Look at All My Asshole Children

-she/her- INTP-20-WIP fantroll blog (RP/ask/art/etc)

[silversovereign]

Might fuck around and remake my fantroll blog

[somecunttookmyurl]

just so people stop (hahahahah as if) asking me the same 3 or 4 things over and over again in tags/comments/my inbox

- no, normal people do not get sleepy when they drink caffeine????? people drink caffeine to wake themselves up / keep them awake. monster etc are called energy drinks. people. please. come on.

- no, normal people do not get heart palpitations/the shakes/headaches/nausea (physical effects that can resemble anxiety/panic attack) from caffeine. if vibrating straight into the shrimp dimension and coming back with a headache was normal, caffeinated beverages would not exactly be popular. you just have a low caffeine tolerance.

- yes, you can have adhd and a low tolerance for caffeine at the same time. caffeine tolerance is a liver metabolism issue. adhd is a brain abnormality. these things are unconnected and the end result is probably something like "i want to take a nap and am also vibrating". uniquely shitty way to get nerfed though, sorry bro.

- unmedicated adhd people get sleepy/relaxed when we have caffeine bc adhd brains are understimulated and caffeine is a moderate stimulant that gets you to just-under-neutral aka "sleepy nap times" zone. if you consumed enough you'd eventually get there but it's really not that powerful a stimulant and you're starting half a lap behind everyone else.

- i cannot believe i have to say this but if you are taking adhd meds then yes obviously caffeine will work more-or-less as expected? you already solved the understimulation problem what did you think the medication was for. "i take adderall and caffeine gets me buzzed" is not a counter-argument to "people with adhd get sleepy on caffeine". you did amphetamine and caffeine at the same time buddy. come on.

[somecunttookmyurl]

EXTREMELY concerned by the number of people unaware that caffeine is supposed to keep you awake given that it is quite famously the entire fucking point of it

[silversovereign]

Just gonna casually attempt to remake my blog

[silversovereign]

@roleplayfawn IT’S BEEN CONTINUOUS SINCE SUPERPUTINELECTION....

Oh god, has it? It just looked like it’s been especially busy in that tag lately, I haven’t even kept up with the fuckery Does that mean supernatural bullshit is NOT an omen of me trying and failing to rp here again lol

[silversovereign]

Why do I always manage to come back to fantrolls right around the time a new round of Supernatural bullshit blows up

[8bit-mau5]

Making adopts again so I can afford my cat’s 450$ surgery!! If you cant buy these, then please consider boosting!!  These are meant to be tiefling adopts, but changes can be made and color palette can be decided upon preclaiming them!! 

For these, I’ll allow half and half payment [half upfront and other half upon completion]

PRECLAIMS ARE 85 USD EACH, DM IF INTERESTED

Top left - SOLD

Top right - OPEN

Bottom left - OPEN

Bottom right - OPEN

[Rules under cut!]

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[silversovereign]

Hi guys. So I know I’m not terribly active on Tumblr and the FTC but I figured I may as well give an update for why that is lately.

I, as of right now after having a rapid test, am not positive for COVID. However, I’ll be taking a PCR test in the next few days just to make sure that I am not the little gremlin plague rat since rapid tests have proven to not be super accurate. I do, however, have strep throat and this bitch of a bacteria has come back with a vengeance after about 6 years of me sidestepping it. So that’s fun.

COVID in general also has me working insane number of hours at work, sometimes just over 30 to almost 60, depending on the week. School will be starting back for me in a few weeks which is a different brand of fresh hell. 

This, however, is only half of the situation and not why I’m writing this.

After recent events with the attempted coup in Washington DC, I have realized how very, very unsafe it is in my house for me. 

My mother is self-centered, controlling, gaslighting, and emotionally manipulative, on top of various kinds of abusive. It’s only in the past few years I’ve realized the extent of how very NOT NORMAL her behavior is, in part from my sister telling me what occurred when I was not around. For example, my mother trying to have my sister arrested and have a warrant out for her when my sister drove her own car to work after an argument about a laundry basket. Not to mention the constant, unyielding control my mother likes to exert over me in particular because I have allowed it for so long.

As the cherry on top, however, my mother is a white, middle class Trump-supporter that said last Wednesday, and I quote, “Had I known about [the protest/riot/coup] earlier, I would have gone too.” She has, before this, attempted to engage with me and my sister both in conversation regarding her support of Trump, how he was robbed of the election, how the voting and electoral counts are fishy, her denial of COVID being serious, her refusal to take the virus and masks seriously, and various other concerning topics. She has proven to not practice what she preaches, saying in one breath that black people, gay people, and trans people should be treated as equals, and in the second breath, condemning the protesters of Black Lives Matter, first many years ago in Ferguson and more recently in the vicious murder of George Floyd, as well as revealing how much she does not respect and will not respect the lives of POC and the LGBTQ community.

I am not out to her. I am GNC, a bi ace, a leftie, and potentially nonbinary, as I figure out other parts of my identity. I am not safe in this home, and I have not been for a while. I am not even safe in this area, as I live in the deep South and am surrounded by people with similar views to her. Currently I am working to move out as soon as possible, and the current countdown for me is until September. I am going to remain closeted, keep my head down, and tiptoe for 9 months so that I never have to live in this woman’s house ever again. I am currently working on removing my financials from her control, bit by bit, and should I remain on the work schedule I am on, I should just be able to move out by September.

I need a safety net though, so I’ll be trying to work on a shitton of adopts sometime soon in the future.

I will say this, though. I am lucky that I can pass unnoticed when I need to. For those of you who cannot, please be careful. If you are in DC, get out if you can, or stay in your homes as often as possible. If you are in major cities, do the same. Know that all of you are in my heart and in my thoughts.

[silversovereign]

Guess who has once again been nerfed by god and may possibly have COVID because they can only taste like three things

[silversovereign]

Playing Among Us with discord voicechat on is fun because you get to hear my scream of agony and then absolutely no context whatsoever

[silversovereign]

Spotify Wrapped really just told me “you’re a little edgy bitch aren’t you” and called it a day

[silversovereign]

The end of the semester approaches

What troll should I post about to kick off my winter break when finals are over?

[8bit-mau5]

MASSIVE ADOPT BATCH PRECLAIMS ARE NOW OPEN

I’m in pretty urgent need of money for medication and supplies, so I’m trying to get as many adopts out between my commissions as I can! Same as before, an additional 20USD can get you a monochrome bust like THESE. DM IF INTERESTED !!

PRECLAIM IS 35 USD 

RED: closed @dumpstertrolls​

BRONZE: closed @constellation-trolls​

YELLOW: OPEN

OLIVE: closed [@/avianis] [non-fantroll] 

JADE: closed [+sketch] @beeingventus​

TEAL: OPEN

PURPLE: closed [+ sketch] @corv0idae

VIOLET: closed [+sketch] [non-fantroll] [@/bulbasour]

KISMESIS COWBOYS 50USD: closed [+sketches] @beeingventus​

[closeups + rules under cut !!]

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[8bit-mau5]

ONLY YELLOW AND TEAL LEFT FOR PRECLAIM !!

[silversovereign]

Walks in

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Walks out

[8bit-mau5]

BIG BIG SPRITE PACK YEEHAW I wanted to get acclimated to my new tablet, so I decided to throw myself headfirst into a huge sprite pack! It took me a good bit of time to get used to the new controls and messing around with the calibration, but I think I’ve finally got the hang of it! It only took me 10+ hours of working on this lady KJHASHDG 

This was an old design I sold off ages ago, but the recent owner had given the rights + ownership of her back to me to do as I please! So I decided to give her sprites a HUGE overhaul. it started off as painting over the old file but then, as you can see, I went ham I’m just super excited and wanna list what she comes with. and to also wave this art around cos I’m Super Proud [and am on my way to finishing up another sprite comm =w=] This tablet… is lovely

what she comes with [all on their own layers]

1 sparkle layer

1 sweat drops layer

2 blush layers

2 tear layers

2 hairstyles

3 accessories

3 dresses

1 additional top 

5 brows

8 mouths

Unlimited mix and match eyes [with squint + half lid option]

Base body layer w/underwear

Overall she’s got $120+ worth of content and I am so SO happy with how she came out, I really did go above and beyond because I may or may not have gotten caught up in the process on accident ASDJHDHF

[screenshot of all her layers under the cut !!]

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[la-pou-belle]

hey yall I didn’t want to have to do work for my online classes so i made a uquiz instead. answer some questions and i’ll tell u what aspect of your personality annoys me the most

[la-pou-belle]

So far, people who get the same answer rb and tag this in VERY SIMILAR WAYS. Which is so cool!!! You know what really kills me though? People who get “you don’t like being held accountable” NEVER reblog it. BUT YOU GUYS ARE THE MOST POPULAR RESULT. I KNOW YOU’RE THERE. which tells me that you don’t like being held accountable SO MUCH that you will boycott a whole ass uquiz bc of it. And that, my friends, that is beautiful.

[la-pou-belle]

1) yeah, this is where ur name goes when u enter it in – idk why they even ask for it either

2) Sadboihrs, if you’re out there, I am COMPLETELY UNSURPRISED that you got conflict avoidant.

Edit: also this one

[silversovereign]

How do people eat popcorn with no sALT?

[silversovereign]

Sometimes life is getting super hot Chinese food and burning the roof of your mouth/ part of your gums but refusing to stop eating because it’s delicious but then later eating an apple and finding that it’s fucking burning where your mouth got burned earlier but once again your rabid goblin brain goes “heehee apple good” and you just cannot be stopped and somehow you fucking break the apple in half in one hand despite knowing damn well you have no hand strength and yet still you go undeterred until you drop both fuckin pieces of the apple onto your keyboard and you have to accept that this is your life now In other news my mouth hurts a little and my keyboard is a little sticky