure out where Akio was. Even as intoxicated as he currently was, he knew his best friend too damn well. Kenji couldn’t recall if he was angry, or if he felt bad for dragging his friend into his own emotional mess. Nobody deserved his baggage.

“Hey,” Kenji found him, doing his best to lean on a tree, as he was...not quiet sober yet.

#transmutatiing #ic.#there u go

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You ever have drafts but then are like....today is not a draft day.

#[ Power Off ]#ive had a story i wanna get back to on Archive.#maybe ill do that

"How much would I have to pay you in order for you to kill me?"

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“You couldn’t, babe. There’s literally nothing you could do. Also, don’t even joke about that shit, kay?

I dunno what I’d do if I lost you...”

#ic.#plz miles he loves u so much..#equcstrian

‘ do you have that one person that you can’t look at when you’re trying to be mad at them because they’re so cute?? ’

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“You even have to ask?!” It should’ve been more than obvious who that person was to Ken. His boyfriend, Miles, was a very special person in his world and had been for well over a year now. There were plenty of times they had fought in the past, both differing in opinion from time to time.

But rarely could Kenji ever build up any real anger. He was laid back enough as it was, being mad at his adorable little boyfriend was near impossible.

#ic.#boy in love #transmutatiing

‘ every time i speak i am reminded why i should not ’

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“Hey now, you came to me to learn confidence, right?”

Kenji was sure Tamaki could’ve gone to someone like Togata for lessons like that, but the man wasn’t exactly...subtle. It was clear that in terms of confidence, Tamaki needed someone who was relatively laid back and simply not intense for help.

“If there’s anything you should remember, its that sounding stupid or being wrong isn’t the end of the world.”

#ic.#yes hello i had an idea for a plot so here it is #solchimaera

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