Crossdressing is just a consequence of homosexuality, for me personally... Yes, I... I... I was pierced, taught to do this... I was explained the rules and I chose the side of weakness, I dissolved in sensations and tenderness, I allowed, I did not resist... I love women, but I am crazy about the male power of black men, their confidence, their natural strength. It is so nice to be weak, it is nice to feel strong touches. I could not do it any other way, I am weak... change of positions, fixation... gestures, grips. I just lay and tried to relax, there was no choice. The weight of a strong body, you are fixed... and then you catch sensations, squeak... moan, beg... it is impossible to remain silent, your body requires an outlet emotions.You understand that you can't and don't want to decide anything, it's easier to admit weakness. It's easier to tell yourself, for me it's normal, it should be like that, he's faster, stronger, his desires should be satisfied, and I do it, with shame on my cheeks, with shame in my soul, I show with all my behavior, I'm a girl, I want... I need this... and I get it, sometimes even more than I want... but that's how nature did it, it says, just be beautiful, just allow...The body adapts itself, changes the body, changes the psyche, changes sensations...In moments of loneliness, you sometimes despise yourself, but it is stronger than you, and you tell yourself that these are emotions, take a shower and reach into your drawer for tight lace panties and bright lipstick...
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