A Wandering Blonde

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Invincible....

It's a word that means unable to harm...to go on forever.... We all think of our hero's as invincible, a few of mine are Johnny Depp, Peyton Manning, and JK Rowling...... But guess what? They aren't. They can be hurt, they can bleed, if there is a fatal accident, they will pass. My biggest hero's are my family, my mom and dad. Today, a family friend passed away and just what seems to be a year ago was healthy, happy , and going to church with us. A couple of days ago he lost his battle with cancer. I have always thought of my parents as invincible, but the tears in my fathers eyes today told me otherwise. But in a way..... Maybe they are...... I know that they have one Heavenly Father, and that he sent us his son to die on the cross. After they pass there is a way to see them again in heaven. So in a way I guess if we are saved , we truly are invincible. And that quality is something I find comfort in. #cancersucks #Godisgood #savedbygrace #invincible

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Just breathe

Prayer... Keeps me alive, keeps me sane. I need help

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Meme

I have on all accounts used my blog as a means to vent... A lot. Tonight, is the last night I have to clear my head before I get back to work. I am going to talk about a positive tonight, an amazing women, a grandmother, my Meme. On November 1st, my Meme went to be with the Lord. During the summers, I would spend the days at her house, and beg my parents to stay the night. We would go to her neighbors and pick from the garden, and I would shell peas until my thumbs where purple. It was also during these summers that I would learn of my love of fried okra, and have some of the sweetest tea I have ever put in my mouth. I learned how to sew a pillow, and crochet a chain. I would also play in the closet with my cousins until we where all sad to go home. She would take us to our aunts house where we would go swimming, and always get out of the water to a good home made meal. When I graduated from high school the same night as my cousin, she saw my cousin give her speech then drive 45 minutes to see me sing the national anthem. These are but a few moments of my child hood that today I want to share, but the most important thing I gathered from her was my faith. She had a Bible in every room, was a Sunday school teacher on sundays, and sang gospel songs with me every chance she had. I hope I can be the example she was for me for our future generations, and look forward to seeing her again someday. Hold onto the ones you love, she was here one second and then gone the next. You never know when the ones you care about the most are gone. #meme #family #love #faith #example

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Confidence... I officially have none

I used to find myself attractive, I used to feel that while I did my job, I was good at it, I used to think I was the best wife.... Unfortunately, I don't believe any of that right now. it takes a lot to wake up in the morning and go to work. I have started Zumba everyday, so that helps, but everything I worked hard for a year ago is gone. Now my home life, is wonderful I have the best husband anyone could ask for, but work. They say "do what you love, and you never work a day in your life." Unfortunately I am not a professional singer or actress, I am at the bottom of the barrel in a job I try not to cry going to everyday. My mantra right now is what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. The struggles you go through on a daily basis only make you a stronger individual that shows you have the ability to overcome.Right now I am at a low point, and I know that there is only way and that's up. I will continue praying reading and loving what blessings I have. If I didn't have a way to count them, and have God to put my faith in, I may just go crazy. I am lucky, I could be going through a lot worse and I know that, I wish I didn't feel this way.

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My husband, my best friend

So I have started out with some pretty harsh words in my first few posts... Yeah sorry about that... Those harsh words where spoken out of real life circumstances, and through it all, my husband was there. He held me through the tears, he told me it will be ok, and we prayed and put all problems into the hands of God. Now I am at my lowest point ever. I am crying, I'm pretty sure I'm depressed, and goodness knows I don't want anyone around me,but him. He makes me smile, laugh, and he holds my nose when I'm cold. He's my best friend, and the only thing I have to go on right now.

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Hate is such a strong word..

As I grew up, my parents taught me right from wrong just like any normal child. But one of the things that I was taught was that you don't hate anyone, you only dislike strongly. Well, I'm a bit older now, and I can honestly tell you, strongly dislike is not in the exact verbiage I would like to use to describe how I feel towards the human race. Someone broke into my car and stole mine and my husbands things, and well I can't even talk about how I feel about people. People are despicable , hard workers can't keep what thy earn because it is taken from them by way of abuse of power, taxes, or petty theft. And shoot... This is just scratching the surface. I mean even as a bullied child, I never took the things that happened to me out on anyone,because it wasn't fair to them. All in all,I need a lot to encourage me to have faith In the human race. I look everyday in hopes of someone proving me wrong, and pray one day, I'll accept it and just move on. I really need too because dwelling on the negative leads to negative thoughts. Well thank you for tuning in,and until next time, "you stay classy Arkansas."

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Fear

It’s probably the most interfering part of any emotion we come into contact with. Why? Because we can be scared of so many things… Money problems.. Work… Depression… Or sickness.. Fear covers almost anything if you think about it. “Well I’m afraid of burning my dinner,” or “I’m scared that my date will end in disaster.” Fear is an emotion that is not to be played with . It can mess with our thoughts and our dreams. It can make us think about unrealistic outcomes in situations we’ve never even thought of. Fear, something we must overcome so that it does not consume us.

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Starting monday.. I do a body cleanse, never done one I'm a bit terrified lol #arbonne #scared #28daydetox #30daysfit #supportplease

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He is one of the reasons I still have faith left in humanity. I will always be a daddy's girl

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Words that help me stand tall every day

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"All the world's a Stage, and the men and women are merely players; They have their exits and their entrances, and one man in his time, plays many parts

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WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

Greece. The food, the atmosphere, and getting away from it all is what I'm dying to see...