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why does my future depend on me i dont like this

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everyday i feel myself getting worse yet do nothing about it 

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im bored to death

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all it takes is one song to bring back thousand memories 

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how do i kill these thoughts, before they kill me

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i want all my memories to disappear

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i want to tell everyone about this secret world i carry inside me

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my soul is sick, my brain is sick

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fuck the world, i cant fit in here

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sometimes i get so far into my head that i forget anything else exists 

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i think i lost my mind a while ago

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im a little scared, but i will succeed

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you all fighting your demons im crying in mine’s arms

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closer to death than living

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we out here questioning our sanity again

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i want to feel safe im tired of nightmares

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i wish i had more energy