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[marriagebase]

Advice To Wives

Race to the door when he comes home, as if you were waiting for him. Smile and hug him. (via marriagebase)

[wnq-writers]

I’ve mastered the art of being empty and I don’t know if I’m ready to change that

vanltyteen  (via wordsnquotes)

[sillylittlejoe]

We can't always be strong even the toughest and largest things on this earth get worn down a little here and there I have strength and courage inside me it yearns to come out while the tears fall down my cheeks and erode the skin on my face I'm not gone, yet only small pieces have been chipped away I'll be okay here I am, I'm still standing I may not be what I used to be but maybe there is a new beauty to be found from what I have become

[sillylittlejoe]

Life is stressful; I get it. It's hard; I Understand. But we only get one life, after that who knows. In between me, myself and I, there's the person that matters most. So we can't let other people control our emotions with their actions. We have to fight for our tiny space, on this planet. As tiny as it is; it's ours. Even though its as temporary as a lifetime, its all the more reason we should cherish every precious moment of it. Every minute counts and on the second hand, you don't get any more time. So enjoy the present, for as long as it last. Nothing last forever, there is only a beginning to an end. So make the best of it. Our thoughts are powerful, our words reflect it. So be careful what you wish for, and on who you wish it on; cause you might just get it. Do the right thing; its so you never have to regret it. Its not about living your life being blind, its about gaining from other peoples perspective. We all out here looking for the same answers, but we don't even know the objective. We were put here to find ourselves, but we end up getting throne of track. A bunch of pawns chasing dreams, all way off track. Bottom line is we live only one life. Do express your feelings, thoughts and emotions that you have at the back of your mind. Nobody can read it inside there. Start living life.

[sillylittlejoe]

Its been a while. Update soon

[sillylittlejoe]

You have to say it somehow because if you don't it will sneak out of your ways

[sillylittlejoe]

25/02/2016

Somebody told me that i need to be friends to myself, loving myself in order not to feel left alone. Yea, you right. Or maybe try walk in my shoe.

Im living far from my family since i was thirteen. Start living by my own since age 20. Start living alone since age 23. If im not comfortable with myself enough, tell you what, I won’t be living my life now. And now I almost 26 years old. One thing that im feel im tired enough is living alone. Sounds cool but if and only you can feel me. Seeing nobody except four goddam wall is scary enough. Especially when you’re not in good shape.

Hopefully it will get over soon.

[naturaekos]

“Kindness, like a boomerang, always returns.”

Author Unknown (via naturaekos)

[sillylittlejoe]

Our story. #crissiealex

First phase.

Forever for us started in one normal day back then in 2007. The day that i saw her meters away and couldn’t help myself from staring and end up falling. But somehow she didn’t notice me at all since she already had interest to my roommate Hahaha. And the story begin….

After that, we started texting each others quite often and become so called “bestfriend” over the text messages. We never meet each other at all during that “messaging” period. How weird it was right? Im even laugh at myself remembering those innocent days. 😂😂😂. We talked and texted almost everyday, a little bit flirting i guess lol. Literally, I got deep but i couldn’t admit that i wanted more. The truth, I didn’t know a simple fascination would grow into a deep love. Maybe deep down what I needed is someone to make me laugh at myself whenever i am serious or at the lowest point. Who actually understands me well without me saying a word. And she holding that key technically. She is the only person that i fall a second after i saw her. Frankly, I don’t really believe in falling in love at that moment, but the first time I saw you was the first time I believe in first sight love.

The circumstances at that moment wasn’t with me. I have to bear that loving doesn’t mean having. By odd im still having her as my bestfriend tho. Sounds like already winning to me. More than enough at that period of time. No?

Basically this covered the first phase of our story. Till thennn…

[sillylittlejoe]

Somethings that I realized, for guy, if you're not able to reach their standard of living, you end up suffering your self to at least reaching the bottom of the line. Maybe not with your spouse, but with the others who have higher expectations. I will be lying if i say im not distracted at all with all of this. Yes we are what we are. And what matter the most is what we wanted it to be, but somehow there will be always somethings that is matter the most than what we are. Idk. Just rambling.

[sillylittlejoe]

Honestly, im at my lowest point of my mind. And I had hold it for so long. But today i cant hold it any longer. Being me isn’t the best feeling ever. No matter how much i give in, there is the point i feel like giving up. Literally i cry over myself. Sorry im not strong as everyone see.

First of February.

[coral]

He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.

Bob Marley (via feellng)

[sillylittlejoe]

Being in a relationship isn't about the number of text messages you send each day. It's not about the number of Facebook statuses you update about each other, it's not about the amount of pictures you post on Instagram on every single date. It's not about the number of gifts, presents or flowers you get. It's not about waking up to sweet texts or expecting poems or essays whatsoever. It's not about the want to have a girlfriend or a boyfriend so you can change your relationship status on a social network. It's not about the number of hugs or kisses you want out of the relationship. It's not about getting what you expect. It's about giving what's unexpected. It's about caring for another soul who is willing to spend his/her life with you. It's about falling in love, a little at a time, with pure honesty. It's about wanting someone enough, not giving two shits about how they dress, or how they look even. It's about smiling every single time you get a simple "hi". It's about being grateful for having someone to share your happiness and sadness with. It's about valuing someone's emotions. It's about trying to fulfill someone's hopes and dreams, in the midst of fulfilling your own. It's about going through hell and more together and coming back, on your knees the next day because you realize you're nothing without each other. It's about love. It's about making another person happy, even if it means sacrificing your own. It's about giving it your all, and expecting nothing in return. It's about waking up every day, glad to know that someone, somewhere, cares about you more than you do about yourself. It’s about you, and I and everything in between.

[sillylittlejoe]

The love of my life.

[sillylittlejoe]

2015 I cannot even wrap my head around the idea that it has been a year and today gonna be last day of twenty fifteen. I will always be thankful for everything that happened this year. For every single things that happened to me, im glad it happened. Soo much memories neither good or not, it is somethings that im pretty sure make who i am today. The one that i will never forget and should be highlighted is the day that I finally engaged to my soulmate. That day, in which you put my broken heart back in shape. It's hard to believe, the person that i had been dreaming of since the day i saw her 8years ago fall in love with me in the same way that i fall for her, but i have to believe it because it's been almost a year and will never forget the day you made me the happiest person alive and the person i am today. Believe me, i will always love you for the rest of my life. And look forward to tie the knot and upgrade the relationship to another level. All titles that we have, bestfriend, soulmate, fiance and just another step to make you MY WIFE. ❤️❤️❤️ Pretty awesome right sayang? Yea, many more memories, but i just wanted to highlight this one. It is too special for me. Thank you for making this year the best year of my life. I know we gonna have a lot more memorable years together. Thank god for the wonderful memories. Alhamdulillah. 31/12/15 01:30AM

[sillylittlejoe]

I'm sorry for not loving you like you deserve.

[hplyrikz]