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𝓛𝓸𝓽𝓽𝓲𝓮, 22, 𝓫𝓹𝓭 not a ddlg blog

[sotsky-deactivated20231125]

please bless us with more of your sollux

here u go

[shylottie-blog]

I love you

[shylottie-blog]

As someone who's been professionally diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and who has gone to college for psychology, bpd is often misdiagnosed for bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder is NOT quick changing moods. Bipolar mood changes can last week's, months, days. For bpd, the longest a mood change can last is a day. That's a MAJOR difference.

[shylottie-blog]

hey everyone i made another blog!! it's @zolft and it's got more about bpd and stuff!!

[annaichor-deactivated20201019]

[kissedbythevoid]

by louisecehofski http://ift.tt/1WwsOj7

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[girlinlondon]

AK

[shylottie-blog]

suicide is less of an idea and more of a date on a calendar. it's like waiting for christmas. you know it's coming but instead of gifts i'll be dead

[phantombpd]

i am fragile and soft and all the things not made to last in this world

[traumatized-mouse]

someone: i’ll never leave / abandon you!

me: sounds fake but okay

[opheliabpd]

How I Control Splitting

These are some of the ways I have learnt to cope with my splitting. While they may not work for everyone or in every instance, hopefully someone will find some use in these strategies.

When I feel myself splitting on someone, I acknowledge it. I tell myself that I’m splitting, and that it’s the disorder speaking, not me.

If I’m splitting on a person, I try to distance myself from them to stop me lashing out. Being around them just increases the chances that I’m going to say something I regret and make things harder on both of us. 

[living-with-cptsd]

I feel so empty.. Like I don’t exist.

[furbyp]

That bpd feel when one minute you’re screaming, crying, scratching at your skin and pulling your hair and hitting yourself and ten minutes later you’re sitting on the sofa scrolling through tumblr eating potato waffles

[traumadoq]

Just little bpd things ✨💕✨

• letting anger and rage consume you until it takes over your entire body

•thinking you’re clean from self harm and being proud of it until you relapse again on impulse

•impulsively making big changes

•stealing someone else’s personality traits and not knowing your doing it

•stalking people who you hate/abused you on social media even though you shouldn’t

•analyzing every aspect of your relationship

•thinking that once one thing happens everything will be better

• saying I’m sorry over and over

•feeling suicidal over small things but not being able to say anything because you sound manipulative

• accidentally making yourself the victim in every situation

•blowing money on random things in an attempt to fill the emotional void in your heart

[rory-has-bpd]

man i wish one day i woke up and just. didn’t feel tired

[sleepygogh]

[baby-thestars-shinebright-deact]