The Grim

Personal AU blog. I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best

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Sebastian

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She had so may come backs and retorts for Avery’s words yet instead she found herself going silent and frowning at Caleb with his father before sighing in defeat and flopping into the chair beside them. 

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Meanwhile upstairs Sebastian was pacing around his and Avery’s room. Why should he help her? She clearly didn’t want his help so why bother? He knew it was the right thing to do but still. What was the point? If anything he was just going to give himself more hassle for nothing in return. But he knew no matter what he was going to go and find Sirius. So it was with a groan that he shoved on his jacket and went back downstairs. “I’ll be back.” He called through to them before leaving through the front door to go hunt down a man that was damn good at hiding. 

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Pirates And Mermaids

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“You do not find this strange?” She asked curiously, her head tilting to the side to study him which caused her hair to fall away from her shoulder to reveal a slight sheen to her skin. “I suppose I can give you a conversation, the stares I am receiving are unnerving.”

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“I’ve seen stranger things in my time, love.” Sirius chuckled as his eyes drifted over her. Yes, it was strange. But talking to her like this was a lot less strange than talking to a mermaid. “Well, shall we?” He asked as he offered her his arm to escort her back to his ship.

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Famous Assassin

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Alyssa couldn’t quite comprehend how easily Orion could give up his son’s fate like that and although to him it seemed as if he was winning he just told Aly just how little he cared for his family. In that moment all Aly did was lean back in her chair with a twinkle in her eye and finish her dinner before excusing herself and going back to her room, wondering just what mischief or what knowledge her little bear managed to dig up. 

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“Stupid idoit.” Sirius kept saying over and over again as he walked around his room. Though who he was referring to her didn’t know. Himself or his Father. Because now his life was tied to a girl that had a life that was only going to end in death. His Father has given him a death sentence. And he didn’t know what to do. He could run. But that wouldn’t change anything. He could play along. But everytime he did he felt sick. He was trapped. And Sirius didn’t know what to do when trapped. But one thing is for certain, he did not like it one bit.

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I never wanted to hurt anybody

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“I could have killed you, I could have killed all of you….” Alyssa whispered eventually after a brave few minutes had passed. “Did I? Kill anyone?”

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“Ssshh, don’t worry about that.” He said softly as he ran a hand through her hair. She didn’t need to dwell on that. It was in the past. There was nothing he, or she, could do to change it so they didn’t need to talk about it.

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Pirates And Mermaids

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“I am actually, it has your scent written all over it, quite comforting.” Alyssa replied as she brushed herself down and ran her hands through her hair. “Your ship leaves a familiar trail that I’m accustomed to. I find it…quite exhilarating actually.”

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“And I assume that is a good thing?” Sirius asked as he watched her, clearly amused by what was going on. “Would you like to return to my ship with me? It would be quite nice to get to sit down and have a conversation with you.”

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I never wanted to hurt anybody

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Finally she nodded as her hands tangled in his clothes and buried her face against his chest as she crawled into his lap as much as she could. 

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“It’s going to be okay.” Sirius said over and over again as he just held her. Not wanting to ever let her go again. And waited until she was ready to move or talk to do anything else.

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Famous Assassin

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“If you want my full cooperation then I want a guarantor….I want a life line that will insure my safe. I want a vow…between me and your heir that will ensure nothing will happen to me and that if it does it happens to him as well. Same vice versa. Anything that happens to him will happen to me.” Alyssa said carefully as she watched the look shared between Sirius and his father,various plans already forming in he rmind.

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Sirius silently begged his Father to not agree. Surely he couldn’t. Surely he couldn’t hate him so much as to tie his life to the girl that he planned on having killed when he was threw with her. But to his horror he watched as Orion smirked at his son before turning to Alyssa and nodded his head. “I believe that is fair.” He said simply and Sirius had enough as he stood up, his chair scraping across the floor, and stormed out of the room.

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Sebastian

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“Well obviously but even still that doesn’t change the fact that he died.” Alyssa told him, her gaze narrowing. “And here was me thinking things could only get better.”

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“Perhaps you should give him a chance to explain.” Avery sighed and shook his head. “You can hardly blame him for dying. It’s not as if he chose to do so. He came back for you. No one else, you. And Sebastian is merely trying to help.”

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I never wanted to hurt anybody

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She flinched instantly at his hold, her shaking hands moving more violently before it calmed down and her gaze bore into his own. Her wide eyes softening as she melted against him. 

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“It’s going to be okay.” He said in a soothing tone as he held onto her tightly, rocking them both slightly. “You just need to let me help you, cupcake. Please? It’s all I’ve ever wanted to do.”

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Pirates And Mermaids

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She jumped slightly when she heard his voice, a smile appearing on her face at the sight of the Black Pearl’s Captain. 

“Hello Captain.” She said sweetly, a hint of something foreign in her tone as her blonde hair fell over her shoulders. “Fancy seeing you here Captain.”

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“Well, judging by the looks of it you already knew I was here somewhere.” Sirius said as he looked Aly over from head to two, amusement written over his face when he recognised the clothes she was wearing. “Comfy are you?”

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Pirates And Mermaids

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The moment she was home she launched into a terrifying rant about how her she had been lied to, screaming at them for failing to mention that there was a way for them to travel the lands above. It had been her grandmother who had replied that it was forbidden, that if people learned what she was they would hunt her, kill her, experiment on her and yet deep down she didn’t care. Until they mentioned Sirius.

“You think we haven’t noticed how much time you have spending with that pirate, how dare you defy all that we have taught you.”

“AT LEAST HE DIDN’T LIE TO ME. “ She had screamed back at her father before turning and swimming away with them with a speed that even shocked her. By the time she found Sirius many months had passed, winter began to set in but even among the Caribbean heat there was still a warmth in the air. 

The Black Pearl had sat anchored of the coast of Havana where she hoisted herself up and sat at the bottom of the rigging, watching the crew busy themselves with their duties before heading ashore. Their Captain was nowhere to be seen and a part of her was glad for that as she pulled herself up onto the deck and waited for her tail to dry. It amazed her how her scales vanished and her legs appeared with a slight sheen to them as her tail faded away like silk fibers. Carefully she she used the railing to pull herself up onto her feet, the hot sun beaming down on her naked skin. At first her legs were shaky, it felt like pins and needles shot up and down these new limbs of hers as she slowly edged her way towards the Captain’s cabin. She found clothes to cover herself with, no doubt belonging to the Pearl’s Captain and when she deemed herself presentable she headed ashore in search of the man she deemed as her Captain. 

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Sirius thought he was never going to see Alyssa again. As the months went by without even so much as a glimpse of the mermaid he had slowly lost hope that he could ever speak to her again. And the disappointment that filled him almost consumed him completely. But he still had a job to do. And a life to lead. And with his entire crew depending on him he pushed his feelings aside.

But then he saw her again. He was just leaving from a business meeting, or rather he just left from threatening someone’s life till they have him what he wanted, when he saw her walking down the path of the small village. She looked so normal, just like any other girl. But there was something different. She almost glowed with her beauty and for a moment he merely stood watching her before silently he walked towards her with a soft smile on his face.

“Hello again.” He greeted softly, his hands in his pockets. “I would never have expected to see you in a place like this.”

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I never wanted to hurt anybody

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“You would have ended up dead!” She snapped at him, her hands shaking as the room appeared to shake. “And it would have been by my hand….You know that….”

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“I don’t think you would.” Sirius said as he stood up and walked over to her and grabbed a hold of her shaking hands. “I don’t think you could ever hurt me.”

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Sebastian

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Alyssa growled quietly to herself at her cousins words, rolling her eyes in the process as she leaned against the wall, knowing fine rightly they would be teaming up together.

“So I wasn’t seeing things, Sirius is alive….” She said quietly as she eyed Thomas carefully as if he had been aware of this from the start.

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“Yes.” Thomas said simply as his eyes drifted from the door over to Aly. “He has came back. And I think we all know why he would do that.”

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I HAD A HORRIBLE IDEA AND I NEDED TO SHARE IT WITH YOU

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“We’re going to have to be, no matter what.” Avery replied as he weaved his hand into his lovers hair, tugging at the strands of his dark locks to tilt his head up and capture his lips. 

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As always Sebastian melted into the kiss as his hands went to Avery’s hips. Pulling Thomas closer he sighed softly before pulling away and shaking his head. “You always get what you bloody want.” He mumbled with a lightness in his tone.

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Famous Assassin

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“Perhaps.” Alyssa replied with a coolness in her tone as her gaze remained fixated on him. There was something obviously different about him, something that seemed to captivate her but there was also something she just could not put her finger on and it bothered her. Though for now she would remain silent, for now. 

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The amused smile that Sirius had on his face fell instantly when he glanced over and saw his Father watching him. Clearing his throat Sirius looked away instantly and focused on his dinner more than anything else. He knew he was probably going to be punished for stepping in between his Father and Aly. But in all honestly for once he didn’t care. If he meant that Orion would leave her alone for a while then so be it.

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Can You See Me Now?

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She found all words failed her as she listened to him speak, smiling at the little jolt that flooded through her as he took her hand. A part of her had thought those feelings would never return and yet here she was feeling as if it they were love struck teenagers all over again. 

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“I’m sorry.” Sirius whispered before he pulled Aly to him and leaned down to kiss her lips softly. He hadn’t realised how much he had missed her until their lips touched and he could barely control himself enough to pull away again. All he wanted was to hold her. And for everything to be okay. But hopefully this was a step in the right direction.

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Famous Assassin

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"I’m sure it’s just as filthy as everything else….You have a house elf, it is clearly not doing it’s job. Protocol dictates that said house elf should be removed." Alyssa said sweetly, her gaze glancing over each member of the Black family, not missing Sirius’ smirk behind his glass.

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“Protocol dictates that those who are a guest in someone’s home are supposed to be polite.” Sirius said before his Father had the chance to even open his mouth. Judging by the grip Orion had on his glass he was about to snap. And Sirius would rather that didn’t happen. “Or perhaps you have just forgotten your manners over the years.” He added, a soft smile on his face as his eyes sparkled when he looked at her, his eyebrow raised slightly.