Entry: Feeling Stressed
There comes a day like this that I usually feel more stressed than usual. I do not get stressed by work these days rather I get stressed when things that I own get damaged/not working.
This day is one of those days. I do not get to use my laptop that often because my boyfriend uses it for "side-line" work. (Side-line work is not actual work for me but it does the job in providing him money to eventually by his OWN computer one day.) I really hate it when he brings my laptop home and I find that the WIFI is not working. I struggle to troubleshoot as much as I can then him hovering makes me more irritable.
I already have an idea in fixing the laptop but he keeps on instructing me how to do it. It really irritates me and puts me in a lot of stress. The fact that I cannot do what I need to do at the moment, I hate it when he hovers around telling me what to do and that I am doing it wrong. It is my laptop. Oh my mistake! HIS laptop already. (Though the settings are mine. I don't use it as much. He, on the other hand, has the device 24/7)
Don't get me wrong. I love to help him get some extra money but I want him to take care of the device just like I did. I got attached to my laptop because it was my first investment and I did not get to use it that much. It was like I never bought it for myself in the first place.
I was planning on creating a video today for my team at work. But ended up failing because the WIFI laptop was not working. I eventually gave up and thought of something else to keep me busy.
I feel like today, I was stressing out because of my laptop. HE was using that laptop! MY LAPTOP! The laptop that I am going to record winning streams with, the laptop that I am going to write numerous blogs and the laptop that I invested in to create youtube videos. Now I am back at my tablet and phone thinking, I shouldn't have bought that laptop.
Thinking in a couple of days, once HE FINALLY has the money to buy his precious PC, I am going to sell the laptop. I feel that it was not mine to begin with. I would feel much better for a new device than my current one. It just puts me in a lot of stress that one device.
Should I sell it or keep it?














