Should i gain?

well, i guess i am? 27, Europe

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what a bunch of pathetic dumb feedees we’re all. most of us had an athletic or thin body, the dream of many people, and we’re all there just canceling plans to be alone stuffing our face in beds during the weekends and disgustingly eating enough for three or four people just to lay on our couch moaning burping and rubbing our stretched stomachs, showing the damages of the unhealthy amounts of food we’ve been forcing into ourselves to strangers online. all getting fatter and dumber together, becoming more and more pathetic fat messes to the rest of humanity. shameful and ridiculous people but there’s no way we’ll stop

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happy because: i just love to eat + the consequences of it make me h*rny as fuck 🤷‍♂️

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it’s called abs

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these last weeks have been good to my belly 🔥

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growing a belly so i don’t need to use belts anymore

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I think I can make people believe I'm going to the gym when i wear this workout shirt, right?

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😵‍💫

(the twinkness is struggling to resist)

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You know you’re completely wrecked when just buying food in the supermarket or at a restaurant already makes you hard

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not actively gaining these weeks but this thing just won’t go away, it’s solidly settled and ready to grow more

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i just know now that i’ll never be able to keep a classically fit body anymore on the long term. even if i doubt or loose some weight at some point in my life, i’ve gone too far in feederism’s pleasures and letting go to forget it. my brain is forever addicted and fried. every time i have a free day alone all i can think about is how i’m gonna stuff my face and gain more weight. it’s taking its sweet time because my metabolism burns calories SO fast but now that my weight has been only going up since the end of january (a bit more than 15lbs) i see no end in sight

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i’ve been too busy to actively gain in the past weeks but i guess i just never go back to a naturally leaner body anymore, a lot of unchangeable damages have happened since january, i know where the 7kg/15lbs are hiding 🤷‍♂️

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i really don’t see how i will hide this i’m gonna be so teased this summer i was so skinny last year 🥲 (and from now to july, it’s 3 more months of overeating, im not gonna pretend that i’ll slow down it’s impossible, i became such a greedy pig)

[shouldigain]

the belt loop I always used to fasten my belt until January—what the hell 😭 It’s not just ridiculously tight, it actually hurts

[shouldigain]

can we see you trying to flex? any abs left?

yeaaaaah sure they’re not that far, right?

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i have nothing to say but: buuuuurrrp