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[siriusfoxfriend]

Honesty

An angel of immeasurable leagues

The toe nail snaps

Backwards and

Shy wearing comets break thru

I swear I am the

Silent push

The never ending feeling of

Exclusivity

Honest to my heart

I am my worst pain

The limbs in the mirror

Move on their own

With no match in pace

What is reality but

A basis of understanding

The drafts and the chill

Are cool

Not cold but cool

The lists are weighted

And the stains are grey now

Washed enough times

The phone rings

It’s a new day

The coven of sense

[siriusfoxfriend]

A sorry moss

On your favorite sweat

Your cancer river dry

Your harm full of writhes

It is the new year

The combing ives

Sneak

Points to head

“It’s all in here”

Mouthing signal

Shoving up the dirt

Laid compost blustery

Challenger dirt

The trees whisper forever

On their leaves

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More is less is more is less is more

Is four hundred dollars

Thank you for your purchase

[siriusfoxfriend]

Wrists full

Of paintless reprieve

Mouth wet and angler

Shoes don’t fit

The coast ships and weights

All forecasts for flood

It’s under knowing

It’s past intensive

Never worry the worm

The honey bones

Or the barren body

There is time for these

There is time

Until the last black hole

Sucks in on itself

Just fitted wet rain

Rising falling shimmer

Your drain

Your new house

Your commitment

stillness eludes you

Even when you

Stick

[siriusfoxfriend]

Childish judgement

Your bounds are made for

Much more indutible charms

I kissed you

And your ankle

Weighed us both down

Chilling and caring

And watery bridge

Theres a way to move

To the next left

Without the

Heap of a heartache

You can make mistakes

And mellow them into

Life lessons

Shy but bountiful

I am like my father

So simple

Wisdom

Slipping out of

Clever honesty

And eyes roll into the abyss

But it’s all from love

And love

And love

[siriusfoxfriend]

Well if a wild ride is what you wish

You will receive

The finest rollercoaster

Any neon light had ever lit up

It’s inconceivable

The change

The pain

The holy molars

Chewing and gnawing their way

Back to health

I’ve never been a better gift

To myself

But the work is

Hardy

And the loss is heavy

At times

We nip it

And deafen our leaps into

Gravery

Tightening ropes

To keep us safe

From the cold tepid void

Just smile

If you feel warmth

And just walk

If you need to move

And just blink

If you need an iris

Quilted intelligence

And morrow heaped depths

Made of smooth

Hourglass sand

Cake heating

Mouth moves

And it’s ejecting my

Feelings out like never before

And never before

Have I made peace

With this honesty

[siriusfoxfriend]

Ulcer plain

Slosh of salt

Hidden candle

Bones are grave entanglements of grace

Still is left

Tomorrow the sun will ache a little more

I might follow a saddle step too

Cyclical abyss

Crunching my head and heart together

Where some crux thinks they belong

Shadows play and squander inside

I love to personify anything at all

It's painstakingly illuminated

[siriusfoxfriend]

Caring is snaring

Inscrutable mesh made

I try

What is left

I try

What is left

Where is my hero inside

For you

Battles or windfall

Or oblique strain

Caused in affect

My trust is ever so dearly

Fearful of world and capitulation

Mothering sore

Opaque angels give us some good ones

But elbow catching shapeshift

Done or done to

If bit by bit can conspire a candle flame

What I have not are only answers

I still ask questions

Because I have to be honest

At work I have to be honest

At birth I had to be honest

When I wronged I had to be honest

This is a seldom depth I cry to communicate

To what length

To what length

To what length

I remember feelings

The soft looming ember of your lips

The quiet heard loud and clear

The most indefinite answer

Casted through bumbles and

Castle tears

Oops I've upset weight again

And scale and matter

And mass and crying time

Soft wet in the center

Redacted to raw

Trying to understand myself really

Trying to understand

[siriusfoxfriend]

Crumbs on display

We all dance

Like crumbs on display

Mimicking the break of bread

Incredible breakfast

Wallowing in a soot of the soul

Groaning for disillusionment

What a nape on the irons neck

What a boisterous lullaby

Crave and ween yourself

Realizing you are your worst nightmare

And best dream

Crumbs on display

We dance like crumbs on display

Held in little feathers like

Nit picking paradise

Culminating bird like gods

Without knowing which the

Feather fears for us

Under cakes we dance

Like crumbs on display

Learning new feats

Getting something of dicomfort

In our eye

While we dance like crumbs on display

Shoe in the fact

That we are still learning

The book page to page

Letter to letter

Every true act of love

Will remember us

As we have danced like

Crumbs on display

[siriusfoxfriend]

Life just

As eternal pain

Eternal bliss

Bickering for a moment

A blip

Listed in center fuge

What do you mean

When you call bullshit on your

Self

Coals and tied tubes

And breakdown

After breakdown

After breakfast

I have help and easy ears

But the attention span

Of a duck

Inflated bread

Butter be wise

In chaos is changing

Listing

Listening

Eyeing your way out of

Your comfortable slew

Coming back to dream and

Dream again

Accepting the understanding

That you don't know

So much afterall

And for what it's worth

You know a lot

So what to do

Besides twiddle your thumb

And break an ancient wound open

Once again

Let yourself

Be willing to fail

And learn to try

Again

Without the sour holds

Of your antics saving you

From growth

Repeat

I am not a monster

I am not an idiot

I am not incapable

If you're misunderstanding

Repeat

I am not alone

I am not bad

I am not moving forward

By avoidance

No capsule in fate will

Save you but yourself

Sure, a lucky bloom might beam

A whirl from discontent

But where is the real growth

In the vision of yourself

Without the setbacks

What is the real reason

You give up

You

[siriusfoxfriend]

Sought for answers

Against a mighty brick

Wall surrounded by heartstring

A cusp

A feeling of hope

A feeling of non-control

A feeling

Without the stains

Would I be without

Cold entanglement

Brusqued upon bone

Jumping cataclym

Riding with such weight

Succulent heavy

Feigning on color

Sovereign notoriety

To be graced in a craft

To crave structure

Upon feasible movement

To snicker in positivity's forehead

To accidently smash a heater

And wonder what happened to your self-control

Anger decrees regret

I have foretold in Facebook poems

And the umbilical ego

Is writhing in misunderstanding

And the Messiah blame

Is writing in nodes of standing

Come and wait with me

Come and wait

For a miracle

For my breath to break the holy

Ghoul of illusions

And watch us take the first step

Into greater catacombs

[siriusfoxfriend]

Burnt away with the tip of my hand

Still in scardust wax

Most of my wounds

Are built by finesse

I've got a real low dipper

A cased slipper

A marionette

With the wings of a beetle

Heavy in my heart

Sunk deep

Down in with a needle

Cross or fixtures

Mounds of inexplicable whey

Towers of fancy weather

Crumbs on display

I've got a bounty to pay

In the dark welts of doll feet

In the cuts of mirror greats

In a Pinnacle of weight

Shown face

Time space

Little bones of bigger bodies

Little factual expense

High or hence

By forth a common lipped turf

Woah the moans of ghosts

Are louder than they seem

I'm made of beans

Looking into

What you are could be eaten

Rest or choose

The fellow bruise

The winded plate

By which you set

In the middle of our guests

Looking west

Leave it there

What's a tear to a tassle

Blazing sated in caramel masters

Jump and then your phone is

Ringing

Jump and then your phone is ringing

[siriusfoxfriend]

Totally inadequate

Your headrest is

Parked above heartrest

And the rest is hips story

Come on give em a laugh

And a smile

And a handshake

They'll be ever so cool in your flavor

Dips of deletion make

Soft my new acceptable handouts

I'm a wrath on the stain

Of unicorn babies

Dust in teacher

Combs in sand dugouts

Dumb angle

Which I used to mix my salad

And make it bad in a big way

I forget

Why I feed on dystrophy

Chaos

And languid tips of displeasure

I forget

Why I beg the universe to tell me

And look the other way

When it answers

[siriusfoxfriend]

Cumbersome entailment

How do you feel?

Are you made of butter

And encased in a little envelope?

Puncture wounds don't let you

Breathe in case

Of a faulty accident

Toes on the surfed depth seethe

Dont give a scepter angle

Without weight

Brim of repeating the self

How can you exercise

Then exorcise

Then excerpt size

Too many tomorrows

That's what the book said in less

Words.

It was a captured cavern

A little gloat

But it's gone too far

Its gone to far

Clips the nail of

Keeping opinions to oneself

It's a retribution to the effervescent

Homeostasis of being

Comatose cliche says

A) you cannot run away

And Z) every Rose has its thorn

Cut my hands off and feed them to

The vegans

The masochism universe declares

[siriusfoxfriend]

Writers clot

Mystery

Pixel meat

Brushing hand on the table

Finished in kelp Welsh worth

Nothing is an angle

That I used to be

Fear in the center

Melting like chocolate

Lips in whisper and

Catatonic weight

A silt of crushing breath air

To warm your tepid center

Slipped in cawed bait

Milled in the beast

Tonight we set a standard

Beyond disc appointments

And tomorrow tapes

Forget the willing

Tips of the past

Ascertaining ever taloned

Great whales of missed repugnance

No one is the sea

And no one is a feather

And no one is bleak

And no one is soft ember

Will you dance to this

In a place free of fear

Cupped in weather

Dried so wet

Culled so eloquently

Nothing matters

Nothing matters

Nothing matters

[siriusfoxfriend]

Crab its

Through the intentional window

A blipped burn

A shallow well

Meandering back an forth

Through combing shadows

I met with my maker

So well in totality

It's a comet

A fuse

A melodramatic angle

A cower

A soft wish of

Impenetrable desire

So what if the well is filling

With viscous fits

I'm diving in and gasping breath

And building a tower of

Crucified liquid

Melting pirouettes

Salting throat in finest

Crumpets of freight

Most of which will ever ample

Themselves to the blast beats

Of the forest

[siriusfoxfriend]

A spill on a brick wall

Two arms digress

Delineate breath

Not again

Forever

Strength capsules by the dozen

I'm waning

I'm waning son

Everything will be alright

Somatic fugue stasis

And calming anxiety

Mocking approval

Mothing

I spent some time

Spinning a web

Only thinking about

Your love

[siriusfoxfriend]

Faux angles

In the light

Few snow

Sent meant re burying

The will of dust

A matter minds not it's own

It's crumble

Fear the worst

Fear the birth

Fear leaving the body

Fear going nowhere

Fear being alone

Fear saying the wrong thing

Fear losing control

Fear complications

I know stories have plots

Plots

Plots