Jeanette;Psycho

Jeanette;25 Youngsta;Hip-Hop;Graffiti Rocks;Psycho From The SickSide

[siicksiideziiad]

Its been 2 months since I buried my daughter. Fuckin shit man. My heartaches so fuckin much. I'm mentally exhausted. I can't do it.

[juneacademiaa]

the fact that i exist irritates me at least once a day

[frachella]

[jesse-beers-deactivated20141017]

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[aidashakur]

[siicksiideziiad]

I really thought I was going to have my babygirl in my arms for my birthday. All I wanted was to be home with her and my bf, have a nice dinner and enjoy my cake but I'm here in instead. Bawling my fuckin heart and eyes out. I love you so much Delilah 💓

[elvenfangz]

Beetlejuice (1988) dir. Tim Burton

[siicksiideziiad]

Delilah

My birthday is tomorrow and I was so excited to celebrate it with my baby in my arms. I've been a mess all day today, dreading tomorrow. I don't want to do anything at all anymore. I'm so fuckin lost, confused, depressed, I feel so empty and incomplete without her. My heart hurts so fuckin much. What did I do deserve this 😔

[m-oaning-myrtle]

[siicksiideziiad]

Life is not good right now but it’s ok . I’ll better my health both physically and mentally I can do it .

[siicksiideziiad]

Life is not good right now but it’s ok . I’ll better my health both physically and mentally I can do it .

[siicksiideziiad]

it's me again lol more depressed than ever. At 38 weeks pregnant I went to labor and delivery cus I wasn't feeling any movement from my daughter. They did two ultrasounds and both confirmed she no longer had a heartbeat. My heart broke into a million pieces. I don't understand, I'm angry, I'm exhausted and I hate the world again. She was all I wanted, all I needed in my life. I feel so empty and alone. I keep blaming myself. If I would of came in sooner she would probably still be here. Fuck. I fuckin hate my life, I hate myself,

[0nly-an-illusi0n]

[marcchurch]

[xskadi-deactivated20240221]

I don’t know what’s going on here but I’m in

[siicksiideziiad]

Idk anymore. Idk what I want or what to do. Idk.

[siicksiideziiad]

If it’s not one thing it’s another ): I’m terrified and my anxiety is bad at the moment. My doctor found a lump yesterday on my left breast. He said not to worry about it that it feels more like a gland . He send me either way to get an ultrasound because I am too young for a mammo gram and the radiation can actually cause cancer . My appointment for that isn’t till next month on the 14th. All I can think about is me having cancer. The wait for ultrasound is killing me. I’m praying it is just a gland or nothing too serious 😞 fuck

[aidashakur]

[siicksiideziiad]

I find myself thinking if I would be better of alone now. My mental health is definitely making things worse with my relationship and idk what to do